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Diary of a mad girl

Walk the line again today

Entries of confusion

Dear diary, I'm here to stay.



Lying all alone and restless

unable to lose this image

sleepless, unable to focus on

anything but your surrender....



pulling you down with me in here

I can almost hear you scream

Give me

One more medicated peaceful moment

Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming

Hostility





Don't disturb

The beast

The tempermental goat

The snail while he's feeding on

the Rose

Stay frozen, compromising

What I will

I am



Bend around

The wind silently

thrown about

Again I'm treading so

Soft and lightly

Compromising my will

I am



I am

I will

So no longer

Will I

Lay down

Play dead

Play your doe

in the headlights locked down

and terrified

Your deer in the headlights

shot down and horrified when

Push comes to pull comes to shove

Comes to step around this

Self-destructing dance that never

would've ended till I

Rose,

I roared aloud here

I will

I am.



I am

I will

So no longer

Will I

Lay down

Lay dead

Play this

Kneel down

Gun-shy Martyr

Pitiful

I rose, I roared

I will

I am



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Voices in the darkness

Scream away my mental health

Can I ask a question

To help me save me from myself?



Screaming at the window

Watch me die another day

Hopeless situation

Endless price I'll have to pay



Diary of a mad girl

Walk the line again today

Entries of confusion

Dear diary, I'm here to stay.



Sanity now and beyond me

I will always love you.



There's no choice