I find myself asking that a lot sometimes.
Just recently i have been getting ready for another semester of film school. life at home proves just as hostile as ever.
Its difficult to study when people don't seem to want to give you peace. i know i need a new home.... question is, where?
Id like a family... a real one... for as long as i can remember i have been seeking a family kinship.... to be around others who cared for me like i cared for them. It seems too much to ask unfortunately.
and lately, i haven't been able to keep a friendship with any girl because i simply wont commit to them in a relationship... freedom is something i don't take for granite.
as i have always guessed... the life of a leader is a solitary one. perhaps its best i am on my own.... i am the only person i know of who wont let emotions get the better of me for the most part.
Perhaps this weekend i will seek people who understand my way of life.... but how do i find them? what do i ask? i need a new home here pretty soon if i expect to keep myself in college.
COMMENTS
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ToxicKitten
20:35 Aug 17 2011
Aww.
i'd let you live with me!!!
devilpunk
22:40 Dec 05 2011
i like
Silentxone
18:59 Jan 30 2012
Very intresting read.:)