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Once more, when I needed you, you were there. You DO rock my socks, you really truly do.



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Is it eating you up yet? Must be frustrating to keep checking in here and seeing nothing.

I don't mind people reading my journal, I really don't. That's why it's here. When I don't want anyone to read my thoughts, it gets written private.

What makes me laugh is when people feel the need to sneak onto it to read. What? You can't do it when you're logged in? Afraid I won't write something if I know you're reading?

And I laugh.

Go ahead, read away. I have and will continue to write what I want, when I want regardless.



The laughing continues :P

In 2 parts, Thank you.

First, a sincere Thank You to those that have said what they've said in support of me. Each of you have no idea how much it means to me.

Second, a nice fat sarcastic Thank You to those of you that have said what they've said against me. You've really shown your true colours. Not just to me but to everyone else, both on here and in the real world.



I know who my friends are and know who aren't. I know who I'll support and help in ANY way I can and who I'll shrug my shoulders at and walk away from.



Words have been written to me, both publicly and privately, and words have been spoken to me that have brought me to tears with their sincerity. I am beyond words, and Thank You seems not enough.

OHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGODOHGOD...



THIS is what happens when you eat too much birthday cake and let biddy's cash in old debts...

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Sometimes I feel younger, sometimes I don't.

At least I look younger and better then others! :)



That is all.

We just HAD to treat ourselves to some Chopstick House Chinese tonight. It's been a long haul the last little while and it was time to celebrate a bit and relax.

So Sahahria and I stuff ourselves with some of the best Chinese in the city. Content, I finish the meal with one of the many Fortune cookies included.

My fortune? Completely appropriate on so many levels:

" It's time to complete some unfinished business"



I smiled and laughed out loud as soon as i read it. So many meanings it holds for me!

On one level, it means SO much to me and one special person.

On another, it's time to move forward and complete what's been started.

On a third, it's time to close the book and move forward with my life. Too bad you won't be involved in it in any way.

There are others as well, but let's not waste space and get some all riled up. :)

So my roomie's been harassing me since last night to post up about the little surprise party she tossed for me at the house....

I'm trying to decide if I should, just cause...



Ok, why not.



Just prior to Halloween, I got the feeling that something was going on. I know my roomie as well if not better than my own sister and I know when something's up. This particular something had to do with me, I knew it. Also knowing she wouldn't give anything away, I went to the one source I knew couldn't deny me.

Mom confirmed that something was up, but that's all she let out.

To be honest, this year didn't need to be anything special. It's not really a significant number, but hey, who am I to complain?



Stumbled in from paintball to be greeted by the questionable strains of 'happy birthday'! I say questionable only because neither my father nor I can sing and he was front and center attempting to sing along! lmao

I was half afraid that it was going to be a massive gathering but it turned out to be just right, with close friends and family here to share with me.

The house was decorated, the food incredible and the highlight came just before the cake.

My roomie gathered a close group of my friends and instead of each getting something, they all pitched in to get me one giant something!

First 3 seasons of Stargate SG-1, seasons 2-5 of CSI.

Damn!!!

I'm still speechless!

Add to that Transformers, and i'm going to have the dvd on a LOT the next little while!



Thank you to all of you who pitched in for this. After everything that has happend, this was a very special day and night.

I truly know who my friends are. :)

Today is Rememberance Day. A day to remember what so many have done for so long to protect the rights and freedoms of this country.

I remember those family members who were involved in both the First World War, the Second World War, Korea and Vietnam. Through all of it, only my Uncle Marshall lost his life. I obviously never met him, but treasure all he and the rest have done to allow me the ability to even write this post.



Private Marshall W Watts Killed in Action 18 July 1944



Marshall was a member of the Calgary Highlanders, 'A' Company, 9 Platoon, 7 Section. He was killed during the battle for Caen, France.



For him and for all of those who gave their lives, thank you for that sacrifice. For all of those who have served or who are currently serving, thank you for putting yourself in harm's way to protect us.

Oh yeah, I changed my password. Try to go on my account again without permission and you'll find out just how nasty I can be.. oh wait, I lie that's riiiiight.

You were supposed to be someone I could trust. Turns out that I was wrong. And I defended you to so many others. Wow, what a waste of my time.

Oh, and not once have I EVER posted your name, either vr or real in a journal entry in a negative way. Thank you for that. (that's sarcasm bitch)

Wow, I must be good to be able to lie so convincingly to so many people and have them ALL believe me.

Either that or I'm actually right and everyone sees it but the few of you who just don't get it.

I'd explain, but then there's the whole you not getting it bit that makes explaining worthless.

Don't you love watching a movie with friends, especially a good one? Just finished one and it was awesome watching not only the movie but how everyone got into it.

Starr didn't even realize that 3 of us had gotten up for various reasons until we were all actually gone. Now THAT's a good flick!

Oh yeah, we were watching the Bourne Supremacy..

I just found out that I'm getting a used steering wheel cover for my birthday! I am SO mounting it on the wall so that all may revel in the awesomeness of said cover!



Those that know, know, and are laughing their asses off.. those that don't, well you can stay in the dark unless the owner of said cover chooses to share, cause I'm not! lmao



And I KNOW you're blushin' reading this! heeheeeheeeheeeheeheeeheeeheeehee