He is jealous of us. lol It’s strange to me. He got upset that I talk to you on here. Said you were a terrible person. You and I talked about some things in your past which I won’t share here yet he’s so blind to how he acts. He can’t see he is just like those he “hates”. His self loathing bleeds over into others. No amount of telling him will make him see it….
He can see it in others but when it comes to himself …no self awareness what so ever… I know .. I feel .. those that conspire against me…
I have no such plans for anyone. I just want to be. I want to bond with others that are genuine and authentic.. there is always that ulterior motive. I’m…just…done..with that. With people that have hidden agendas.
Oh look someone doesn’t like me…oh well. lol
I have sooo many luffa on the vines now. I actually wasn’t expecting so many. I know they probably won’t dry on the vine in time before the first frost so at some point I’m going to have to cut them off and let them dry somewhere off the vine. I just want to let them grow in size as much as possible before I cut them off.
Been weight lifting and doing a lot of cardio.
That’s pretty much it. One day has been bleeding into the next but I enjoy the days I’m alone much more.
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You losing honor too? I think I feel the same as you...oh well. lol
Is long as I have honorable members whose opinions matter to me then all the haters can...well hate. Its the same for stream posts.
Yea I agree. Haters gonna hate.
I’m busy sculpting out my body I think the importance of that far out ways a profile rating on here but you do you my friend. Like I said not likely I will be sticking around these parts after too long.
I’m glad to have reached like status though considering our very rocky acclimation period.
I like you too. You’re definitely an interesting one. *paints nails black* Oh and guess what…she’s back. *grins*
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Are you addressing me? If so I agree and do think the health and tone of ones body outweighs a website profile rating. However it would make for an excellent showing of said muscle tone on ones profile or portfolio. That is a shame if you are leaving. I am committed to this site so unless I get booted in accord with the TOS I'm here to stay. Just seems important to me as a vampire to honor my commitments. I have no idea who she is. Care elaborate or is that one of those ominous statements? I'm still not prone to commenting on journals that get edited.
Yes, I was addressing you. Actually not a bad idea you offered. I may take you up on that in time.
She is referring to me and the person I am apart from those in my life. If I can’t master my own body and such..what’s the point? Right?
I know most don’t put a lot of stock into the glamour aspect but… it’s was one of my strongest gifts.
Glamour is great as long as you got something behind it or like an influencer have something worthy to promote. There's certain individuals on this site that have great glamour but then when you get close to them they don't actually have what they were selling or were reaching far from where they actually are. I don't like mentioning names and prefer people to find things out for themselves as experience is the best teacher but if they read this and the shoe fits then wear it. Its nice hearing you say you like me as it was main reason I came to this site to fellowship with other vampires. Even if they are the domesticated kind which if real seem to dominate this site other than all the sympathetic ones that develop vampiric traits just being around us constantly. Me I'm a wild natural vampire. I hope you stick around. I do intend to build my own alliance and coven here soon on my main profile and want this one to be a part of its alliance but under a proper master/mistress which I have yet to find.
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OccultRanger
15:02 Sep 04 2025
I can be a terrible person especially as an empath when I get around terrible people which is a constant battle for me to maintain my own identity. I see many other empaths on this site just continue to lose themselves to others then complain they don't know why they do the things they do. *SMH*
LunarTides
15:18 Sep 04 2025
I can be terrible too. I have done and said things I’m not proud of either. The only answer I have for that is to put distance between those people and myself. I’m happy to be by myself but to a point too much social isolation isn’t healthy either.
Neowise2020
17:00 Sep 04 2025
I agree humans are pack animals like wolves and too much isolation is bad. But as far as an organized community to socialize with I think a tribal community is the most I can stand.