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there was just something that was telling me this love was to good to be true...

i thought that this time, i had something real. i thought this time, i had someone that wasnt going to play me. but i guess that i was wrong.... there was just something that was up.

but then i came across something that i wasnt supposed to see.... and i saw him flirting with another girl on fb...

i thought that i had something real, something true... but i guess not.

the text messages were cute, but guess it was all a fascade...

i guess this goes to show that i can never be really happy. and the wrost thing is... that i told my brother that he was the one that wasnt going to ever hurt me... but i guess not.

i dont like to lie poeple, esp my brother that has passed away...

yes, go ahead and think thats weird, but i still write him almost everyday, just so that way i feel connected to him in someway...

but like i said, i think the worst part is that i told my brother that he was the first good guy i was with, and yet, he turned out to be just like all the rest. i cant take this.

i need something to get this off my mind, but the only thing i want is to pick up my razor, and say good bye to everyone and everything... but i konw i cant.

i want to talk to him about what i saw...but i told him i wouldnt snoop. even though it was an accident, once i started reading, i just couldnt stop...

i dont want to break it off, because i have real feelings for him, but i dont think that the feelings he says he has for me are real...

i just dont know what to do any more.

i knew there was something that this love, something telling me this love was just to good to be true....