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I rely quite a bit on symbolism and gestures to speak for me. To say the things I can't.

I'm not very good at speaking up. I've always been that way. I'm not even sure why. I can't tell people what I want, or how I really feel. It's frustrating, but really it's no one's fault but my own.

I'm not really complaining, though a lot of opportunities have been lost. Things I could have changed...

But how could I tell anyone what I want when I don't know what I want?

Communication my feelings has always been a weak point.



I'm... okay with this for now. One can only work on themselves so much at a time. I have more pressing issues that have my attention now.



I'm very tired.

Fireflies are out. Knew it would be soon. Caught a few, but I don't keep them. I just reach out my hand for them to land on it, let them crawl around, and watch them fly away.



It's fun though.