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how i would love to drop down on that low level an say all that i wish to say but i wont i refuse to do it .. im better than that in more ways than one omg i thought i had to be worried to *laughs* at what not a damn thing...maybe this will come in handy some day if i ever need a babysitter what most lil girls charge cheap right... oh yea my bad they dont know any better.. but anyhoo hopeing things will be falling threw for me i have made many plans an now working to get everything in order .... this sucks i have had acid reflux for 2 days now its fucking irritating i have never had this problem before why now... oh yea stress gee *smacks self upside the head* what was i thinking lol im only under so much that my doc stays on call for me thats comforting or that i had to be stuck in a hospital thats great too but oh well its part of the game i geuss a few more months an i wont have to worry about the baby just me but i wont have time because ill be with three kids alone.... great if their ages were spaced out more i think it would be a lil easier but they are all goning to be about a year apart wow never thought i be going threw this but life has a way of doing things an never giving you what you cant handle however i am eginning to doubt that because i have a hard time now an just got out of the hospital im really scared an im alone which makes it so much worse

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LordOfNoctemAeternus
07:32 May 29 2008

well if you moved back to VA you wont have to do it alone

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HellsGuardian69
17:36 Jun 01 2008

things have a way of working out,my hopes are that they work out for the better and for all those concerned

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Tamari
21:02 Jun 05 2008

All things will show themselves in due time all you need is patients.



Remember what dosent kill you, makes you stronger.



Blessed be

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mi amor im sorry for what i have done you know that we are for eachother as much as you would like to say not anymore you know why i say this an you know that you will always love me an that another will never love you like me an vise versa we are one an forever will be you know this too i cant wait until we can talk in person i am very excited for this you will be with the kids an myselkf an we will get much talking done that needs ot be done in person i am looking forward to it i think great things will come for us papi i love you with every breath an will forever be yours i told you once an ill say it again im yours when you want me ill never tell you no or turn you away i have too much with you to ever want that xoxo hope to hear from you papi