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The rain falls, the thunder crashes every few minutes, the silent night whispers away to me, telling me to surrender to the peacefulness of the warm embrace. I cannot help but to erase all thoughts and keep my mind at something a great psychologist referred to as a blank slate. The rain; such a depressing nature yet so beautiful. Thunder; so loud yet exciting. The night; so dark yet so peaceful. Times like these when my inner self connects with nature telling me to slow down. I sit as still as rock and let my spirit take a journey, to allow my body to recollect itself yet my soul is searching.



There are times when a person cannot do anything else but to just feel. To not question the feeling, to not analyze the feeling, and to not interpret the feeling. But to simply allow yourself to just feel the emotion.



Someone said to me, perhaps these feelings or emotions have some sort of a pattern, that we could somehow study these unexplained, spiritual thoughts. If someone could write out a feeling without using adjectives but using data and recordable proof of what it is. Think of all the emotions a human being can feel. Joy, sorrow, happiness, depression, or even...love.

The beautiful rays from the magnifying sun illuminated the serene day as it caressed my face, I could feel the warmth that heated my inner self. I gazed at such natural magnificence, embracing the clean, crisp fresh air and allowed my mind to wonder free of thoughts. Looking ahead of me was a small stream and I closed my eyes to hear the water slowly moving along the course over the small rocks that cut it's path. Many thoughts came to my mind.



First thought, love above all is consuming and such a vast portion of life that it seems difficult to escape. Through many trials, it seems there are endless lessons to be learned. Where are the words that Webster could not translate the description of emotions when it comes to love? There are no words to be found and no possible way for me to explain how I feel which leaves me speechless. Only my solitary mind can understand the thoughts that seem to overflow my heart.