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The door ajar is large and heavy

Standing silent strong and steady

Long ive waited here this way

How long its been I cannot say

My hand it reaches for the handle

The other clutching dear a candle

And as the door swings wide before me

I half expect the visage gory

But in the light of candles flame

My fear subsides replaced by shame

I pass the threshold of my fortress

Spirit emboldened now i'm dauntless

Then floorboards creaked beneath my toes

My mind is darted back to foes

Swinging candle in the dark

The light blinks out in clumsy spark

Shielding from imagined blow

Forward running here I go

Then feet are cold on bathroom tile

Destination found I risk a smile

For now my journeys halfway there

No longer feared of creaky stair

And when returned to comfy bed

This fear will fly from sleepy head

As slowly mind is lost in space

My dreams returned in startling pace

Today flew me by

gone in a flicker of my eye

pushed by the torrent of invinsible time

today it seems I forgot to capture mine



It may be a sign that I am young

Of a time I am still free

With my song not yet sung

My time yet to be



A time where I hope to do nothing

A time of no time

A time where I drink, dance and sing

A time I crave the sublime



In this time I am meant to carve my future

A future of strength

In a place I should be able to Nurture

In this world where my life plays its length



But that time slipped by again

I was alocated nothing today

I will giveup then

To wander a timeless stray



No time for fun

No time for me

No time to find what I can be



Unless of course

I catch that time

I grip down hard and make it mine



Then what could I achieve

In this world of messed up dreams

Where could I go?

Who could I be?



Maybe I could hold the world above my head

Have people follow where I have led

Fill the world with joy and love

With time to fit me like a glove



The sky's the limit in my dreams

But for time thats not enough it seems

For time demands my blood my sweat and tears

Time demands great effort and the passing of many years

I soar into the mighty heights

where glist'ning wings 'pon sunshine bite

with land beneath so rough and ready

This cloud supports my body steady



Now woken from my softly cloud.

By sound so wondrously deadly loud.

A foghorn from the watery deep

Awakened me from beauty sleep



The world no more a charming dream

My senses summoned, nighmare scene

A bleary morning bright and brisk

My breath about me floating crisp



I yawn I stretch and am awake

But lo behold again i'm late

I reach up to my dreary head

My body gripped in strenuous dread



Now rise as if from cannon fired

My legs my arms my lips are tired

My coffee, clothes and keys are got

And out the door like bullet shot.



A caffiene drip trailed from my shirt

My only hope to keep alert

Through screens and screens of boring words

Which plague the page in raging herds



To a messy desk I do abscond

To sup my drink and stare beyond

A gleam of hope deep in my eye

For late tonight again I'll fly

Destitute and in the gutter

I stare towards the stars

As coughs rake through my frail my broken body

I cough and roll I gasp and splutter



I am nothing, I am dead, I am rotting in the drain

I look up again to Points of light

So far away the stars shine bright

Unobtainable silver shards against the dead of night



I drown deeper in to darkness, my life slips away

Forgotten dreams are lost forever

Lost in my darkened mind, my bad decisions

Who am I?

What have I become?



I am refuse collected at the break of day

My body stares towards the dimming stars

My soul is gone

Who was I?

What did I become?