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I wake up at the end of a long, dark, lonely year

Its bringing out the worst in me

I hear your voice start breaking in fear

When the lights go down



And I still feel you looking over my shoulder

Your sinking guilt and approaching nightmare

And I know none of us will survive

Because I know everything



Alright



And my dear I need you to move a little faster

This second counts as the rest of your life

Your final word and an itchy finger

And then its taken away



And well be beaten down without mercy or meaning

I turn my face to a careless skyline

Im searching hard for a sign from heaven

But theyve forgotten me here



You can just stop talking, I get it

I hear your silence loud and clear

I know its barely a thought but itll see us through

Im only setting you free so just let it happen

Just let it happen, no need to fear

Yeah you can just stop talking, I get it



Sex, f*ck, and fluorescent lighting

A hollow point on an angry bullet

Were on the teeth of a crocodile

Were in the mouth of the gun



And sometimes at night I feel Im just a broken vessel

An instrument with a darker purpose

Im at the throat of the young and the helpless

Because theyve got nothing to say



So you can just stop talking, I get it

I hear your silence loud and clear

I know its barely a thought but itll see us through

Im only setting you free so just let it happen

Just let it happen, no need to fear

Yeah you can just stop talking, I get it

I sit here shaking as my voice utters your name.

Tears fall from my dust gray eyes

I allow my thick black hair to spill over my face

and hide me behind the mask I've hidden behind for years

I've tried to talk to you, but you do not listen.

The twisted fairy tale of my life will just not do,

Oh no, not for you.

I have to be just like you,

or I'm not good enough.

I don't wanna be just like you.

I wanna be just like ME.

I came to you seeking your love and acceptance.

You took one look and turned away

I watched you walk down the street shaking your head in disgust.

I feel it coming just as the sight of you fades.

I collapse to my knees and tears begin to fall.

If you do not want me as your daughter,

Just tell me and I promise I'll run.

I'll run home far away from you.

Just tell me you don't wish to see me,

and I'll perish from the earth the way I did everything else

...

Just for you.