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when the journey began i wanted to only be in the Airforce, that was my only goal, i wanted nothing else and would settle for nothing less, i find myself in the Army now, I find that so much is different then I had thought it to be, every time i think i have a solid grasp on something, that i know something to be true or to have someone figured out it changes and always it reminds me, keep an open mind, do not judge so harshly, and remember that you only see the outside, you cannot truly know whats going on inside of another person, not ever.



I find this path has many advantages, ones i will use and push forward with, i will make these years count, i will use the time away from the family i hold so dear mean something, I will not squander the time given to me, for life is so short, and our time of death will not be delayed, it arrives exactly when it decides to.

Today i read the oldest of my posts, and find those things ive written, its hard to believe that i could be so different and yet so much the same as i was so long ago. I find that i still have a long way to go, and that all of the time ive lost, all the time i wasted cannot be made up, cannot be returned to me, all that i can do is push forward and try my very best to bring forth the dreams of my youth, of a younger me, and to prove that my words were not just words but instead promises that have been long held, and now finally fulfilled.