hearing her voice before i fell asleep was the most amazing thing.
my heart swells and beats faster everytime she reaches for my hand... this girl is so amazing, she makes my trouble melt away.
she called me right before she went to sleep... just to tell me that she is going to be stopping by to see me and to say goodnight.
i dont know what it is about this girl, but she is just so amazing.
there is nothing in this world that could ever make me feel different about her..
there is just something to her, when i look in her eyes, i can see that she really cares.
when i am around her, i cant think, i cant talk right, i cant do anything, but look at her & picture how happy we would be together.
some might find this a little crazy, and some might find this cute... i dont know.... but all i know is that there is not enough words in any language that could ever discribe the feelings that i have for her... there just simply isnt.
i dont know what is about her voice, but just the sound of it makes my heart beat stronger... and more powerful.
i have never felt this way about anyone, in my whole life.
i just dont know what she is doing to me, but there is one thing that i do know.
& that's, that i cant wait to make her mine, and be wrapped in her arms all the time.
every time i see her name come up on my phone, my heart starts to race.
she puts a smile on my face, every minute of everyday.
i cant get her off my mind, and i cant sleep until i tell her goodnight.
she is doing something to me, and i like it.
i have never felt this way before, and i know thats cliche... but its oh so true...
what ever it is that she is doing to me, i hope never fades. i dont want to say that i love her, just quite yet... but it may be that i do... who knows.
but i know that she is the girl that i ave always wanted... and i would do anything for her....
i cant wait to see her again. its going to be amazing. i cant wait to be held in her arms, and holding her hand, and seeing her smile
i swear, this girl is everything to me, and i cant wait to make her mine.
her voice is the most amazing thing... i dont know what she is doing to me, but i hope this feeling never, ever fades away.
so tired of being used and lead on.... i am starting to think that is better to just give up then let my heart be fooled by kind words and cute actions. i just want someone that will want me for me, and nothing more. but i cnt seem to ever find that... my heart is so torn & i cant even believe that i fell for your games and lies again... you would think that after falling for it once, i would have learned.. but i guess not. i guess that you playing me once, and not getting what you wanted should have been the first clue, and those memories should have flooded back. but the only thing that flooded back was the fast paste heart rate, the butterflies in my stomach... and the feeling of being inlove that i have only ever felt once before you...
but for some reason, nothing of the past came back. i was looking forward to the times to be made, hoping they would be good memories. but instead, i walked away with fake memories that only lasted in my head, and was just a chance for you to use me.
laying under the stars in the park with you, cuddling up with my head on your chest, listening to your heart beat with you rubbing your fingers on my back was amazing. thats when the butterflies kicked in... the sensation of my heart beating faster and faster with every movement... then you sit up and kiss me... and thats when i thought to myself "things are different this time" but i was wrong .
you got what you wanted out of me... you said that you wanted to hang more, and cuddle more...
you invite me out, and i have the idea that we are going to have the same memories recreated from last night, but no. you ignored me the whole time, and chased after another girl.... you held her hand, you paid all your attention to her... you even kissed her when i was right there.
my heart is torn apart by your foolish lies. i told you that your hurt me, and you said that you were sorry, but i guess that was all a lie....
sometimes i wonder what i ever saw in you.... but thats okay, because you and your new whore can go and have fun, because i am done. i am not going to let you tare apart my heart like you did a year ago... the damage has already been done before, but i guess that my lesson wasnt learned till now.
i am now laying here, torn apart by your foolish lies. my brain was right, but couldnt get through to my heart, and my heart fell for you...
but your number is gone, and you are out of my life...
i refuse to let you hurt me more then you already did.
spending this night in tears, and im sure that this isnt the last, because a love like the one i have for you... is a love that will never disaper... and neither will the pain.
i cant believe that i let myself become torn apart by your foolish lies again.
i should have learned a year ago, that you didnt change....
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