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Why is it I can't hate the one that has ALWAYS held my heart more than any other? Why is it, that even though she's shafted me thrice, & would have left me in the dark, I STILL can't cut her out of my life? Or even allow another to wish her harm? ..sad, I know, eh?

..It's sad when the one you love plays you. ..It's worst, when you've spent the last 3yrs working to tie the knot. ..Then it becomes 'cruel', when they let you make 'set plans' to see them, only to find out YOU meant nothing, THROUGH their new 'b/f' telling ya ' leave my girl alone'..