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Of Mystical today...

Feel rather lost, And I haven't been unaffiliated for over 2.5 years. Feels quite strange....



I'm just in a neutral world til I find something else to grab on to.

I won't be bashing thr Coven I was in, because there is nothing to bash them about... Just the way a few things were handled, and that it lost it's soul lately.



So I look forward to whats around the corner if I have any propositions.

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PandorasBx
22:05 May 18 2009

You are always welcome to come plant yourself in my Coven doll :)

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I'm stoked about that actually.....

I called my surgeon 3 days ago, and spoke to him saying I am getting constant aches now, and I'm sure I'm gaining weight, might be just the bloating urrrgh!



So he called me back (his secretary did actually) and they've made a new list and I'm on it yaya! June 16th is my new date unless I get excrutiating pain that is just too much, then I'm off to A&E.



Things with my Daughter and I are much better since we had that chat ( see I've just had my heart ripped out, previous post)

SO I'm feeling more relaxed about that. We'll see if proof is in the pudding come Monday when she leaves Daddy, back to mine.







I went to my neighbours today, shes an 80 year old, that is starting to get memory loss, esp short term... I asked her if she wanted anything from the grocery shop. She scuttled about in her kitchen repeatedly going to the fridge, and bread bin.. " Ijust some milk I think" she says... I roll off some provisions like milk, tea bags, eggs etc.... She checks again.... " I think just bread"

So I went and got her bread, And I feel happy I did a good deed today and she's more comfortable not having to venture out in the rain to get food.



:)

By my 9 year old Daughter, Who is at her dads place, who has now moved in to a nice house, and CJ has her own room there, where here My daughters share a room.



Well this afternoon...

She upset me today by saying she doesn't want to come back to mine tomorrow when thats what would normally happen, After she's stayed with her Dad

He has a new house, and now she has her own room there

they share here SO I'm imagining she wants the novelty....

She said she doesn't have a reason for staying at his, just wants to.

She cried because she thought she was hurting me, I tried hard not to let that show, but I was shocked and hurting like hell.

I said I have hayfever to protect her feelings... I can understand she has some needs there, But Without knowing what's the reason, I am mortified.

Kids can hurt more than I ever dreamt they could.....

if only i knew why though.

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nobodysfallenangel
22:23 May 10 2009

Aww.. *hugs* I am so sorry hun:(

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SO I am down for surgery... to have my gallbladder removed, this has been paining me for a Good 3 years now. I've been misdiagnosed a few times now at A&E saying I have griping pain, and trapped wind. FFS!



It's because I'm not over weight, and I'm not over 40 thats why Gallbladder problems were constantly not even looked at.



August 25th is the day, unless I'm called earlier as I'm down for a cancellation too.



The surgeon seems fine, and fair and told me the risks involved, and that he might have to switch from keyhole, to open surgery etc etc.

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Sinora
19:21 May 10 2009

I'm pleased that the problem was picked up at last and hope all goes well for you.

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That will decipher if I am to have my Gallbladder, Removed, or the stones lazered (spelling).



Having some discomforts on a daily basis now, but I thank the Stars no attacks of late.

I have my consultation tomorrow. either way, some kind of intervention is imminent.



I don't really want tot be gallbladderless!

It's a single organ, we must need it, in order to have it!



I'm a big girl now!!

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,

to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.





Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.



LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson,

love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.



Thank you for being part of my life

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nobodysfallenangel
00:54 May 10 2009

I truly believe in this now. Whatever reason I am in anyone's life I hope I make somewhat of a good impact. I am truly not all rough, and hard. I have had to be due to being wronged, but that was not right, nor was it healthy to be like that. Everyday things happen, people may not like you, and you get jipped. Those are just things that happen everyday, and will continue to, its up to me, or you how you handle it. I would hope in a good way, and take in every opportunity, and learn from all these categories of people we walk with through everyday life. I am truly grateful either way, but I am hurt... thats just for now.. I know everyday is a lil better. It's hard to fully feel this way about someone you would be with, but I do respect that person's choice.. and would hope for friendship..if not then I have to make my way through things.. Thank you for being there for me with all of this, just you talking to me has helped so much. I would hope to be a lifetime friend. Cos you are really a beautiful soul like Craig. I miss having him to chat with though:P but it would suck never to be able to have any of this to be able to speak to all of our friends we have made on here..Anyways I am defo thankful for you lady. Spread your knowledge it is inspiring!

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