End it all in red
19:09 Mar 07 2010
Times Read: 673
The blood drips down your finger tips
The tears roll past your quivering lips
Your muscles clenching in aching pain
Innocence painted scarlet red is slain
Your knees give way as you sink to the floor
The life you want doesn't exist anymore
Everthing you wanted it just doesn't exist
You're gonna end it all, as you clench your fist
As you slash your skin again and again
You've convinced yourself the steel's your friend
Cause you're too scared to face, you've made some mistakes
and your willing to do whatever it takes
just to get it over and end it all
the only thing I can do is watch you fall
Dark Secret
19:08 Mar 07 2010
Times Read: 675
Darkness all around me,
I feel you, suffocate,
No one else is around my misery,
Can I give anyone the key to the gate?
No one realizes the pain,
The weakness that I feel,
The darkness swallows with vain,
My nightmares feel so real.
The shadows that hide,
The tears I hold back,
The old me, has died,
Everything is black.
I run, but I still see it,
It is hard to face,
It pulls me in, bit by bit,
It takes me back, back to that place!
From the memories, I try to run,
They are destroying me slowly, not fast,
I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,
It haunts me, my past.
The sadness, it has brought,
I feel the guilt,
I can feel the inside rot,
The darkness inside me, it built.
I feel so insane,
These words are my last,
Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,
I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past.
My past has won,
I’m sure this is true,
The damage is done,
My heart, darkness controls it too.
I’m leaving now,
You may not want to see,
You might not want to know how,
Today is the death of me.
Thanks for being here,
Goodbye, it’s time, I’m untied,
I have no fear,
It’s time that I died.
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