So this week has been hell and absolutely a nightmare. The person I love has been though a serious hard time. Worst part is everything in the world is trying to stop us being together. Biggest thing to me is it kills me inside to see those I lover hurt and not be able to help. I posted a entry a month back titled stop crying. In it I listed how I am fighting in this life refuse to hurt. I am staying my course and will keep evolving into the man I need to be. I sat Monday evening and night in jail . All over someone's jealousy. I was arrested for defending myself in a fight. I almost became another statistic. But I refuse too. We all have our moments of relapse. I have learned from my mistake. My main focus is my children and getting to the woman I love. I look at it as when you want to be happy the world will do whatever it can to stop your happiness. But I refuse to let anything break us apart. In these moments of he'll is when we learn to be strong.
For the woman I love i promise things will be better. Our life is ahead of us and we will conquer all. With you at my side the world is truly ours. I love you and promise great days are ahead of us. I will always love you no regrets no hesitation. I love you always and forever.
As of late I have been feeling down. Kind of just finding myself just going through the motions. I've never really been a social butterfly. But as of late I've been a introvert not wanting to be among others. Two deaths back to back will do that to someone. Seeing others hurt hasn't been my strong suit. But I will be strong for sure.
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I'm here for you, you are not alone ever. I love you.
Im here hun if you need someone to talk to
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RaynesAsylum
23:32 Apr 25 2017
All I can say is I love you.