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I love you to the end

and I would die for you,

for you are my sister



We ride together

and we die together as sisters

and friends!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

12/5/06

You were the one

who left me

and never returned

Now I am sitting here

thinking of why

you would leave me

I thought over and over again

then I started crying

because I was shocked

I sat there

with a broken heart

and only you can fix it

You was the only one

that I loved

and you're still the one

that I love

Only you can restore me

to the woman that I use to be

with a heart

that wasn't cold

and covered with ice

You can change nothing

but my heart

and I'll never be

the same person ever again

You said

that you would come back for me

well, prove it to me,

prove to me that you love

and care about me

like you use to

I miss you being with me

I miss being held

I miss being loved

I miss being kissed

I miss being hugged

and I miss your body

Please come back,

I need you more than I ever did,

and stay with me forever

I love you

and I want you back

but I guess that won't ever be!













Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

12/23/06

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TheVampyreNico
22:26 Jul 03 2009

Truely a lovely piece beautifully well written too.

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She's the soul keeper of hell

and the daughter of Death,

she comes for you in the moonlit night,

for she is blood thirsty



If you kiss her,

it will be like kissing Death himself

and even in death you change

for she is a vampire of the night!









Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

3/19/07

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TheVampyreNico
22:27 Jul 03 2009

Quiet lovely indeed bravo

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I can feel the sweet serenity of death upon me. One kizz we had and like poison it swept thru my body. Az I lie there on the ground, all I could do iz laugh. My blood changed to cold but yet I waz half alive. Wait a minute, I waz dead but really I waz undead. I became the daughter of Death, hungry for blood and soulz. The darknezz and paradise in hell waz better than being stuck in the mortal world. I felt anger, rage, and revenge az I changed. I became the very thing that mortalz fear, a blood thirsty vampire. Fear me for I am worse than Death itself. Watch me az I suck the life out of you. Towardz your end, you asked for mercy and forgivenezz but I don't forgive or even give mercy, I have no pity or sympathy for the damned for I am worse than Death itself. I took your life for revenge. I stood there with your blood covering me and I waz laughing az you were being buried.













Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

7/8/07

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22:30 Jul 03 2009

Very dark and deep I like it

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All the thoughtz that are racing thru my mind,

are driving me to insanity

and every moment I have been annoyed

and I want to perish right in front of you



My nervez are shot

and I'm strezzed out to the max

but everyone still triez to upset me more

and all I want to do iz explode



With all the pain

and hurt wrapped up inside of me,

I want to be free of everything

but I can't



I love my man very much

and I want to marry him pluz he'z the joy of my life

but I hurt him

and I know that pluz it'z my fault for that



I wish life could be a perfect paradise

but it'z not

and I know it pluz life isn't fair

but I'll get over it cause I have my man

and my friendz that love me

and they are there for me.













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Ashley Marie Wallace

7/19/07

I waz deprezzed

and I just sat there waiting,

then a man walked in

and he kizzed me



I smiled

and then I died to be Death'z wife

but it wazn't all that bad



There I waz the queen of the dead

and I had the power to take mortal livez

but I want to have all of the power



I want the mortal world to suffer az I did

but only worse so I can laugh az it fallz

and become my paradise



I looked Death in the eye

and kizzed him

but to think he took me to paradise

and my suffering ended.













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Ashley Marie Wallace

7/20/07

Tell me,

tell me why you would consider to do this,

why would you hurt me

but then deny it



You gave up on our friendship because I moved

and now you're calling me a psycho bitch

but I understand because you're a liar

and a backstabber



A backstabber iz nothing

but a dead person to me

and you just try to avoid me

but revenge will be painful for you



Az for me,

it will be victoriouz

and don't beg me not to do it cause I don't pity the damned



You lied to Rhea

and told her your side

but not the entire story because you're a lying bitch



And Rhea,

you're suppose to be a close friend to me

but then you chose to believe Breanna'z side

and not mine which I told you,



I did snap on the bitch

but I also told you what she said to me

here'z a reality check for the both of you,

you still live at home with your parentz,



You're both still virginz,

you don't have a fucking job pluz you don't have to pay billz,

you don't have your permitz pluz you don't live on your own

and you haven't been molested four timez



You both need to stop bitching about how bad your livez are

but you're not going to

and don't try to fucking say that you understand

what I'm going thru cause you don't



Az for Kyle,

you were like my big brother

but I don't fucking understand why we can't talk

but I'm fucking thru with immature people so fuck it



All I can say iz go to hell

and say good bye to me forever

but it'll be your karma that comez after you first

and then it will be me



I don't need friendz that backstabz

and liez after they swore they wouldn't

but that'z okay because they got kicked out of the group WV for breaking the rulez



Do not fuck with me for I am enraged

but that'z only because of these pathitic humanz,

do you want your blood to stain my handz

or do you want to be tormented for the rest of your life?















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Ashley Marie Wallace

9/2/07

I just wish immature people would leave me alone

but they won't because they're azzholez

and whorez



Please tell me why I keep doing this to myself,

why must my torment be this,

why must I choose to be their friend



I'm sick of this shit

and it'z not going to happen anymore

I'm thru with immature people lying to me

and backstabbing me,

this iz the end of it

and a new beginning for me.











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Ashley Marie Wallace

9/13/07

You're my world

and you choose not to see it

but one day the fire is going to show



Then,

you will have to either consume or contain it

because it may hurt you



Even though there is fire,

we still could be together

dressed in all leather!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

11/22/05

What is this,

this feeling that you feel,

is it me or not



Why oh why would you

want to be like this

with a heart so cold



Why would you do

a thing like this,

a thing that you would regret

because you had killed me

with your own hands



You killed me

but my spirit remains,

It remains to haunt you

because you had done this horrad thing

with hate in your heart!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

3/1/06

What is this feeling,

this feeling that burns inside of me,

is this the feeling of lust



The feeling of want

and need for a certain thing

but do you have the same feeling



We both know that we can't,

that it is impossible for us to commit

but the urge is strong

and there is no stopping it



We let loose

and things start to get alittle crazy,

next here we are stripping down to nothing

and you put your hand on my breast,

stroking it making me moan



You looked at me arching on the bed

and you smiled seductively,

I drowned in you,

moving my hand across your chest to your dick



You groaned and moaned

which drove me even more insane

with desire to want and need you more



I put my lips to yours

and found myself lost in this sexual contact

but then you plunged into me with force,

I screamed and moaned with pleasure



I rolled over on my knees

with your dick still inside of me,

thrusting harder and deeper inside



damn this feeling

and the fun of having this lust turn to love

but do you feel the same,

do you want me for yourself

and no one else



Now I found that this feeling isn't lust anymore,

it's love

and it's got me addicted to you



I don't care about the age difference,

I believe if you love the person

than age doesn't matter,

I want know if we will be together

no matter what happens!













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Ashley Marie Wallace

3/9/06

I use to think you was the meanest person ever

but now I can see

that you were just trying to protect me



I know you love me, mom

as I love you too

which brings us together

no matter how far a part we are



You're the coolest mom ever

you let me get my naval pierced

and you let me do things that Nana would not approve of



I know why you disciplined me

and I understand your reasons why,

you just wanted to make me a better person



I hold you in my memories

and I talk to you on the phone

but it's not enough for me

your daughter to be away from you



I will always love you, mom

and I hope you will always love me,

your darling daughter!













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Ashley Marie Wallace

3/17/06

I loved you

but you abused it

with nothing more to feel



For a heart once that had flames,

now has ice,

what used to be is no more



Everything has brought me to hate you

with a passion that has no real

feelings for anyone or anything,

thanks for this feeling!











Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

4/20/06

Even through we are far apart love

and spirit keeps us together

I let things get to me

but I made the biggest mistake to doubt you



We run through the darkness

and find each other apart

but our love shines through

and we will be together again



With everyone's dark hearts

and souls we are separated right now

but remember you are always with me

which will bring us all together again



Even through darkness

our light will shine bright

and true love will conquer all!











Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

5/18/06

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22:40 Jul 03 2009

I love this one it speaks in volumes too me. Bravo well done.

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All of the feelings,

feelings of pain, anger,

and darkness linger inside of me



I begin to fall to my destiny

and to follow my father's foot steps,

to the pits of hell a long with my sister



My sister Sheego

and my father Death on the thrones of corpses

but I was the soul keeper whom had visions



I begin to kill you

and to take your soul,

your soul to be mine for eternity!











Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

7/31/06

I could feel my skin crawl

with every beam of light from the moon,

to savor the moment of transformation



For I am learning more

and more of the world with all of the abuse,

all of the things that could kill



The realization of hate

and love deceives me

but I'm still standing strong



For my heart is dark

and cold like the moonlit night

but the pain rips through me!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

8/31/06

It's running through my mind

and I'm going insane from all of the shit

I don't know what to do

but all I think about is death



I grabbed my pocket knife

and I pierced my heart

You begin to hate yourself more

because I was dead



See what your words did to me,

they caused so much problems it wasn't even funny



When I want to be left alone,

then you need to leave me alone

but you didn't leave me alone



It's your fault

but you don't want to accept it!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

9/26/06

Burn in hell

and feel da sacrificez,

da sensationz

Feel my wrath

and suffer wit pain,

wit betrayel

and irresponsibility

For I am death,

I am here to make u suffer

and to kill u fo da bad commitmentz

Feel da flamez tear into u

and da night waz pitch black wit only da moonlight

but u beg me to stop,

u forget dat death haz no pity fo da damned

Now ur soul iz mine

and I'll make ur soul suffer fo eternity in hell!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/28/06

You like making

me mad,

don't you



I can't

take it anymore,

you saying things



You act

like you love me

and I know, you don't



You made

a horrible mistake

leaving me here

with nothing left in my life



I hope

that you are happy

without me!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/23/05

I couldn't sleep

last night

and you said that

was why I missed the bus



I was late

to school

because of you



You're always

putting me down

like I'm nothing



Sometimes

it is good to be late

because of certain things

but I was late

because of you!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/24/05

I can't eat,

I can't sleep,

and I don't think

because of you



I'm tired

of everything

that everyone puts me through



Why does life

treat people this way,

I don't know,

do you



You think

that I can

do everything

but I can't!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/25/05

I am wore out

nothing to do

but be bored



The bordom

is getting to me,

it makes me tired



Depression also makes

me woren out,

I space out a lot

thinking of everything



Everything that I

try to do to make me happy

doesn't seem to work



The world is ending

and death is coming

because I am wore out



Death comes

in my room

and takes my body

but my soul is left

in the room to haunt

the world forever!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/26/05

You came to me

and you said that you loved me

but in your heart you really don't



You said that

you didn't want to hurt me

but you did



We wanted to be together forever

and even die together

but now you're gone



You came back

and I went crazy because I love you

but you tried to hurt me again



I don't think so,

not this time,

I got my gun

and shot you



I can't believe what I did,

I dropped to my knees,

holding you in my arms



I sat there crying,

while you were dying

and I looked into your eyes

which was filled with love



"What have I done?"

I held you closer

and said I love you



"Please don't die on me!"

"I need you!"

but you couldn't hear me



"No, don't go!"

but it was too late

you were gone



I wasn't having a very good life

and with you gone,

it was even worst



You haunted me

in my sleep

and my thoughts



I couldn't take it anymore

so I grabbed my gun

and pointed it to my stomach



I pulled the trigger

and I was slowly dying,

then my door slams open



Death comes in

and takes my body,

leaving my soul



You showed up laughing

and to let you haunt me

until I killed myself,

I was stupid



At least we're together again

and we're in heaven

with the peaceful melodies!













Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

10/27/05

You make me feel

so unloved

because your heart is so cold



The heart of ice

which makes me hate

the world



My heart

begins to freeze to ice

because of you



You turned me

into a freak (crazy) teenage girl

because you never did love me!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/28/05

No matter how life treats you

Keep your hope and pride,

Sometimes it will lead you down the wrong path

And sometimes it won't



People come and go

So there will be hard times

Especially if it is someone you love

Which will lead to being hurt



You can't experience true happiness

Until you experience true sadness

Well, that's what I heard anyway



I think about doing illegal stuff

But I won't do it now,

I might later



Everything is driving me insane in this world,

Like people talking shit about me behind my back,

I'd rather have people tell me to my face



I'm sick of all the bullshit

And I will find a way out,

Even if it means doing something stupid



I feel trapped here with nothing to do,

Just because I'm 16,

Doesn't mean that I'm a little girl,

I want to be able to experience things on my own!













Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

11/2/05

Dear Jay,

You made me feel

so stupid

I don't know why



I wanna die

because of you

and you don't care



I grabbed my knife

and slit my wrists,

blood was gushing out



I passed out

and then woke up (at least I think I did),

Death was standing in my room



He took me to the cemetary,

and buried my body,

I came back in the same body, all roted



I came back to haunt you,

I don't know whether,

I hate you or love you,

I think it's both!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

11/3/05

All I see

and feel is pain

my life is nothing

but pain



I feel pain

because the people that I love the most hate me

I'm blinded by love



Everytime I start to enjoy life

I get stabbed in the back

I feel bad

because of what I did to my man



I loved him

and I still do

but I messed up

and now he's gone

I hate my life

and myself



I often think about getting a knife

and slashing my wrists

I'm always ignored

and alone because no one notices me



I'm left alone in this world,

left to feel pain

I wish my pain would subside

but it won't



I wish I could cry

but nothing happens

I guess it would be better to die

and dismiss this horrad pain!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

11/9/05

Somewhere in this world

Lies the man that I love

In dark corners my love he shoved

Where my spirit spins and twirls

Where dark depression lies curled

Love is complicated stuff



I'm waiting in this dark corner

For him to realize I am his truth

Or for him to let my humanity die

When he throws me away with scorn

And gives my love the boot

To the streets to lie



I may be just a girl

With a heart that flutters like a dove

Yet is completely torn

And nothing is quite soothing

Like the three words I want to hear

But I seem to be loosing

Cause after all, he thinks I'm just a regular girl!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

11/18/05

I am overprotected

I wonder why

I hear hateful words

I try to do my best in everything

I wish that my man would change

I dream to be loved

I see people being hurt

I hope to have respect

I am overprotected



I want to go to Egypt and Japan

I learned a lot of stuff

I remember everything

I love my man and friends

I am overprotected



I sing songs from the heart

I act scenes out of movies

I dance to the beats of hip hop

I pretend to know more

I cry because of everyone

I am overprotected!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/20/05

You don't have

to be mean to me

because you have a bad day



I'm sick of people

treating me like crap

because they're pissed off at someone else



I have feelings too

so use your brains

before you lose me



I cried

last night

because of everything I've been through this week



I wish

that some people would use their minds

before they speak and hurt someone



I wish

that I had

some respect for what I do!











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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/19/05

Everyone in this world

is out to hurt me

To keep me

from being happy



Hatred is

all I see in this world

Because everyone loves

making me go through hell



I hate this life and world

just because someone

made it a living hell



All I want

is respect and to be treated right

I get really stressed out

because of everyone in this damn cruel world



I have no

hopes and dreams

Because I have

nothing to live for in this damn world!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/18/05

I thought that

I had a perfect man

But I don't



I use to think that

you was the world

But now I don't



I think that

A perfect man would

Treat a woman better than a slave



I feel

Like we are torn apart

And there's nothing left of our love



You destroyed

Every piece of my heart

Because obviously you don't care



I wish that

You would change

Just a little bit for our relationship!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/17/05

You think that

I'm going to

be there forever

but I'm not



You pushed me

to the point

that makes me

not care about what you do



I'm sick of the lies

and jealousy that you show

Don't be jealous of another guy

because I'm with you



You don't show

me the proper love

that I show you



We argue more

than we love

each other



When we're together,

all alone, I feel

the love that

we have



But my friends

are important too

Which you refuse

to talk to them



I talk to your

friends so learn

to deal with mine



I hate it

when you say

that you'll be

back but you won't



I'm not staying

up for anyone anymore

because I'm sick

of waiting and worrying myself



We started out

friends then

it went to

childhood sweethearts



And now we're

together as boyfriend and girlfriend

But if you're

not nice to me

there won't be

marriage



I may love you

but I won't go through hell with you

and live my life like I'm nothing



I never said

that we didn't

have good times in our relationship

because we did



I will always

remember those memories

no matter what happens!









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Ashley Marie Wallace

10/16/05

I used to think that

I would never love anyone

but you won my heart

and you were the only one for me



Your hugs comfort me

and your kisses so soft to the touch

your muscular body looks so hot

and your grip so gentle



I can't help

but think of you all the time

whenever you are gone

I feel torn inside



I don't care what

others say about you and me

because I know

that you're the only man for me



I know I loved you for almost

six years but there's one thing

I'd like to know

do you feel the same way?



I still love you

and I'll always

now that's all

I can think of to write

in this poem

I just wanted you to know

that I love you!









Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

7/15/05

I am very cold

and vicious,

I wonder how life will treat me next,

I hear me screaming inside,

I try to hold everything back,

I wish to have a good life,

I dream about someone that will love me forever,

I see me with nothing in life,

I hope life will get better for me.







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Ashley Marie Wallace

11/9/04

Everytime I open my eyes,

all I see is grief

and pain,

it makes me want to cry,

it happens everyday,

afflicted pain

and hate,

it makes me want to run away,

everybody seems to know

and they seem to back away,

like I don't have a soul,

boyfriends tend to use me as a tool,

family seems to hate me,

what's a girl to do

but I will hold on to my hope

and pride,

for I know that someday,

somewhere that I will possibly be a bride

but remember this one

and only rule,

be careful of who you give your heart to,

for if you're not,

they will treat you like a tool.







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Ashley Marie Wallace

2/27/04

Baby,

you have my love forever...

my love will always be with you wherever you go...

I love you with all my heart,

I hope my love comforts you,

because I know your love comforts me.







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Ashley Marie Wallace

4/16/03

All the pain is caving in

and I'm drowning in sorrow,

with my sanity escaping

and the betrayel of the world,

I am suffering



My heart is broken,

dark,

and cold;

without a soul

and incapable of love,

I am suffering



I'm awaiting the end,

the end of time itself,

the end of me

I'm awaiting the beautiful,

sweet serenity of death to cross my lips,

I am suffering



The lies

and the deceit,

The selfishness

and the cruelity,

The sorrow

and the suffering



I feel alone

and empty,

without true love

and happiness,

I am suffering.







Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

4/9/09

My heart beats for you alone

and no one else,

it's like I'm floating on clouds,

like I'm dreaming



This couldn't be real,

the gentle touch caressing me,

the pleasurable

and binding love making,

the friendship



This feeling that we share,

the feeling of love,

our never ending bed of love



We are always together

and always happy,

the endless intoxicating kisses,

which leaves me breathless

and wanting more,

my dream of love eternal.





Written by & on:

Ashley Marie Wallace

4/9/09