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Oh darling, You've left this poor soul for dead. Which she died.

Right when you walked out on her.

She ain't perfect,

She ain't going to be flawless.

She hides her pain beneath a mask of compsure and happiness.

Inside she's dying,

clinging to whatever she can.

Being pushed over the edge for him.

The knives look tempting, but she promised she wouldn't

He ripped me open,

Stole the bits and pieces of my blackened yet caring heart,

Tore the wings I used to glide on the open air with him,

He let this Angel fall,

And hit the ground hard,

Hard enough to finally break me,

Shatter the stone walls I put around myself,

The world spins,

And the black abyss slowly consumes all I was,

With him slipping away,

.....Fading with every heartbeat..

The stitched wounds still bleed,

Causing her to ache,

Every thought of him,

Every memory,

Brings back the agony,

She hates him for what he did,

But still loves him with every essence of her being,

She will never forget him,

The pain will never fully disappear,

She looks up,

Her mark burning forever,

An eternal flame,

Her eyes giving him an unseeing look of hatred,

And an eternal love,

Knowing he can't see nor hear her,

From the depths of which he condemed her.

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01:32 May 30 2010

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There's a foot on my back,

Hands on the wings I used to have,

This body wriths in agony,

The unseen hands slowly ripping this heavenly mark away,

A lonely angel,

Being stripped of all that she was,

And sold to the Devil,

To be the damnation she is,

She begs for mercy,

On her knees bleeding,

Looking up at the man that damned her,

Her wrists bound in burning shackles,

Upon her neck,

The mark of the condemed,

A flame spreading to line a side of her face,

Snaking down in burning wisps to brand her body,

Her blue eues going black,

Her pleas mere mouthing of words,

The angel...

Is no more...

Abused,

Forgotten,

Hated for what you are,

Shunned for the mistakes everyone makes,

I don't want to know you care,

I don't need you here,

For the devil's sakes,

Leave me the hell alone,

I refuse to fight anymore,

I'll sit and watch you all die for once,

I'm tired of helping you all live your happy lives,

And get not one damn thank you.

Yeah, I'll live with the blood on my hands,

I really don't care anymore,

You can insult me,

Push me around,

Run your knives over my flesh like a piece of meat,

I won't take it to heart..

I've shadowed myself,

I can't destory anything that isn't there,

I will not hear what you have to say god dammit,

I believe I made that plenty clear.

The cuts, bruises, scratches..

They all heal..

But the pain is faintly still there,

It torments the soul...

Until someone gives in...

I hold onto you for dear life,

I cling to you life my soul depends on it,

Which it does,

I feel vunrable without you,

Alone and scared,

Yes love, I look strong,

But I need somone to lean on,

Don't ever let go,

You're the only thing holding me together,

Keeping me sane.

You're my little obsession,

My medication love,

Can't live without you,

Please dear God don't let you let go,

Hold me together,

I'll hold you,

And we can keep eachother...

From falling apart..

Sitting in a corner,

Wondering why people leave,

When they hear the stories behind the scars...

You walk in a storm,

And glad that no one sees you're crying,

That no one sees the raw emotion,

And so you wishing; hoping maybe someone,

Can change you,

To make you whole again,

But for now,

I'll just walk here and wait alone,

With my heart on sleeve.

An unbeatable heart.

Time stops slowly in a pass of way.

The phone calls end,

And your mind goes blank,

You see the one thing you fear,

An unbeatable heart,

But, an unbeatable heart is the end in time,

Of no more,

A sickness you cant let go,

The "I love you"s don't come much anymore,

The truth turns to lies,

The secret spill up and the makeups end up in to fights,

The feeling of pain over dwels it's welcome,

The other girl plays her part,

The tick tock of your watch seems to stand still,

Now you see the light turn to dark.

Your hands start to shake.

And you want to cry,

The love you once had beings to die.

An unbeatable heart.

They call it a scream for help!

Old friends fade away in front of your face,

The bashing of a heart against your chest,

You feel like running away,

But you can't see what has become of it,

You make a get away,

But you can't your tears just fall like rain,

Your tears are not water they're simply red,

Your heart has made its choice.

The bleeding in your heart of a love you had.

You stand there with him face to face,

The one word comes to mind,

Your nothing but any unbeatable heart ache.



~ Written by a close friend

My heart breaks...Over and over

Every time I see you,

I remember how we used to be,

And every time this gaping hole,

Burns and widens,

You have all I was,

All I am,

And all I was to be,

I promised you Forever and i'm still giving it,

No matter if you're gone,

I will love no other,

I belong to you,

Always&Forever...

Our love became corrupted,

And broken,

We can fix it I promise...

I'll let you be for now,

Let you get a grip of who you really are,

As I have to do for myself..Because I've lost it all,

Come home again...

Love, I have nothing without you...

Forever I promise you