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Kindred Spirits
08:20 Jan 28 2006
Times Read: 572

I watch the world

As I sit under the willow tree

I see people come and go

But what am I looking for?

Someone like me?

I fear I will not find that

I am alone



I walk among the people

My eyes on the ground

I bump into people left and right

Not caring

My mind is somewhere else.

Someone runs into me

Knocking me onto the cold pavement

I become angry

"Sorry I didn't see you." A voice said

When I look up at the person

My eyes widen

Those eyes...Ive seen them before.

We speak briefly and the go our seperate ways

But something stays with me

The mixture of emotions in your eyes

I saw pain

But I also saw mystery.

Time goes by fast

Over time I forget about you

However deep in my heart

We will meet each other again.

We are Kindred Spirits.

Shadows
18:56 Jan 25 2006
Times Read: 585

I walk along the empty streets

Wondering if you are out there

Thinking if maybe you are thinking of me.

The moon shines brightly on the empty city.

I feel as if someone is following me

Are you my shadow?



I turn around and you stand there

behind me watching me

You say"why are you out here alone?"

Your voice is carried to me on the wind

It sounds so dark

Haunting

Luring

And Yet so Tender...

But you keep your distance from me.

Why?

Are you my shadow?



You step closer to me

Your feet barely touching the ground

You stop in front of me and whisper in my ear

" It is not safe for you out here alone."

I reply" Then why are you here if its not safe"

"I was watching your every move."

"Are you my shadow?"



We stand looking at eachother

Saying nothing...

The wind rustles the leaves on the ground between us.

He suddenly smiles

I see what looks like fangs.

"Iam the one you should fear out here."

I dont fear the night and least of all you."

I turn to walk away from him twords home.

When I look back he is gone.

"I will be watching you" I hear a voice say

As the wind blows

" And yes, I am your shadow."

All We Have Is Time
06:44 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 602

I walk along a narrow path

no room left and no room right

Nothing before me

Behind me is my past.



I hear your voice

Through the shadows

I want to answer

But something is telling me not to.



The road starts to widen

I see other people walking along side me.

Some women and some men.

Their heads are covered with hoods.

I dont get to see their faces.



I see you run through the crowd

trying to find a way to me

But the crowd gives you a hard time

As they sweep you further away from me.



I reach out hoping that I can reach you

But I am unable to grasp your reaching hand

My fingers brush yours and then total darkness

I find I am alone in the crowd.



As the weather changes

I notice that the Scenary changes

I see myself standing on a cliff.

I am watching the waves crash onto the land below.



I notice there is a sword across my back

I call out to the sky for some sort of sign

The lighting flashes

Thunder rumbles and I see you standing beside me.

As I watch I see blood drip down your arms

As you fall I hear you say

" I finally get to be next to you."

I catch you and hold you close as blood pools onto your chest.

I cry as your last breath slips from your lips.

"NO! Dont take him from me.Please dont leave me alone!"

" You promised" I said through the tears.



A voice answered"We will be reunited."

"In Time."

I wake up and look next to me,

You are sleeping calmly.

I brush a kiss across lips causing you to stirr.

When you wake up you ask me whats the matter.

"Nothing. All I need is time to tell you..."

Sleep now. I will be here when you wake.

Cause all we have is time....."

Gentle Spirit
05:09 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 603




Gentle Spirit up above

Help protect the one I love

Guide him throughout the night

Also protect him in daylight.

I send a wolf to watch you

throughout the day

Even if you're going to work or to play

Eagles soar above in the sky

Take my prayer and fly.

Winds carry this prayer for me

to my lovers heart and to his mind.

For I want him to see

the love for him

that has span back through time.

Stars aid me with your light

shine brightly in the night

send him a pathway to me

cause beside me is where he needs to be.

So Gentle Spirit hear my cry

carry my voice into the night sky.

Missing Friendship
05:01 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 604




I have stopped to think

of all the friends ive had

and to slowly drift away from you

leaves me cold and sad.

You have stood beside me

to catch me when i fall

your ears are always open

to hear my pleading call.

Salty rivers of pain

trickle down my pale flesh

mixed with the blood

pooling on my chest.

So I will miss you friend

though parting may be hard

I shall always wish you the best

Light Guide and Guard.

On Death's Wing
04:59 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 605




I stand in darkness

among the dead

I'm silent until a hand

reaches out and takes hold of my shoulder

My body starts to go colder.

I feel wings form on my back

They arn't white

but they are black

"What am I?!" I said

But no words are spoken

Then a voice says loud and clear

"You are my wings now Dark One."

I turn to see who said that

what I was was a pale face

I realized I was looking at Death.

Daylight
04:56 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 606

As Im Sitting here

trying to calm my fear

You seem out of sight

So I pray for daylight

Calling the winds wont do

I just want to be with you

Tears of sadness fall down my face

unseen in this dreadful place

Reach out of the light

Into the night

Take hold of my hand

Pull me through if you can

Out of the hellish land

Guide me through the night

If i start to put up a fight

Hold me close with all your might

Dont let me go til Daylight.

Demons try to pull me back

I scream out as they attack

Keep me tight in your arms

Protect me from their harm.

They cry out and pull me away

I try to get out of the way

You tell me to fight through the night

So I pray for daylight.

The demons chain me to a wall

Nothing below to break my fall

I hear you call

But im too weak to respond

They beat me and the blood flows

You feel my pain and the wounds show

They leave me there to die

I hang my head and silently cry.

I send out signals of intense pain

That even you cant contain

My head hangs in defeat

My spirit sounds the retreat

A lone tear rolls down my cheek

The loss of blood causes me to be weak

I hang in colors of white and red

You find me and think Im dead

You unchain me and I fall down

You catch my limp body before it hits the ground

You frantically search for a sound

But the only sound is the chains hitting the ground.

You rock me in your arms over and over

You sing a songs refrain

As your eyes see the blood stains.

You say " I love you" and your heart shows

all of a sudden my body glows

The blood stops its flows

You hold my body close through the night

with no will to fight

You cry you rant and rave

Screaming " Why couldnt she be saved!"

The glowing intesifies

My heart beats at a rapid pace

You look down and dry your eyes

As I look up at your face

You lean down and kiss me on my lips

your hands resting under my hips

The wounds start to go away

You whisper in my ear to stay.

"Marry me?"Is what u say.

I say"Yes" feeling the same way.

You kiss me though the night

Not letting up til daylight

So if I seem out of sight

Dont let me go til daylight

Evergreen
04:54 Jan 22 2006
Times Read: 607




To Edwin Romain : My loving Godfather. Who died when I was in 8th grade.

Love is like an evergreen

Never dying between you and me

So even though we are far apart

This poem comes from my heart.

Your like a second father to me

Thats something my father can never be

Your life was like a song

So I know ill see you before long.

You always said to do your best

Even on the hardest test

I look up to god and wonder why

Why you had to die.

I listen to people tell me to let go

But I always tell them no.

So Guard me godfather in my ways

Watch me as I play

The Melody of my life

High into the gates of heaven.



Semerian Delphin

Bonds..(dedicated to my friends)
18:23 Jan 20 2006
Times Read: 613




Looking back

Through the sands of time

I cannot help but smile

Something has always held true

And that was You.

Stronger than the toughest metal

Forged in the hottest flame

This wasnt made by human hands

The bonds that we have made.

Bonds that run deep

Deeper than the oceans abyss

Stronger than then the Tempests fury

Bonds thicker than blood

Etched in stone tablets.

You have showed me life

through your eyes,words,thoughts and tears.

But most of all You have given me

Peace,Friendship,Loyalty

But one stands out beyond these

And that is:Love.

How did I fall in love
08:37 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 619

I sit up and wonder

How through fire and hell

How did I fall in love with a guy like you?



We have our ups and downs

But we manage to stay together

Through walls of fire

I still ask myself

How did I fall in love with a guy like you?



We smile, We laugh and we cry,

People tell me to find someone else

Slowly but surely their suggestion

Is eating me alive

I try to stay strong against

the negative elements

Only to sometimes fail

I sit and think

How could you fall in love with a girl like me?



Im not pretty

Im niave, sometimes cold hearted

I dont hear people

I dont think before I act

Im not mature

I am spoiled

I am self centered

How did you fall in love with a girl like me?



Was it my past?

My lonliness?

My heart?

My soul?

My mind?

The answers I must find

But only you can answer them

How did we fall in love with eachother?



You are probably wondering

What attracted me to you?

Honestly a lot of things.

You are honest

Sweet when you want to be

Tough mostly

You like some of the same things I do.

But it runs deaper than that.

You were the first guy

That I let see the real me.

Most guys would have left me

Or I would leave them.



You showed me

Two things

Life and Love

But nothing is fair in love and War

How did I fall in love with a guy like you?

How did you fall in love with a girl like me?

Just once
08:05 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 621

A man stands in front of me

Dressed in the finest robes

He points to something to small to see

He takes hold of my hand

Just once.



I step closer to him

I feel his body quiver as I reach for him.

I look up at his face and I see his feelings

Just once.



I noticed his soul was torn

He was harboring so many emotions

Anger, Agony, Pride, Lust and Love

But one clouded his eyes

Dispair

I try to understand

Just once.



Just this once let me erase

Agony, Anger, and other pain

Just once let me feel the passion

Just once love me the way you used too

Just once let me feel your arms around me

Just once let me hear you say" It will be ok"

Just once let me feel like my life has meaning

Just once please dont make me feel alone.



I see tears fall as he pulls away from me

He says" I have to leave."

I feel so cold inside as he turns away

" Stay with me forever" I whisper to the shadows

"Just this once."

Lost Hope
07:18 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 628




A young girl stands

In the mist of a crowd

She screams out her problems

Hoping someone will hear

But they all turn their backs

They just turn their backs.

Throughout her life

No one knew or cared

About this young girl.

She knew her parents loved her

She knew her family cared

Yet when she needed them

They all ran away from her.

I have seen this girl before

And I know her pain

But as the young girl turns

I stand in shock

Because the young girl is Me.





Semerian Delphin

Why
07:07 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 631

I sit up and watch you sleep

Many thoughts run through my head

The next morning you sit me down

And tell me that you have to leave for a while

Why?



I stare at you in disbelief

Does our life together have to end?

Does our love have to die?

You tell me you may not come home

Why?



Everynight I stay awake

Wondering, thinking about you

I see the stars and I say a silent prayer

I cry myself to sleep a lot

I'm frightened

Why?



Why?

Did you have to leave?

Why?

Can't I follow you to the end of time like I promised?

Why?



A part of me died that day

A dark cloud encircled my heart

A piece of my soul is missing

Why?



Until I have my heart

my soul and my world as one

There will always be the question

Why?

Is This How I Am Supposed To Feel?
07:02 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 633

I look at your picture while you are gone

I begin to have mixed emotions

Am I supposed to feel this way?

Mixed Emotions?You may wonder

Anger, Pain, Love and Lonliness.

But one stands out: Desire.

Anger cause you are not here

Pain just cause I dont care about myself

Love cause I love you more than you know

Lonliness cause even if I see you I am still alone.

Desire for something I may or may not get.

What do I desire?

Respect as a women and a mother but above all as your wife.

Every marriage is built on trust

But you dont trust me.

Am I supposed to feel this way?

The answer is no.

So how will you fix how I feel?

Warrior's Struggle (Dragon Rage: Part2)
03:25 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 637

Warriors Struggle(Dragon Rage Part 2)



What does a warrior go through



To make him of her so blue



They wonder when it will cease



The war and bring about peace.



Where is this peace?



Maybe it will come when I am dead



But that day I really do dread



But where can I find this peace.



I look to a friend but what do I find



Nothing that is Kind



Dragon wings flutter above me



I look up but it’s hard to see.



Its eyes are red



Its scales are black



I back up in dread



Cause I think it will attack



It lowers its head to my level



I wonder if it’s the devil



But it speaks in a human voice



"It is your choice…."



"I can help you…"



"Or I can hurt you…"



"But it takes two…"



"Who… Who are you?" I said



"I am your darker half. It is me that you dread…"



"I am the one called Dragon Rage…" It said



Different questions were racing through my head.



The dragon changed forms before me.



Before I knew what was happening



I was facing myself



She had an evil smile on her face



I knew it was my blood she wanted to taste



She walked over and took a hold of my hand



"I’m here to help you survive if you let me… Washi Hane"



"How can I trust my own darker half?"



"You have to and then you will find a perfect balance."



"I don’t want to trust you…."



"I’m tired of being the stronger one of us both…"



"I want to rest in peace and when you need me then I will surface again…"



"But… But you are the one that has kept me alive all these years Dragon Rage… You can’t Leave me alone like this…."



"I must… I am tired of fighting Washi Hane… You have to be the stronger one now…"



I fell to my knees and started sobbing.



"I will teach you how to be strong…"



A black glow started to pick up around her,



I shielded my eyes as a white glow came around me.



Then the two intertwined.



After Dragon Rage and I formed into one



A yin and yang formed below and above us.



I stood and I felt stronger.



Dragon Rage’s voice was echoing in the air after the combination.



" I will be inside you if you need me. Just when you are in trouble let me take over…"



I nodded in response and walked away from the clearing where she and I stood.



Dragon Rage and I are one.



So I know when I am in trouble



I can always allow her to take over



This is a the warrior’s struggle



For peace in the soul.

Dragon Rage
03:23 Jan 19 2006
Times Read: 638

Dragon Rage(Part1)



Dragon Rage I cant tell

It feels like a bat out of hell

Blood Rage is what I feel

The thirst for blood is better than any meal.

My nails grow sharp as knives

Sometimes I wonder why I am alive

My blood gets hot

And to some people thats a shock.

My eyes change to red

I look around for who will be dead

The wings that were once

white are now black

That is a fact

My teeth are like fangs

The crowd backs away from me

Except one person

He stands his ground.

I try to fight back

but everytime I crack

He steps foward

The rest of the group are cowards.

He said "Dont let it get to you or you will be destroyed!"

I growled a reply "Save it for someone who cares!"

I slash him across the face and run away.

As I fly through the air

I wonder why anyone cares

I sit in a cave hiding

I am deep in thought

I sense a presence

He is standing in the entrance.

How did he find me?

Should I let him live?

All the questions are running through my head.

I backed away from him angry and scared

But he said " I know you think no one cares"

I back up against the wall

I was silent until i heard his call.

He appeared beside me and pulled me close

I cried out and struggled to get loose

That caused him to tighten his grip.

I cried hard against him

Struggling with something inside

Wondering why i didnt die

He sang a song and I fell asleep

He and I knew it would be back

So i slept preparing for another attack.

As I slept the rage died down

I felt safe and warm

No sound from the ground

Inside my soul was torn.

Between good and evil

Just like the yin and yang

feeling almost like a gang

The battle has just begun

and will not stop til I am done.