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Well. . . I have just discovered that I am pregnant. My fiance and I are hoping for a girl who we will name Synn Alysen Foster. However we will be equally happy to recieve a boy who we will name Syn Manson Foster. Wow. . . a baby. I'm excited. But I'm so scared as well. I didn't expect this so young in life. We'll get by though. We always do. . . a baby. :D

Well I already knew I'd have my ex boyfriend in Band so I guess I can't complain. Do I really have to deal with him in world history though? I really wish I didn't need the class. Is one credit worth it?. . . . . Damn it all! Yeah, I need the credit. By the way, this is also the one I cheated on my fiance with and all hell broke loose. It's not like I hate him. Well, I guess I do hate him. See, he just isn't capable of being friends with me. If we aren't actually together in a relationship, we can't even talk. We have to either be in love, or hate each other. Those are my choices and I choose hate. I'm not stupid enough to fall for his shit again. He can be so manipulative. So I guess a part of me wishes I didn't have to hate him. I really do want to be friends with him and I care about him a lot. There's probably still a part of my heart that doesn't want to lose him ever. But I'd rather lose him than Troy. I love Troy with everything I have and my soul is his. This is the choice. Anyway. . . World history class is going to suck with that asshole in there.

Of course I'm just getting worse. They want to check me for lupus now. (omg, that would make me a werewolf! I'm a hybrid! lol) On top of that I'm just in pain all the time. My right side hurts so bad I can't stand up. Maybe it's because I haven't been feeding.