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here i sit alone in my room thinking and dreaming only of you i look at the pictures and try not to cry but the thoughts of you not by my side, take control and i start to tear but then i just imagine you sitting here saying the words that i long to hear. i think about all of the things we would do and cant wait until im next to you i fall asleep to you in my head and i awake wishing you were in my bed i cannot wait to see you again but until then in my dreams is where youll be and every night its you ill see.

When will these tears stop falling, When will i finally snap back into whats real. All i want now is something to feel .

Things seem so cold and so far from my touch, How can i make this not hurts so much?

My dreams are now nightmares and everything so lost , How can i fix this at what cost?

My head hangs low as does my heart i feel like its just been tortured and torn apart.

So when will these tears stop falling, When will i finally snap back into whats real, like i said before all i want is something to feel.



written by Lady Jay

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HellsGuardian69
05:12 May 31 2008

Truely moving and terribly sad,thy words M'Lady hath touched e'en this warriors heart,well done

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The pain cuts deep into my soul , never having any place to go, nowhere to run, nowhere to hide just harsh reality stuffed in my face for all time.. baring the burdon of so much shit i feel helpless and about ready to flip. there is nothing left to say and nothing left to do all there is , is to sit and feel the emptyness of something i once knew, how can i go on in this life filled with rage i feel like an animal traped in a cage never able to fight back or say the things i want to say i just sit there in pain day after day