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My whole week has been SHIT! But I'm thinking, I wonder if it's a mental dissorder to be a pathalogical liar. Like, I don't really lie to people I don't care for, it's the ones that I do care for that I lie to. I remember reading once in an astrology thing that Cancers are people-pleasers, and they will do anything to make their loved ones happy, including lying. It's got me in a lot of shit this week. I almost lost everybody...

Yep yep. I found a silver/jewelry shop that is rather close to me that will custom make my house ankh. I can get them in rings or necklaces. I called up the shop and they said to just come in with the rough sketch of it and they'll give me an estimate to how much it'll be :) Also, Mitch's brother-in-law owns a printing shop, so I can get discounts on things I want the ankh to get printed on :) I am now trying to find a butcher that will sell me blood.

Never once have I really been enjoyed by the thought of having a child. But I had a dream last night that I had the most beautiful baby girl and she was mine. She was absolutely perfect. Her hair was soft and her complection was angelic. I looked into her eyes and I just saw a part of me and I was so happy.....



That still doesn't make me wanna kid right now lol.

So my good friend Eric, whom is a crazy masochist like myself, was drawing a picture of Scarface the other day. I started making fun of him and Scarface and so he started to do an amazing impersonation of him. I couldn't help but laugh and make fun of him even more. So then he was saying I was too white to wear black and that with my redish hair I looked like an Oreo cookie that was used as a tampon hahaha. I'm sorry that was fucking priceless if you were there ;-P But then I was thinking, a blood-flavored Oreo would be epic :)