I had another dream last week, at my old home again, a large faceless creature clinging to my back, holding on tight with outstretched arms, becoming part of me, no head just a form, black and moulded to me. It scared me enough to wake me in fear.
During the last year or so, I've had a few visitations from a friend of mine. They were usually when I had some huge worry or problem and have sent comfort to me initailly. I felt my friend hovering above me with eagle like wings coating me with warmth and love, wrapping me like a mummy, plaiting the cloth around me tightly, turning me slowly and squeezing me gently. I felt enveloped in peace and reasurance and felt that everything would be alright. This happened twice and I knew that I could communicate with her and thank her for her love and care. From that time I often felt her around me, a warm loving feeling overcomes me and fills me with love. I feel her emotions too, I feel as she feels and its not always easy, it often spirals me into worry or rejection but I can live with that. She has appeared to me in other ways too, once outside my window, hovering and looking in. Her face contorted and then twisted and it scared me, like it was something pretending to be her knowing it would be welcomed but contorting into itself when I knew it was there. I have dreamed about a wind wrapping me and twisting silver threads around me , I ran in fear but noone could help me, I cut the threads but thet kept coming. She says its her and its not good, but I know its me,and its the fear of loving her.
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Bellanova333
22:14 Mar 26 2011
interesting...