Once again I hit another bump in the road, but since when has that ever stopped me? I've always been known to carry a heavy load, a bunch of shit I don't really need... I'm on the verge of letting go and living life right, I'm one step from being through with you. I know all this pain isn't worth the fight, and I know exactly what I want to do. I come and go and get lost along the way, have to fake a smile just to make it thru the day. but on the surface I always seem okay. I can't believe a thing you say, hurting me is just your sick little game, just goes to show that assholes never change. Eyes bloodshot and I'm bleeding to the core, I won't let you treat me like a bitchy little whore. So much no one knows, I swore I'd never tell, a promise to myself not to repeat this hell. All I want is what is best, gaining wisdom with every test. From here on out I'll remain alone this place has already turned me to stone. Changed me in all that I am, and I won't give anyone a chance to understand. Forget the day I met you and all the memories, it was just something you made me believe. The whole time u had something up your sleeve and now I can't make you leave... |
COMMENTS
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Alchemage
10:13 May 10 2010
You write poetry a lot? If not, you should.
Kristi
19:38 May 11 2010
I write poems/songs alot. i have since i was 11, i just usually dont share them.