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Oh hai! So, here I am in america....

interesting place. :)



For the last 10 years I have been on the liquid handcuffs, such a waste of my life. I'm now on this horrid stuff called naltrexone in the form of 2 implants. They have left me feeling so left of centre. Naltrexone serves its purpose for rapid detox, but ugh, it is so very sinister. I have nasty dreams and wicked thoughts. My skin crawls and my heart beats twice as much. Vision is impaired , ringing in my ears, hair falling out, blah. nasty nasty.

I can't think straight. I hate the sunlight I feel so old and haggard, even though my partner assures me I look fine. I have a distorted way of seeing myself. I hate to look in the mirror, for all I see is ugly and horrid, my partner tells me I am beautiful. :/

I don't want to feel like this anymore.

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DestroyingAngel
02:02 May 28 2012

Omg I am so sorry to hear about this. *big hugs*

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