Stop worrying about me, stop acting like you care
When I needed you all those nights, were you there?
No, you left me alone with myself to harm
Left me alone to slowly cut up my arm
You never supported me, after all I did for you
After all the times we've been through
Through all the tears I've wiped away
And all the pain I've helped go away for the day
You still won't help me, you left me alone to bleed
I need that guy who can make me laugh just
by the way he says *hello* when I pick up the
phone. The guy who makes my hands* shake
when I'm sitting next to him. And the guy who
isn't afraid to keep hugging me when Im not *
ready to let go yet
Bury me in leaves tonight, let the wind carry me with them, but if the shards of my story shatter, may wings be my heart beat, as angels fall from the sky, their grace torn and twisted, may life send a new message; the one I never received...
lestat
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Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.
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You cry because of the story of your past which
still haunts you. You can't forgive the people
who hurt you back then and this has caused you
to be angry and frustrated. You cry tears of
torture. You want revenge more than anything
because of the unjust pain other people caused
you. The resentment slowly grows, causing you
as much pain as it did back then.
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Your evil eyes are blue. As evil as they come. The
Blue Fire in your eyes it what makes you evil.
Your cold..
take your best shot at my sad broken heart, torn and sewed back together with a needle rusted with your lies and my tears.
I'm desperate for attention and my intention
isn't what it used to be as I wait for you to bleed
we've been happy before, while sitting on the phone
feigning sad cold and alone
loving is suicide
spilling out our fake emo hearts like never before even when we fell apart
when I see your face, your mental case I wish to erase the sunsets we watched
and memories we ever shared
love is a suicide
take your best shot at my sad broken heart, torn and sewed back together with a needle rusted with your lies and my tears.
we're so dumb and love has messed us up on the inside
loving is a suicide
love is the worst suicide
When I said I'd love you forever
I meant that from my heart
When those words left the tip of my tounge
We were both so very young
I've held you in my arms and whispered the words
"I love you"
Even though we're not together no more
I still do
When I said I'd love you forever
I promised you my life
Unfortantely I've told you lies before
But this was not of that kind
I promised you my heart forever
I promised you my soul
And to this day when I think of you
My heart will never be cold
With all the great memories of truth
As I smile now looking back on the past
I think of our relationship
And the laughs
When I said I'd love you forever
I spoke no lie
I pray for that day that I can open my eyes
For me and you to be together
But it's gone now and we had our time
Friends we are now
We still can live our lives
But in my heart you still have a place
I will never forget
your beauty
your heart
your face
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Schizophrenia
Secrets I hide.
Dreams I am ashamed of.
Aspirations I fear
Thoughts not sane.
Feelings unnatural
run through my veins.
Ideas, disturbing.
Memories not my own
Terrified faces
Of what I do not know.
Constant pressure
Malevolence within.
Events missed in person
Yet somehow in memory, not.
Emotions derived from unknown events.
Hatred to love
No understanding why.
Unable to control outbursts
Alienated and alone
Others stay away
Though less scared then I.
My mind turns,
daily against itself
Nothing I can do.
Live with the torment,
No way out.
Half of my life lived,
by another
Another me,
Yet different
Cannot understand
Cannot comprehend
Another person's means
Achieve the same end.
† One Last GoodBye †
How I needed you How I grieve now you're gone In my dreams I see you I awake so alone I know you didn't want to leave Your heart yearned to stay But the strength I always loved in you Finally gave way Somehow I knew you would leave me this way Somehow I knew you could never.. never stay And in the early morning light After a silent peaceful night You took my heart away And I grieve In my dreams I can see you I can tell you how I feel In my dreams I can hold you And it feels so real I still feel the pain I still feel your love I still feel the pain I still feel your love And somehow I knew you could never, never stay And somehow I knew you would leave me And in the early morning light After a Silent peaceful night You took my heart away I wished, I wished you could have stayed..
† One Last GoodBye †
Likes:
I love my older brother to death....he is my hero...... My best friends name is Amelia but she goes by Spyder.....
Tim Burton films†Johnny Depp†Orlando Bloom in pirates of the caribbean he's so hot^.^Cats†black & white cats†black cats†skeletons†gothic lolita clothing†movies†creppy looking dolls† living dead dolls†porcelain dolls †animals†making clothes†emily the strange†decorating† haunted houses†old creepy houses†boots†penguins†puffy skirts†skirts†fishnets†darkness†stars†silence †trees†the color purple†roses†photography†photoshop†skulls †graveyards†long black hair†nail polish†beauty†velvet clothing†lolita bibles†black eyeliner†carebears†music†faeries†candles†the paranormal†halloween†stripey socks†thanksgiving†rainy days†windy days† the forest†books †going to the beach at night† taking baths†the victorian era †writing letters†drawing† ribbons†bracelets†journals †pictures†making profiles† †unicorns†eye contacts† pretty eyes †candy†rag dolls†mary janes†
Dislikes:
I hate being alone..... I hate it when someone trys to be someone that they aren't.... I hate spiders and snakes i freak out when ever i see them
I despise animal cruelty and anyone who hurts animals †really stupid people †being ingored †racism †doctors †liars†sweating†people who ask me what i like to do for fun or what i like when its all here in my profile!:(just take sometime to read my pro and you'll know:)†insects†having my period eww†hip-hop†loud ppl†my neighbors†conceated girls†Guys who hit girls,if you are one of them don't expect me to respect you or ever be nice to you on the contrary I will treat you like shit because thats what you are!†split ends†my dad(i hate him)†the ppl in my school†school†when my room is messy†waking up early†summer†know it alls†the sun†smelly ppl†chunti parties†my house†the city i live in††when my computer acts stupid†being bored†snakes†gold†fake ppl,††not being able to live the life I want†people who get influenced by anyone or anything†bad breath†onions†dirtyness†Mean people†!†bashers!!!...WAR..racist assholes who think they own vf..ppl who judge other based skincolor,sexuality,gender.closed mindedppl.i have a BIG PROBLEM WITH EM...
new poem
I sit here shaking as my voice utters your name.
Tears fall from my dust gray eyes
I allow my thick black hair to spill over my face
and hide me behind the mask I've hidden behind for years
I've tried to talk to you, but you do not listen.
The twisted fairy tale of my life will just not do,
Oh no, not for you.
I have to be just like you,
or I'm not good enough.
I don't wanna be just like you.
I wanna be just like ME.
I came to you seeking your love and acceptance.
You took one look and turned away
I watched you walk down the street shaking your head in disgust.
I feel it coming just as the sight of you fades.
I collapse to my knees and tears begin to fall.
If you do not want me as your daughter,
Just tell me and I promise I'll run.
I'll run home far away from you.
Just tell me you don't wish to see me,
and I'll perish from the earth the way I did everything else
...
Just for you.
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