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My Curse
05:00 May 15 2007
Times Read: 754

Tonight I cannot tell who I am or what,

the future still unclear,

romance deep within my soul,

deeper still my sinful side,

souls of deepness, fun and fly away,

the numbers of the years I've lived,

my curse it still remains.

Fury
02:56 May 14 2007
Times Read: 755

you wanna take me alive,

you want to leave me for dead,

running from the hate that lives in your head,

rooms running out and soon youill be dead,

No more room for running its time to forgive,



All those lies, all your hate, so long ago, your mistakes,

slay your heart and take my soul,

its time to TAKE CONTROL.



slipping in and out of life, trying just get by,

lullabies and broken screams,

forsaken roads, flow through me.

break these chains that are binding me.

day of love
02:42 May 11 2007
Times Read: 756

month of love comes and goes,

feelings they ebb and flow,

one day it is the strongest felt,

passion, pain, regret, and joy,

day of chocolate, candy, flowers, aglow,

youthful love is in the air,

and slowly it will disappear,

for once a year,

only in a day,

people love more,

than anything.

path of unfollowed hearts
02:41 May 11 2007
Times Read: 757






Left or right,

straight or back,

the roads you cannot choose,

dreams of love and warmth and time,

these are not your dream,

with time and patients,

the strength of me,

ill raise you up and keep you alive,



i fall asleep thinking of the day,

perhaps tommorrow it may rain,

ill find you standing on a corner,

tears are hidden eyes are golden,

ill step up to you without you knowing,

reach around and hold you close,

a breath you take a word is wisperd,

a kiss ill give and it will be over.



was nightmares the path you chose,

perhaps the best i do not know,

happyness is what i want,

for me your life is golden sun,

its pale moon,

and twilight stars,

its snowy village in the rien,

a little cabin in the snow,

warm fire and candles glow,

i know someday we will be there,

chilled by evening air,

ill hold you close and kiss your cheek,

and forever happy will you be,

my voel love of my life,

you live away another life,

in different city,

with different plan,

perhaps in days not so far away,

weill talk again and things shall be,

ill hold you up and keep you strong,

with love in my voice ill sing a song,

one word that you should remember well,

spagetti is a dish that we both know well.

If only you knew
02:40 May 11 2007
Times Read: 758

Of all the things youve given me,

Patients one of them,

I seem to feel a feeling deep inside,

what is this feeling so weird,

it makes me whant to fly,

to take you in my arms,

be there when you cry,

why does it want me,

to take care of you forever,

to make sure a smiles in your heart,

makeing sure your never lonely,

what is this feeling deep inside even when your gone,

i wait and stay there with you,

in soul forever it lasts,

i do not know the future,

and cannot tell the past,

but if my feelings right,

ive known you for longer than a wile,

years is nothing to the time,

ive known you day and night,

even when you do not speak,

i can hear your words,

glistening on the air,

currents cool yet warm,

maybe you think we should part,

maybe you want me more,

but since the day i met you,

so very long ago,

ive been with you every second,

a year in your own eyes,

and remain withing you even in death,

even when you cry,

tall and strong am i,

yet brittle yes at times,

my sweet voel had called me to her,

many many times,

she may not get to hold me,

at least not for a bit,

day will fade,

night will follow too,

but the love i have for you my love,

will always outlast time.

Seconds in a year
02:39 May 11 2007
Times Read: 759






Every second she does count slowly passing by,

rips and tears and binds,

you think you know the worth of pain,

days in a year,

she counts the seconds passing by each one,

struggling just to live one more she thinks about her life,

the past the present,

tommorrow could be goodbye,

Pain you say is when you loose your favorite blue shirt,

but pain is seconds passing by always feeling hurt,

you tell me that your girlfriend left you over some other guy,

you think thats pain,

its nothing in her eyes.



Walking with a smile on her lips as she does,

inside blades are tearing her heart,

pain i not a word to her,

its is a way of life,

the tears are rivers,

memories of life,

so pain are fish swimming in her sea,

missery its name consuming her and me,

you ask me why it hurts me so,

when its her pain alone,

I turn my eyes full of pain just as well as fear,

you thought you loved your girlfriend and may even think that now,

but i know this from my heart and soul,

the days go by the seconds too,

i cannot count them all,

continues pain for fear of her is what i feel right now,

he laughs at me and turns away mocking all these words turning back be speaks with hallow tone,

i lost my girlfriend and my shirt,

my lifes a toatle wast,

what more could be taken from me those things i cant replace,

Shoving him against a wall i tear through his soul my eyes a hellishfurry of sadness dark and cold,

you cannot understand her pain you cannot feel it thrive,

every heartbeat in rythym with mine,

she lives so far away i cannot feel her touch,

eyes so beautiful,

so dark,

so rich,

Angels blonde with skin gold white,

is not the way it is,

some angels are dark haired,

pain flowing in there veins,

every second of my life if felt her near yet far,

so unfair is the world that i cannot touch her now,

feel the softness of her breath a soft steady sound,

For an endless time she would not speak with me,

forsaken, a dream, i thought it was to be,

Let the sun go dark and the world be turned to ice,

i Love her more than anything,

and never give up the fight,

im here for her even if days turn to years,

if she did not speak to me and forsook me for a thousand years,

the day she spoke a word to me filled with pain and tears,

id hold her close and gently stroke her hair,

tell her its alright and that id always be there,

that what true love is,

what i feel for her,

my voel so far away,

and yet not so far at all.

KJ
02:39 May 11 2007
Times Read: 760

Was it overly so a dream,

Fantasies of hopeful desire,

entrancing voices,

Has madness taken me.

Time
02:37 May 11 2007
Times Read: 761

Sitting here and wondering what am I to do,

When heart is over taken and life seems to be through,

I feel as though ive lost you,

and yet something seems amis,

from being your once dear friend,

to an enemy that you hate,

I know not what goes through your mind,

and cannot live without,

so ill travel with this burden waiting for a time,

when i can figure it out,

but know that even though i am in pain,

i am your friend to dying end,

and never will abandon,

you, even if my dreams are dead.

KJ
02:37 May 11 2007
Times Read: 762

Laugh and cry i do this now,

first tears in years hit the ground,

am i in love or am i in pain,

why doesint it ever go away,

ill do what makes others happy,

if only for a wile,

and ill stay my hand from reaching for what i want the most,



grind my teeth and become more angry,

my heart it hurts and i am bleeding,

but if we just stay friends,

the wounds will heal and time will mend,



love for her ill always have,

even if sheill never take,

so i shed these tears in retrebution,

for me ever having become more open.



She is my friend and i shall be at her side,

if not in marrige,

then in halo at night.





For my friend who has only spoken truth and by doing so has helped my further along the path to adult hood.

Thank you.

The worth of a broken Soul
02:37 May 11 2007
Times Read: 763




I sit upon a broken throne,

Roses upon cold stone,

Subject myself to new found horrors,

I am there for her,

Hurting every day and night,

Fighting darkness and its blight,

the world would never care,

if men like me dissappeared,

Full moon rises from darkend sky,

Looking up I cannot cry,

Though blind my eyes I feel the sting,

Broken souls still they sing,

and water travels just like tears,

taking with it all those years,

Through all of this I have one regret,

not strong enough to get....Her.

None
02:36 May 11 2007
Times Read: 764






Dead skies,

red eyes,

deep within where beauty lies,

A voice so cold that air shall freeze,

temptation where they breath,

light is where the deamons lye,

right before your very eyes,

wispers in the darkest cave,

opening the hidden safe,

mortals fear whats in the dark,

but fear us more as we do not stop,

In the light behind your back,

do retain this little fact,

blood shall feed us,

you cant see us,

but you breed us,

slipping in and out of life,

Tonights the night we take your lives,

Humans gather round the light,

Vampires rule eternal night.

talkrhun dasnekovash vilak
02:36 May 11 2007
Times Read: 765




Patience, grace, and elegance,

yet they think us Pestilence,

Slipping in and out of sight,

Scream your fears give up the fight,

blood now fills your vistion dreary,

see my face,

you think me leery,

breathing shallow hallow breaths,

scream again your regrets,

we feast upon your body warm,

veins go dry skin grows cold,

Drink my friends and dig in deep,

Tonights the night the vampires feast.

fershataklevkon
02:35 May 11 2007
Times Read: 766




Shadows fall upon her tears,

crying slowly from her fears,

fang of red and silver white,

sink in deep they love to bite,

blood so red it fills her mouth,

Drinking deep she loves the sound,

cursed to live in unsure days,

cant go back to safer ways,

Cursed i am to love this woman,

magestic dark encantations,

slipping shadows fill my love,

cursed,

damned to love,

wanting one so dark and cold,

to be damed than be alone,

drink thy blood and slit my wrists,

she is beauty,

she is bliss.

Red Dawn
02:34 May 11 2007
Times Read: 767




Fire spreads from lands now dead,

upon a hill is where i stand,

deahts curse upon my lips,

through valley now longest dread,

Isee her move fer face still and pale,

the dead they speak,

the wind is stirring,

from clouds now black and sky now red,

blood now pours on this sacred land,

night forever,

sun long gone,

a new age,

a new dawn,

for my bretheran,

third age,

third race,

the beggining,

and the end.

Blood slave V
02:34 May 11 2007
Times Read: 768

Born in freedom,

Sold to slave,

The sun ceases to shine upon my broken grave,

Shadows claw at love and tear my heart to shreds,

Betrayal of my love,

Confirming all my fears,

Pondeing and wondering the directness of your life,

Misery and parells fill my sight,

Bittersweet was the tast of your love,

Ive had my fill of tainted love,

The angels sing in sweet contempt,

To be released into a light unlike the graveyard shift,

Experience a wonder,

Shadows covers eyes,

Horizontal insitions made to open eyes,

Deny it no longer......Love heals, it kills, but keeps us all alive.

Death of a Love's Lover
02:34 May 11 2007
Times Read: 769

Insane my mind,

Lost thy heart,

cold steel now welded to cover a gap so deep within my soul,

The one ill never hold again,

Still, grows my heart,

Cold ands of death grasp it firm,

for her ill never hold again,

the sleeping willow shakes her branches amis the winter air,

The leaves fall like rain,

A cry of pain,

For her ill never hold again,

Biting deep said dagger pierces flesh,

leering at what i had the one i loved it took away from me,

The coffin lowerd in the ground,

My ring upon her hand,

Sleep now,

The one ill never hold again.

Suffer thorn
02:33 May 11 2007
Times Read: 772




Lies and promises,

she gave to me her heart,

lies tore away my soul,

The trust we give and the trust we lost are one in the same,

The words of love are spoken so shallow is the sound,

used by those who lie,

A gift never given,

A life never lived,

In this there darkest hour,

upon a ticking clock sits my watchful eye,

To see melenia pass to see the worlds lies,

Oh to you the youth,

Shall you only feel shallow pain,

Never to suffer,

The destruction of such a lovely heart,

As the one in my hand.

Trapped in Regret
02:32 May 11 2007
Times Read: 773

The deed is done,

No going back now,

Why do I feel as if blackness avails,

My vision obscured,

Now all can be seen,

Ive made a mistake,

An unthinkable thing,

This thing it devours,

My thoughts day and night,

I could have said no,

I could have fought,

My wanting prevailed,

And a mistake it shall be,

Im trapped in regret,

As deep as the sea.

Forsaken Road
02:32 May 11 2007
Times Read: 774

Shaking Quaking hating fear,

In my corner shedding tears,

no escape for my mind,

no way to dissect my lies,

hungry shadows take my sight,

slashing deeper in my heart,

wind it howls and feeds my fears,

Time to die and end my tears

Lust for rare
02:26 May 11 2007
Times Read: 775

Rare and wild exotic am i,

The lust i feel wont die inside,

The world itself cannot fullfill,

The hunger i have to powerful to ignore,

So hunt i will and keep my eyes sharp,

my senses are stirring,

is it you thats approaching?

Are you the one,

That i lust for........

Blood for Blood
02:26 May 11 2007
Times Read: 776

Night consumes my mortal soul and leaves me in the dark and with the pain

and misery i almost fall apart

but with the gift im given

and the lust i feel the world will know my furry the world will know my

fear so speak my name and shiver for death will shortly come ill

take your mind before your body and soon youill just give up for

now i sleep and you are safe

but soon that will come to cease and when i come to wake the world will surely bleed.

Vo'el
02:25 May 11 2007
Times Read: 777




In the darkness of the night I hold her and sing a soft song into her ear, slowly singing a song that none others would here and will never be sung again it is the song of a lullaby of a love I feel of a new dream. This song I sing for few very few such a few that it is a great gift a gift I give to those I love it is the one of my mysteries it is such a slow peaceful song that even though she cried into my chest and held me so tightly as if afraid I would disappear if she didn’t she now is asleep breathing a slow steady beat that fills my heart with a greater feeling I sing on softly even though she sleeps I sing the song that none will here a song that will never leave these lips again it is now that I sing for fear she will awake back into the world of troubles for now I wish her to rest and when she awakes she tells me she herd me and she felt my warmth I love this woman and I always will. Vo’el

Steel cage and metal chains
05:16 May 07 2007
Times Read: 782

Slowly chains they rattle as I move my wrists,

My heart it is heavy as cage crushes flesh,

Dig deep the steel spikes,

Ripping at my heart,

As Tranquility,

And memory are slowly torn apart,

Deeply thoughts of love still are to awake into the nightmarish world i have yet to create,

Slit my wrists and taste the blood flowing from my soul,

Enjoy metallic bliss as it never does grow old,

Sink the fangs deeply into flesh as soft as snow,

I let them feel the sting and let there hearts grow cold,

We endure and become use to pain as it seeps into our souls,

Let the best come to play for it hungers for my flesh,

And let them feel your furry without a little break,

Steel chains and metal cage now bind my broken heart.

Busyseeker
05:15 May 07 2007
Times Read: 783

Leader of my men and follower of my code,

I walk the path of honor and feel that i'm alone,

The whispers are there,

Barely making sound,

The wind it is talking,

Without a glimpse or warning my heart is turned to stone and the love i had once felt is gone forever old,

Leave to me your wisdom and break not my stone heart,

The Crevice in my mind slowly rips apart,

again a blow,

again the pain of my slowly beating heart,

son my love will end,

never to play its part,

and now it all ends,

Tonight it finally ends,

some parts of me,

Are coming to an end,

for all my life i've been busy seeking tranquility my memory of feelings now long dead.

Vo'el
00:40 May 01 2007
Times Read: 707

Lost she is to me for now, I have yet to gaze upon her face, To see her smile and feel her breath, she no longer can see my face, to hold her close, whip clear her tears, to catch up, on all those years, my sweet voel, were are you now, you hold my heart, locked and bound.