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Something has always felt missing. You think for someone that has almost everything they could want that wouldn’t be true. Even as a child I was never satisfied not truly. I was always looking beyond out into the ether. I always felt there was more out there beyond my small sphere of the world. I always felt there was more to me than this seemingly normal life I have.
Then I met you. I cannot still fully define just what we are. Lovers, friends, enemies…but a reflection nonetheless.
I was never a big believer in the whole soulmates theory. I thought we are complete from the start that someone who enters your life is merely someone that brings enhancement to your life. Not someone that completes you or is an extension of you. After 9 years I’m not sure now how I feel about that.
Too much has happened. My inner world has shifted on its axis. I’m not so sure about things that I thought were true anymore. The only thing that ever felt real was him. He felt realer than people I could actually reach out and touch. These people don’t know the real inner me they don’t see me because they choose to look past me. I know them but I always feel that they are blind to me. It’s not for a lack of trying either…