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My insecurity is such a curse;

It haunts me through my life.

This immortal ghost, I tell you,

Is the cause of all my pain and strife.

My envious soul consumes me

Like a beast in fairy tales.

This jealousy is my nightmare.

I try to die, but I fail.

My failure makes me stronger;

It purges my veins of black.

It makes me almost whole,

But your trust is what I lack.

The hindrance of envy is such a burden.

I must overcome this obstacle of fate...

Before you leave this "wonderful" world.

In me I have no faith.

I can't succeed, for I am cursed.

I'm living in a dream, nay, a nightmare.

But all I can do is wait until it is over;

For your life is all that I care.