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I stumble in a daze. I cant figure out what is going on in my mind. Too many thoughts. No control.. It is all-overwhelming. All I want is to not be here anymore. Yes I wish for death.

I’m not suicidal..

And if ever there was a word that describes it all it would be bored…. I hate that word.. but really describes it all



What have I to look forward to.?

I life of anger, hurt and pain…

For what

Another life of anger hurt and pain



People often ask if my morbid curiosity for vampires has to do with immortality. I half choke and scoff in my head.. Why the fuck would I want to live forever?

I think I’m not even half way through, and I’m sick of it.



Everyday drags on

The same as the last

Nothing to look forward to

Not even a glimpse of hope some days…