I have this memory of myself as someone striving so zealously for objective detatchment as to find un-rational quirks in others both vulgar and offensive. I can recall, with a bemused sense of non-ownership, my violent disgust at logic in the vein of "this is a roundabout method, but putting in the extra effort is less trouble than learning not to." I suppose if you were kind you might say I was idealistic. Personally, I would say I lacked empathy.
It's odd to look back. This image was captured less than a block from the house I've lived in this summer, and now, I smile to see it. I'm unsure, but I might even be guilty of allowing myself a mild affection.
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Joli
04:33 Aug 06 2010
Maybe you're just finding more applications now for the data you gathered then. If that makes you a bit more like us humans, that's not so terrible now, is it? :P
SadisticDolly
05:12 Oct 22 2010
The words you speak are the words that you wish for others to see but yet they are just words,it's nothing that really shows who you are or what you are..when you look back on something it makes you smile depending on how that time made you feel..and what made you feel so good about it.
you are someone that most do not understand..and something or someone that people are afraid to get to know as you hold a front up so thick it's hard to get past it unless it's with someone you fully trust...
do not let the harshness of the world drag you down,if it does then you have no where to go nor do you have anywhere to run.
but do not run let alone do not let others or anything else draw you down as I know even though I do not know you,you are a strong person..I can tell..it's up to you just how much of that you wish to show to others.