Okay so...I'm in a shitty mood right now. And I'm doing everything I can to not kill someone haha. Yeah. Okay so my boyfriend hasn't called or texted me or anything in the last 3 days. I call...He doesn't call back. Whatever, Yeah and then I get to school this morning and I'm just pissed off for some reason? So I don't talk to Joey he is just a friend of mine...More like a hip attatchment. But yeah so he gets all emotional on me and I'm like...I'm not in the mood. Then my ex girlfriend who I have no fucking idea but I still love her to death but she treats me like shit. But....She just decides to be a bitch today and she doesn't answer me or talk to me...I say hi she just...Looks the other way? Am I wearing some sign on my forehead that says be a bitch to me or something? UGH. Yeah....stress.....I had to get that out somehow. But hey....It's Friday and I'm going to a hockey game tonight! The Cyclones made it to playoffs. I really don't even watch hockey I just want to see someone get hit and bleed.....Bleh anyway.
Aiden
Ugh well....once again drama has found me! So last night I stole my phone from my mom cause I'm not supposed to have it and I texted Zack and he got all pissed at me because he thought I was cheating on him with this girl from Fairfield because my ex girlfriend who also happens to be Zack's ex girlfriend as well told him that. And she wants him back but I'm with him and she can't have him haha. So I got in this huge arguement with Megan, Tabby, Zack, and Angie. Haha wow yeah then today at school I confronted her about it and she had the nerve to deny it....Ugh I got so pissed I just walked away cause I would have killed her. And then my friend comes up to me and she was crying so I pushed her into the bathroom and had her tell me everything turns out she got raped the night before and didn't know what to do about it....UGH!!!!! Can life get any more complicated?!
Aiden
So today is already off to a bad start and I'm sitting here in the computer lab for my lunch period, school food sucks. First off I woke up this morning thinking everything would be alright with me and my mom, seeing as how we had a pretty good spring break. But, no as soon as I woke up mom started yelling at me again about my grades. And she was in tears yelling and I just kinda....sat there? Then I get to school and it's fucking freezing outside! The doors were locked and didn't open when they were supposed to. So...Then I see my ex and we got in this huge fight about why we broke up we both ended up in tears and then I went to my class. I slept most of it and wrote some notes to friends because that's what I do in my class time. Second block I just slept and then Mike texted me to come out in the halls and we walked around for like....10 minutes and I told the teacher I was puking in the bathroom haha. Yeah well my lunch is almost over and then I have to do some more classes....Yay.
Aiden
Okay so....I'm having an interesting....Night. Okay as you know...I'm falling for Angieee. And ....I started talking to one of my friends about my ex girlfriend and ugh. God damn I cried haha. And I'm doing everything to refrain from cutting mostly I think about Angieee and how she wouldn't want me to do that....*foot is now asleep* o.0 But yeah...I really care about her still...But how can you still love someone who is doing everything they can to get you out of their life? Ugh....But then...I met Angieee. And just...Wow she turned my life upside down and I kinda like it! She gives me a new feeling of hope inside me. And I really want to be with her haha....But...I don't know if she feels the same and I'm too much of a pussy to ask her. o.0
peace.
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