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alone
03:54 Mar 30 2006
Times Read: 704
alone... forever... must learn to deal...
Do you care?
02:46 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 706
Does anyone care about me? sure some say they care but they sure as hell don't act like it. maybe its that everyone is to damn busy caring about themselves... Maybe thats what i should do? just care about my self... screw that. maybe thats my problem to begin with... somethings wrong with this world and i can't quiet put my finger on it. Gregardless of what i know... i still feel the need for someone to care about me.... I NEED someone to care abot me... I NEED someone to love me.... I need to love someone.... yes i said it. I dont care if I dont believe in it, or that the even if It is real that the chance of it finding me is less likely than a dog getting pregnet by a cat. but i cant stop this feeling of... want? Needing to be needed? loneliness? I dont even know...
This is just like Knowing your fat and on a diet, but you cant help eating that cookie anyway... then you just eat the whole damned box..... will there really be someone out there for me? Will i find them? Please just let this feeling go away..... why can't people just be happy being alone?
merhaps if i just go out and do something... keep myself busy.. it will probably go away. i think im going to go rollarblade... that sounds fun....
Doomed
04:51 Mar 21 2006
Times Read: 710
I find the more i refuse and resist.... the more i want.... why is that? I have excepted the fact.... but then i begin to want.... why is that? am i doomed?
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