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Quote: Guns don't kill people, military women who come home early kill people.
Feel the wrath of Skeletor's breakfast burrito...
I know my profile seems a bit hodge-podge, but hey, that's me. Perfectly imperfect. I will not try to be something I am not. If you must rate me down because I have not made my profile to your liking, remember one thing-it's my profile. Its all about me and my quirks, and I-I am disorganized. I dont always make sense. I am not always the best taste in your mouth...but for some reason people keep coming back for more!
I am very open minded. I love the occult and mystic-type religions. No I am not a Wiccan, but I have nothing against those who are. I just perfer my sins. I tend to get along with most people regardless of religion, but the question does seem to come up more often than not...
Forgive me, to introduce myself I am a mother, soon to be divorced, and a military member.
I am not new to the scene, as I have been a blood drinker since about the age of 16, but I suppose you could say I am a little rusty. It has been several years since I have indulged, and to be quite honest I do miss it.
Now lets see... I am not a goth, at least not on the outside as my appearance has to be...well acceptable by the "normal asshole standards" because I wear a uniform. I do however have six tattoos and several piercings that I once wore, or could wear outside of the uniform.
I am a writer, as to how good I am, well I suppose that would be up to the reader. I generally write free verse poetry because I dont care for the restraints of conventional verse.
I have been moved, traded, and deleted from my house and brought into a beautiful coven. I wish everyone in the house well and thank you for having me. I have moved on to be with my kind. "Nanu, Nanu"
You see, once upon a time I had a profile on VR. I still have friends, whom because of the way I left (the soon to be ex said some nasty things about certain people and deleted my profile) I shall leave them nameless. Okay so I am going to name one, an OLD childhood friend, Mrd. Check him out when you get the chance, you wont regret it. I hope that he has not created any grudges for me and that everyone views my profile as though they have never met me. (Under this name, you have not.)
*UPDATE 11/9/2007* I WAS INFORMED TODAY THAT MY MATERNAL GRANDMOTHER IS DYING FROM LUNG CANCER. MY MOTHER CALLS WITH A MULTITUDE OF GUILT TO LAY UPON MY BREAST. YOU HAVE TO QUIT SMOKING SHE SAYS. I SAY TO HER, MOTHER, WHY MUST YOU BUILD TO THE PILE OF STRESSES THAT WAKE ME UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT SHAKING AND HELPLESSLY CRYING? I LOSE THE PHONE. I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON, I THINK, AS I DRINK A BEER AND SMOKE A DAMNED CIGARETTE....
I PUT IT OUT, FEELING NO RELIEF. SMOKED CLEAR TO THE BUTT, NO RELIEF. THE BEER CREEPING UPON ME LIKE A NINJA IN THE SHADOWS OF MY TORN UP MIND. I AM HORRIBLE I THINK TO MYSELF ONCE AGAIN AS I LIGHT MY WAY TO A CERTAIN DEATH. I WATCH THE ASHES PILE UP IN MY ASHTRAY. I WATCH THE SMOKE BILLOWING FROM MY MOUTH. I AM SO HORRIBLE, BUT THIS IS HOW I DEAL WITH MY LIFE...
I WISH I COULD SIMPLY RELY ON FRIENDS, BUT I CANNOT. I DONT DO WELL WITH HELP FROM OTHERS. ITS MY PROBLEM AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. I EMPATHIZE WITH THOSE AROUND ME WHO MUST ALSO DEAL WITH ME. I AM UNCONSOLEABLE. RICHARD, THANK YOU FOR TRYING TO HELP ME...I MUST BE STRONG ENOUGH TO DO THIS ON MY OWN. I LOVE YOU MY PET. THANK YOU, AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAS OFFERED SYMPATHY. I AM TOO HORRIBLE AND STUBBORN TO TAKE THE HELP, BUT I THANK YOU FOR OFFERING IT TO ME...
I WILL LIVE....
I want to be your everything
I want to smell your fear and your sex
I want to taste your insides
I want to feel you wretch away from me
I want to see you writhe in pain
I want to know you are contemplating your own demise
I want to imagine you decomposing
I want to distroy you
I give you two gifts:
one is fluffy and adorable
the other is heartless and cold
one is the one you cuddle with
the other is used when life is old
the kitten her name is gremmelkin
the razors name is pain
when they are side by side
you never forget their name
A special thanks to ScarsForLife for making this for me!
Some random things about me:
1. I am a humanist, which is a lot like Satanism, only without all of the work.
2. Misspelling things is one of my petpeeves, even when I do it.
3. I love macaroni and cheese almost as much as my little girl.
4. I am in the Airforce because I am too lazy to be in the Army, Navy, or Marines. (And I'd rather be in an air conditioned building than a tent.)
5. I have nothing against the Army, Navy, or Marines...somebody has to do it. Thank you!
6. I have two favorite numbers, they are 13 and 776. For those of you who understand a bit about numeralogy, you know that this is the number of Satan. It is one less than perfect (god) which is the number 777.
7. I am afraid of Teletubies. Of all things, yes, Teletubies. The baby in the sun just isnt right.
8. I kind of have two personalities. One who is the everyday work/friend/relative type person, and one who generally despises people and writes poetry. Im very sorry if you encounter her on a bad day. Not many people have met her or will meet her, but you are forewarned.
9. My favorite color is green. Not just any green, but dark and rich greens.
10. I have two familiars: Gremmelkin and Cloud.
11. No I didn't name my cats. They are slightly used sisters who act like spanking new cats.
12. Please do not tell me you have lived for thousands of years. I wont believe you. My other personality has a habit of raising the "bullshit" flag.
13. I despise the color pink unless my stomach hurts, because I always reach for the Pepto.
*Update* I would like to give a shout out to my other bi/gay/transgendered/transvestite friends. Here you go guys!
*Update* For those of you who truly know me, you know I dont sleep...at least not when I should. Here it is two AM and Im mulling about on myspace and VR. Damn Im a dork. ****
*Update* I have been working on moving from my house on base into a house off base, so I havent been in all that much lately. I also have been using a 3 d chat that I think is totally awesome, and if you have any questions about it you can message me and I would be more than happy to send you a link. My daughter and I have been sick as hell the last few days thanks to some horrible congestion bug, and I had oral surgery on thursday, so Im a bit loopy. I apologize for such a late update, but Im sure someone is happy to know that I havent fallen off the face of the earth, not yet. :)
| Member Since: | Oct 03, 2007 |
| Last Login: | Mar 14, 2008 |
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| Times Rated: | 430 |
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