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As I open my eyes night once again is upon me so much has changed since I was taken from my home from my family against my will...



this life I promised is nothing compared to the feeling of once when my heart beat and my lungs filled with air....



Nothing more than a aluring corspe feeding on everything in sight taking what I desire when I see fit

oh in the beginning it was different

only because he loved me till he turned me



soul partners he promised after I was his play thing for many months but all the things he so desired the most about me died when he turned me



looking back it would have been better if he had drained the life from me till i seen no more felt no more love no more...



Now Im am part of the walking dead with a heart that yearns for those special moments that special love that now seems so many moons ago



trapped by a love that no longer looks at me with those same eyes which brought us togeather in the first instance



now I look on as he looks at others with those same sexual sensual eyes and he goes from one human to another amusing himself till he either turns them or puts them to their silent slumber for eternity



Of course I am provided for on every level men left right and centre for me to have as "my" entertainment but I choose not to see it that way

I will not turn them I simply dovour them and allow them the freedom of not becoming like me...

oceans of tears flood my cheeks as I remember my love how it was how it will never be again.....