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In My Room by: icp (to the one i can never have)
09:32 Nov 30 2008
Times Read: 552






2:45 and the bell went off,

Thank God,

Many people think im odd

But I talk with no one,

And I walk alone,and I avoid sunlight with a chalky tone



I get home and dont say hi,

It aint no one there,

I dont care I walk in and go right up the stairs

To my room

Get in bed and just wait for dark cause thats when the real show starts (tap tap)



'tap tap' on the glass go the piece of ass'

So young and pretty its too bad she past

But she comes to my room and we talk at night,she's demonic and bloody,but she holds me tight



In my bedroom,with her im never alone,and I kiss her cold lips until morning comes

Then she gone,

I can still hear her voice loom.

But she only exists in the dark of my room





Love...

(I cant ignore you)

In my room

(do anything for you)

Love...

(I do adore you)

In My Room...

You and I



I try to smile alot,but im always frontin,but I do love a ghost and atleast thats something.

She dont talk much,

When she does, it get cold,

Usually we just lay there and we hold each other, we're lovers we dont need others,

One of my mother's cats jumped up on the covers

And it scared my baby, guess she dont like pets, so I twisted its fuckin head off at the neck



"Look baby,

It's bloody, it's gone, it's doomed, please come back to the room I do anything for thee, dont ignore me this is more than a sick love story

W/o you id bring a shotgun to school and I will if you want me to for any reason

I hate that u leave when the lights come on and if I had it my way the fuckin sun would be gone!"



Love...

(I cant ignore you)

In my room

(do anything for you)

Love...

(I do adore you)

In My Room...

You and I





Sometimes I kiss her and I start shakin, she slips me the tongue and it taste like bacon.

Uh oh somethings wrong baby's upset

She told me she was spotted by the neigbors kid

She cant come back now cause they know our secret...Unless I can make them keep it.



If I do she may come to life. now in their yard with a shotgun and knife

Cut the screen

Went in and found the kid

Blew a bowl of spaghetti in the side of his head,the daddy was next runnin down the hall,I shredded his throat and he was

Quick to fall,

tossed the mossberg and gripped the knife, started stabin the shit out of his wife,

Went home a bloody mess with a job well done.

Wash up and wait for my baby to come



Love...

(I cant ignore you)

In my room

(do anything for you)

Love...

(I do adore you)

In My Room...

You and I





I waited two or three days, four days, waited for the tap tap like always. I waited and hated this, I created a bloody mess.



I waited two or three months, four months, waited for the tap tap just for once. I waited and hated this, I created a bloody mess.



I waited two or three days, four days, waited for the tap tap like always. I waited and hated this, I created a bloody mess.



I waited two or three months, four months, waited for the tap tap just for once. I waited and hated this, I created a bloody mess.

Dedicated To The One That Destroyed Me...By icp
11:08 Nov 25 2008
Times Read: 573

I was just a child but you seemed like so much more.



The way you would approach me and drift across the floor,



Id see you in the hall and youd kiss me with a smile.



I never understood it was I even worth your while?



The other kids at school they would hate me and theyd spit.



Cuz I was just a no one to them I wasnt shit.

But you would always hold me and stand there by my side,



We were only 17 wed be together till we died.

But then it all happened the ever dreadful day.

Somebody tried to rape you and now Ill make him pay.



You pointed him out to me- my thoughts began to race.



I took my daddys 45 and shot him in the fuckin face!



I did it all for you and though Im facin years

I would do the time just to equal all your tears

The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom



Is that we'd always be together... cuz were both under the moon.



Ill forever love you even in your doom, well always be together cuz

Were both under the moon



I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone



I justified your pain but now I sit alone

I write another letter I write one everyday

I never got a letter back I write em anyway

I try to call collect- your number has been changed



Im starin at the light bulb and I start to feel deranged



You never came to visit me I sit facin tha glass

No-ones on tha other side and now its in tha past



My head is always spinnin Im poundin on the wall



I feel like Im forgotten no sign of you at all

Youre probably gettin married youre probably gettin fucked



Ill break out of this cage and try to cut that muthafucka up



I curl up in the corner my body will corrode,

My teeth are turning into dust skin is growing mold



Im starin out tha window of my eternal doom

I know that you are out there... somewhere underneath the moon.



Ill forever love you even in your doom well always be together cuz

Were both under the moon



Many many years many more to go duz she still remember? God, he only knows i

Now become a savage they chain me to a wall I still can see your body



i Still can hear ur call Im nothin but a maggot Im locked away and lost the

World that doesnt want me my dignity is tossed and to tha girl for who I feel this doom look here...



fuck you and the moon!

Why Love???
07:10 Nov 23 2008
Times Read: 592

Sometimes the world works in mysterious ways, I dont know why it does but sometimes I wish things could be better. Everytime I try to make things better something bad happens in return. I guess everything happens for a reason. Why does life have to be such a big mystery. A realy, realy good friend once told me



"Life is a mystery... go figure it out."



As much as I hate to say it .... its true. Everytime something happens, you learn from it right? One of my favorite quotes that I tell my friends all the time is ...



"Everytime you fall, you stand back up, wipe your tears and go at it again."



The reason you fall is to learn how to get back up and do it differently until its right. Which brings me to the main subject that I've been wanting to get to...



Why Fall In Love?



I remember several years ago when I was a freshman I met this girl named



Casey Lynn Simmons.



She was the only girl I truly ever loved. She was everything to me until she did something bad. Ever since then I never felt the same way about any other girl...



untill now.



I know it sounds crazy but is it possible to be in love with someone you know that you can never have? I think so.



I remember the first day I met her. She seemed like she'd be a realy good friend. The second time that I got to see her, she proved me wrong. She became my best friend instantly. To be honest I was shocked, but not scared.



The night that I spent the night at my friend's house, she stayed the night too. Her b/f was passed out next to her and she was singing. It was so beautiful. she stopped and told me that im the only person that she feels confertable singing around. You know shes the only person that I can look her in her eyes and have a conversation without looking away. When she started singing again, she sang



My Immortal by Evanescence



I realized that i feel the same way towards her that i felt about Casey.



♥Im in love♥



I'd do anything for her. I'd quit smoking weed. I'd quit playing guitar for her....



I'd even sacrafice my life for hers.



All I want for her is to be happy. I know that shes happy with her boyfriend so I wont intervine. I just want her happy even if it means that I can never have her heart.



Atleast shes in my life.



Life would be quite distasteful without love...



Atleast I have someone to love.