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Today just.....wasn't a good day at all....it was the exact opposite. Anything that could have gone wrong pretty much did today....My boyfriend and I got into this huge fight last night and he kept trying to call me and I wouldn't answer cause I didn't want to fight. But then he accuses me of cheating on him with Tim and Tim was just trying to cheer me up from the fight with Joey....But It just made it worse so today when I went in to school....He was all....not Joey....He yelled and cried and I cried then half way through the awards ceremony he just got up in front of the whole school and left.....2 classes passed by....No sign of Joey....I get to my lunch table and 6 people run up to me asking me if I had heard what happened to Joey....I said no because I didn't know where he was and they all said they saw him get pulled out of school into a cop car and taken away....Then later his little brother Steve texts me when I'm in the art room and he tells me that Joey is in the hospital.....For violence and self mutalation.....I got home and was so upset/ pissed that I took the Xacto knife and stabbed it into my leg....I screamed so loud...Tears just flowing out of my eyes.....So then I thought it wasn't enough pain I didn't shed enough blood for what I need.....So I cut....And I can hardly type this up....But I just want this as of a memory....A memory never forgotten...



Aiden

Okay I'm on the phone with Tim a guy I liked for a long time and we just started talking again because he moved to a different school halfway through the year. So he confessed he loved me for so long and he is singing to me on the phone...No one has done that and I don't know what to do lol! #^^#