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i just got off the phone with my ex best friend, tony.



He girlfriend, broke up with him. to date another guy at school. i guess the age difference was a "problem" only 5 years. fucking whore >.>



well yes.



a while ago i sent him a message saying if they ever broke up i would be here for him.



and guess what.



instead of doing drugs. or drinking. or anything bad....he called me!



it makes me really happy.

we talked for like 80 minutes....but



yeah. it did make me really happy....but at the same time it makes me sad......so i sorta cried after we hung up.



but its okay.



hes going to call me when his mother goes to sleep.

yes. i finially got around to it....



well yes....we watched hatebreed. skip that shit...blah...



well when we went to the main stage. first to play was lordi..

while watching lordi. they used fire hoses. to cool us down. they shot it in the sky to imitate rain.



no one really liked Lordi. so mostly everyone booed them off. and said "FUCK YOU!!!!!" they started their 4th song. we all said FUCK YOU YOU SUCK! and they stopped...a few seconds later they started the song again. after that they just sorta....got off stage...



then static-x started.....the lawn went crazy!!!

haha

we were standing. and a mosh pit broke out next to us...and they started a fire in it..like on the side.... it was made out of trash.

and they tried to spray it out with the hoses.....but we protected it.....made sure they didn't...so the security came down. and stomped it out...the the part of the lawn we were standing at...all of us flipped around and chased them up the lawn.....



they shot us with water. so we went back down. started the fire up again, whenthey came back down. we threw their asses int he mosh pit. beat the living shit out of them.



my friend took one to the fucking ground. and my other friend shoved one so hard. that he almsot fell. and his head thingy. fell off. and he broke his fall on some chick.

i



yeah i might add more later but that was the highlight of ozzzfest

i do not know what to do....really...its eating me up......



i miss my ex best friend..



i go to school with him....

and since i go to a charter school. we have two classrooms....so i see him a lot......(two classrooms, combined classes, two teachers)

and we were more than friends as you should know. so it really hurts...a lot..each time i see him i want to burst into tears....



and Charlie......he still hasn't called me.....he was susposed to call me on saturday...and on sunday..and it is now tuesday. 10PMish he must not want to talk to me..i do not blame him...it hurts too...because i really like him...and now there is not chance at all...none.....

EDITED IN: this is old news. as you can see. i couldn't do it anymore. so i just quit it. sorta like a drug. i just quit it. and i do not really feel the same anymore. because i was to devistated with it,









i really do not know anymore. the guy i like......Charlie



well...lets start from the begining...

there is this girl Krista. she is always saying they are together. i didn't think much of it. since he was telling me that they weren't.



He says they aren't together. she talks trash about her. i always thought it was quite funny she was before me on his top friends on myspace. but only a few put those in order like in real life.



Well anyways. i was talking to my older sister and her boyfriend. about it. and her boyfriend is friends with her.(Krista)



Well they told me that she slept over at his house on Friday.



yeah. and she says she is with him. and that she might be -grits teeth- Pregnant.

yes pregnant.



im not sure what to do. and he has me lying. and i hate lying. i mean to keep my ass safe. his ass safe. i have to lie. i have to lie to my family/friends/everyone. and say i do not like him like that. and i have to say we are only friends when we are much more. someone help. thats all i can say.



and im not sure what to do. i mean the guy i like. (but not ready to date) has a girlfriend that he denys. and she might be PREGNANT



here is the message on myspace me and Krista had.



FROM KRISTA TO ME:

Hey whats up, its krista, Is charlie still trying to get with you? i talked to nora and she told me charlie was talking all kinds of shit about me to you. i would really like to know

thanks much

krista



FROM ME TO KRISTA:

im sorry i try as hard as i can to not get in the middle of things. because i do not like to get involved with drama. do not take offence to it...its just one thing i wont do.

and right now i may be mad at him. but i still can't really say anything.

What i can say is. that we are just friends. so you do not have to worry. he says that you aren't together. but it really doesn't make any difference to me. lol. because im just intrested in him as a friend. so do not think that im trying anything with him.

Im angry at him because he was susposed to call me today. and yesterday. but yeah. so we could hangout today. i hope the one thing my sister told you. was that i am not intrested in him in that kind of way. because i told her i only think of him as a friend.(plus i love being single so even if i was i wouldn't)



So my sister told me that you might be pregnant. is that true? or do you not know yet?



FROM KRISTA TO ME:

well i took a pregnancy test and it was positive, so charlies gonna be a dad i guess , ya charlie split, everyones looking for him, after i told him i might be pregnant he said he loved me and i dident say it back and he got mad i guess, he left on friday and has been missing ever since. im really worried hes going to go get drunk and do somthing stupid. all i know is he took his sword with him. i hate drama too but i need to know what hes doing behind my back so i can break it off, so im not trying to start drama or anything, i just need the truth, you know











I JUST GOT THAT IM FREAKING OUT!!! WHAT TO DO!!!!