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11:28 Jan 31 2020
Times Read: 439

It Begins, Abandoned Innocence.

Strayed From The Righteous Path.

Fake The Good Intentions, In A Sense.

Cast Thy Wrath!

Be Consumed By Sins Essence.

What Else Does Thee Hath?

Consider Yourself A “Good” Person.

Let This Imagination's Lie Worsen.

For You Are Far From That Word.

Of “Good”, You Haven’t Heard?

The Things That Happen To “Good” People.

Such As You.

Their Hearts Blacken.

Then Chopped Into Little Parts.

Can You Hear The Preacher?

Warning Us Of These Creatures.

Who Eat Those Who Fray From The Path.

You Probably Already Knew All Of This.

Because Bad Things Happen To “Good” People.

But You Already Know That.

COMMENTS

23:05 Jan 30 2020
Times Read: 449

I'm The Monster Amongst Men, The One They Fear Under The Skin.

Only Love Sooth’s My Hatred Away, But Only Temporary.

When The Feeling Returns, My Hungry For Others Anguish Will As Well.

So Here I Am Again, Standing On The Souls In Which I’ve Consumed.

While The Ones Who Hold Their Empty Skins, Cry.

I Take My Leave, Through The Path No One Dares To Walk Upon.

Belly Full, Sorrow Suffocates The Very Air I Breathe.

“How Sweet . . .” A Taste That Lingers For Centuries.

A Flavor I'll Never Get Tired Of, Just As Much As The Bitter Burn

Rips My Very Soul With My Demons.

It Brings Such A Overwhelming Pleasure, To Know That This State Of Being.

Is Perhaps The Only Thing That Is Etiquette Enough In The Form Of Satisfaction.

Pain Is The Ultimate Way To Cause My Smile On My Face.

The Anguish Of Others, Brings Me Happiness.

For My Pain Overwhelming Remorse For Sympathy.

I May Not Ever Know When Things Turned For The Worse.

And Made Me The Way I Am, All I Know Is That I Desire Greatly For Others To Feel The Same Pain As I Do.

Even If Its By My Hands, I Don’t Want To Be The One Bearing The Torment Alone.

These Unholy Deeds Bring Along Some Relief To My Burdens.

The Relief Is Only For An Instant, So I Must Continue.

In The Pursuit Of Harmful Intentions.

I Will Be Quick.

If Not, Then Please Bear This A Bit Longer.

For This Taste Leaves Me Wanting More In My Gut.

And Dread In Your Heart.

I Pray This Feeling Will Never Part.

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17:46 Jan 30 2020
Times Read: 462

Your lies are always the loudest
I'm trying to do something great
I don't listen to you anymore
I've moved on

I'm a young gun
Reload in the moment
You thought I was done
I've got the war won
Fear has you frozen
The bell has been rung
I'm the thorn inside your flesh
I terrorize your rest
I'm always miles ahead
I'm an outlaw
Quick with the draw when I rip you apart
There's no pit stop
Missing the mark
You're just ticking me off
Ride or die I paralyze your threat
I crucified regret
Step aside, who's next

You think that you know me
You thought you could hold me
(You just don't know when to stop)
You think you could fool me
But you never knew me
So come and take your best shot

You know you can't touch this
NO!
So go throw ye stones cause you're not even close
You know you can't touch this
NO!
Yeah, you're moving too slow
So let it go
Let it go

No apology
The prodigy honestly it's been the God in me
Never stopping me
In it to win it
I'll always be killing it
You follow blind like suicide
Have you lost your mind
I reclaim my life
Sleep with one eye open
I'm focused, you're choking, I'm golden
This is my time
Chosen to get it
I own it and exit
I'm awake, I'm alive, amen
I don't play pretend
Mercy never ends

You think that you know me
You thought you could hold me
(You just don't know when to stop)
You think you could fool me
But you never knew me
So come and take your best shot

You know you can't touch this
NO!
So go throw ye stones cause you're not even close
You know you can't touch this
NO!
Yeah, you're moving too slow
So let it go
Let it go

You can't
You can't
You can't touch this
You can't
You can't
You can't touch this
You can't
You can't
You can't touch this
You can't
You can't
You can't touch this

Not walking away or playing ye game
I let you take your best shot
Been through the rain
Suffered the pain
You know this fighter never stops

You know you can't touch this
NO!
So go throw ye stones cause you're not even close
You know you can't touch this
NO!
Yeah, you're moving too slow
So let it go
Let it go

Let's go
Let it go
Let's go

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17:41 Jan 30 2020
Times Read: 463

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15:48 Jan 30 2020
Times Read: 476

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Earthgrinder
16:00 Jan 30 2020

Very nice

10:49 Jan 30 2020
Times Read: 485

I’m A Candle With No Scent.

I’m A Word With No Meaning.

I’m A Flower With No Petals.

I’m A Glass With No Reflection.

I’m A Picture In Which Has Been Burned.

Worth Has No Entitlement.

Quality Doesn't Exist Here.

Me, Ain't Quit Enough.

I’m A Star With No Shine.

I’m A Bird With No Wings.

I’m A Cloak With No Time.

I’m A Music Box Without A Song.

I’m A Fruit With No Taste.

Achievements, Are Of Unimportance.

Dreams A Useless Wish.

Communication Is But A Silly Little Game.

How Can One Be Whole, When Pieces Are Missing?

Most Importantly What Actually Fills Them.

Will The Proportions Be Acquit?

Or Will It Be Less Then What Is Deserved.

Told To Brush Of These Words With The Dust.

When They Are As Deadly As Weapons.

I Rather Be A Grave With No Name.

For “I Am The Designer To My Own Nothing.”

Today Just Isn't The Same As Yesterday.

That Overwhelming Feeling Of Being Lost.

Is Profoundly Present Among The Separation.

Away From Reality, I Remain In My Subconscious.

Suppressing My Darkest Temptations.

Keeping The Pain At Bey, Its Almost Like Heaven Just Hates Me.

Its More Like Being Broken Down Into Ash Then Pieces.

Wastelands Become Accompany By One.

And I Am There Attendant.

Through This Thin Glass Barrier, I'll Reside In My Isolation.

So Slip Far From What I Am Not And What I Will Never Be.

Leave Me With That False Illusion That I Belong To Something.

For A Lie Is What Hides A Bitter Truth.

So Please Continue To Play With Me, Like A Fool.

Without Direction.

Tell Me, If I Am Nothing Then What Am I?

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12:58 Jan 29 2020
Times Read: 511

My Thoughts, Are Heavier Than The Deepest Depths of The World Oceans.
My Heart, Is Darker Than The Vast Void Of Space.
My Empathy, Is But As Cold As The Polar Glaciers.
My Worries, Are Sharper Than Knives.
My Pain, Is The Liquor I Drink To Numb The Feelings In Which Are Felt.
Take A Sip And Slip.
Fade Into That Word Of Abandonment.
For I Am The Only Person I Have To Cling Too.
While I’ve Become Fairly Familiar To Depending On My Own Strives.
For Seeking Aid To My Wary Soul, Has No Deeming Line Of Savior.
The Hollow Thinker.
The One Who Ponders Over Everything, When There Is Nothing Left.
For I Am Nothing Worth Looking Into.

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00:38 Jan 29 2020
Times Read: 527

I was angry with my friend;
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I waterd it in fears,
Night & morning with my tears:
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night.
Till it bore an apple bright.
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine.

And into my garden stole,
When the night had veild the pole;
In the morning glad I see;
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.

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18:05 Jan 28 2020
Times Read: 536

Subjection, Is What I Suffer From.
Showing Me These Deadly Situations.

For The Ever Longing Oppression, Is Coming To Surface.
Remaining In The Confinement Of My Own Repression.

Becoming Aggressively Ramped.
In The Captivity Of What Was Seen As Inhumane.

Only The Tendencies Fit That Title Of Immoral.
Such Cruel And Unusual Punishment That Had Enslaved Me.

To The Edge Of Straining To What I Want To Set Free.
To Meet The Monstrous Transformation.

Remorseless, And Infectious.
Heartless, For There Are No Out Standing Virtues.

Simply Fiendish Beyond Compare.
Its The Beast, And There Is No Beauty In Its Company.

Yet Against These Overwhelming Odds.
I’m Still Here, Rational In A Sense.

To Bare My Deepest Fear Upon My Heart.
Exposed To The Demons With Unknown Creatures.

I Must Refrain Or Become One Of Them.
Sadly I'll Soon Be Asphyxiated On The Idea Of It All.

A Constant Dilemma, By Something So Insanely Intense.
Atlas Its Increasingly Difficult To Retain.

Losing Myself In The Brutality Of These Waves That Defile My Resistance.

Can I Overdose On This Forbidden Addiction?
Or Will This Lead To My Impending Execution?

That Trilling Sensation Pulses Through My Veins.
Like A Poison So Vulturous Its Sinful.

So Take My Sedimetal Pleads For An Unlikely Anwser.
To My Sickness, Is The Very Form Of Damnation.

That Has No Cure In Its Sight.
Tracing Back To Its Roots, Is But A Useless Effort.

Its Deeper Then It Appears To Be.
So Please Just Take Me Now, And Leave The Pain Behind For Later.

I'll Deal With That When The Time Comes.
Its Not As Worse As What I Endure Now, Struggling To Hold On To This.

So I'm Losing My Grip, Setting Insanity Unbound.

For It Took Over Like An Infection.

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15:42 Jan 28 2020
Times Read: 550

I am Aware, Fully Aware of What Is Happening To Me.

It’s Always Has Been Eating Away At Me.

A Desire In Which I Can’t Hold, Or Control.

Why Must It Be This Way?

I Can Feel It Against My Teeth, The Clenching Sensation.

A Course of Judgment, In Which Has No Guarantee Of Ending On Good Terms.

Let Alone Happy Out Comes.

Should I Just Accept The Fact?

That Some Monsters Exist For No Reason.

Or Are Made By Bad Beginnings, Let The Creation Process Be.

And Set What I Most Hate About Myself Free.

At Least Come To Cope With It.

For It Consumes Me Piece By Little Piece.

From My Head To My Feet.

They Say Society Or A Person In General Shows Only 10% Of Who He/She Really Is As A Living Being Upon The Surface.

Only 10%.

Simply What They Want People To Perceive Them To Be.

We are All Broken, Bruised, Or Born A Monster Among Sheep.

But It Those Who Really Come To Peace With What They Are Deep Down.

Call Me Wolf, But I Enjoy Eating Sheep.

Especially If I Can Pretend To Be One.

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10:28 Jan 28 2020
Times Read: 570

It Happens Often, More than Desired.
More Than What Was Required.

Self-Control Has No Entitlement In My Current State.
Well Being Has No Meaning.

It’s Just a Lack of Empathy, For Those Around Me.
Forgetting Self Control.

Or Losing A Sense of Tolerance.

For The Ones Who Have Yet To See Me.
Who Have Yet To Know What Exactly I Hide.

And What I Truly Am.

Yet Each And Every Day I Walk Be Side Them.
Smiling Like They Do.
Chatting Like They Do.
Just How They Do.

I’m Right Beside Them, Imagining What It Would Be Like.

To Let My Deepest Desire Out Upon Them To See.
What A Damage Human Being Mother Made Me To Be.

Such A Vicious, Vile, Cold Hearted Beast She Birthed.
There Is No Beauty In Beastly Actions.

Not Even Fairytales Can Amount to Covering That.

One Day Children Will Realize True Evil.
Looks Just Like You And Me.

Because They Walk Among Us.

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19:02 Jan 27 2020
Times Read: 594

The Mind Is A Impossible Maze.
Containing Its Turns.
Corners.
And Dead Ends.
One Can Get Lost In A Train Of Thought.
To Find The Answers That Aren’t Promised.
Which Could Not Be Guaranteed In The End.
If There Is An Exit To Be Begin With.
Perhaps One May Not Be Fully Satisfied With What They Find.
In Fact, It All Could Be For Nothing.
The Mind Is A Labyrinth.
It Wasn’t Made To Be Solved So Quickly.
Instead All The Harder To Get Around.

COMMENTS

16:53 Jan 27 2020
Times Read: 609

I’m Not Exactly A Saint.
In Fact, I’m An Asshole.
To Those Who Provoke It.
It Doesn’t Matter Who You Are.
And What You Mean To Me.
Once You Start To Take My Kindness.
As Weakness.
My Silence As Being Passive.
That’s Where You Fucked Up.
For I Am A Ticking Time Bomb.
Waiting For You To Hit Your Lowest Point.
That’s Where I’ll Take My Hit.
Incentive Jabs.
Just Bring Out The Sadist In Me.
It’s a Pleasure To Watch You Fall.
So Say Hi, To Satan For Me.
When Your Head Hits The Cement.
For I Admit I Got Some Anger Problems.
To Bad You Became A Underlining Product Of It.
Which Will Be Your Mistake In The End.

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10:54 Jan 27 2020
Times Read: 625

Didn't anyone tell you?

That the caution labels placed across my skin are here for a reason.

That the hazard tape wrapped around my heart is here to stay.

And the warning signs that stick out of my brain hold true.

Was told to take precautions but bluntly ignored them.

Now your left bruised and broken.

Because you couldn't take the advice to simply stay off limits.

To stray away from things that are harmful in nature.

It's not my fault that your now in critical condition.

Because you couldn't see that I'm a walking pollution.

An infestation that speaks poison.

A simple defected human being with no sense of common empathetic emotions.

But I understand.

Things that are of dangerous essence, are very attractive.

COMMENTS

BloodRoseX
15:53 Jan 27 2020

"Things that are of dangerous essence, are very attractive."

And I shall never learn. *shrugz*

IvysxHaven
19:32 Jan 27 2020

LOL...You have know Idea, nice seeing your writing.

18:31 Jan 26 2020
Times Read: 655

The light is going out, how close will It get this time?

The dark parts are creeping in as the light fades rapidly.

I wasn't prepared for this.

I never hoped it'd come to this.

My stability is wavering, and this overwhelming feeling is setting in.

A feeling far to familiar to ignore again.

I know what this is, I've felt this all before.

Someone come tell me things won't be how were before.

Just don't let me drown in the fear and sadness that comes with the blackness.

Because my light won't last for long in these conditions and emptiness.

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BloodRoseX
20:58 Jan 26 2020

*kisses his cheek*

15:59 Jan 26 2020
Times Read: 663

Even demons had lines they wouldn't cross, the Devil himself knew his limits. But I? God have mercy on anyone who dare test me. For I don't know when enough is enough.

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BloodRoseX
20:57 Jan 26 2020

I hope you find it in yourself. Our conscience can be our greatest foe.

08:32 Jan 26 2020
Times Read: 677

We’re the same my friend.

I may be “bad” for thinking this way now about morals and what would be considered “right” in the eyes of others.

But like I have said my friend, I’ve come to accept there is no difference or defining line to what is “right” and what is “wrong”.

Some people do the wrong things for the right reasons, and right thing for the wrong purpose.

My friend, once you discard those moral restraints that tell you to be the better person.

You’ll be what people are scared of most, someone exactly like me.

So why lay down on your back and let the same people harm you and yours?

Sometimes you gotta be the quote on quote bad guy, and greet violence with violence.

Nothing sends a clearer message than such.

So from one hate filled beast to another.

Remind them why not to fuck with you!

And let that animalistic side do what animals do best.

Let go of any rational thoughts and become a monster like me.

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BloodRoseX
10:39 Jan 26 2020

You have just made a very interesting case against your light. I don't think anyone on this plane of existence truly know if they are Light or Dark. We make a choice and keep trudging on, as masters of life.

Very nice!

19:53 Jan 25 2020
Times Read: 699

Black and White
There are no colors
Only red when his blade pierces flesh

A red rose in sight
Left for another
A call not in the form of request

Kills swift, no delight
He is no monster
With desires to prolong eternal rest

But it's black and white
There are no colors
No pleas will stop his quick death

Before so, he carves
A rose in the right arm
To let the next victim know

He's watching
Now as we speak
This warning is for them alone.

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07:46 Jan 25 2020
Times Read: 728

If only I knew this world was so cruel, but I've learned not all humans have a soul, not everyone knows how to be human so they are programmed by the television how to react how to respond and how to get used to cruelty and blood and fake emotions, a broken incomplete vessel with no genuine sense of right and wrong just a soulless shell feeding on the innocent one's around programming the next generation to be worse than the previous one disconnected from nature and what life once was.

survival of humanity each race against the clones that walk this earth clones that gave birth to living breathing abominations GMH once stood for give me hope not genetically modified humans and if there is such a thing as reincarnation I don't ever wanna return to this planet I'll pass on having live again through this torment called life this thing called love ain't worth it.

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BloodRoseX
08:06 Jan 25 2020

I share the same sentiment, MrMean. We are kindred souls.

06:25 Jan 24 2020
Times Read: 770

Invoke my name, from the deepest reaches of that gutral vocalization of pure torment.

I will hear thy pitches of sharp anguish in thy voice as it trembles for a forsaken god and creature born from the void.

Call my name, and I will come from the veil unforseen by mere sight.

A black winged beast mistaken for a hellish fiend.

I will rip thy grief away but in exchange.

I will eat the one who has caused thee to spiral into this state of emotional turmoil, if thee wished it to be true.

And if thee desires this person to come back into thy life style after consumption.

I shall come for thee, and devour thee whole.

For thy mindless self destruction and toxicity.

So invoke my name with cautionary contemplation, shall the consequences of regretfulness will come forth.

Or suffer beyond the threshold of a simple broken heart and lovers quaral.

Now all thee has to do is figure out my true name.

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BloodRoseX
10:16 Jan 24 2020

I love your honesty...

09:05 Jan 23 2020
Times Read: 801

What goes on in my head?
Step inside, look around
I might be calm when I'm dead
Until then I'm hell bound

Wear my shell like a gargoyle
But within I'm hard boiled

Beneath this mask of stone
Bequeathed to face this task alone
Dreams of clattering bones
Screams in glass shattering tones

This smile hides aces veiled
Eyes wide, faces pale
Helpless shapes
Mouths agape

Gasping for breath
Practically asking for death
Not so fast, make it last
Before cast to the depths

It's been a while since I've slept
Been compiling tears that they've wept
The figments of my haunted thoughts
Their pigments change as bodies rot

This solace I've sought
Forming volatile plots,
Has it all been for naught?
...But they hit the spot!
In such a tight knot I'm caught

The halls of my skull
I crawl into to mull
Welcome morbid horrors
Like morgue corridors

Any nightmare is fair game
To be a daydream all the same
But I can barely bear the shame
Of keeping it locked there in my brain
The beast that I'm too scared to tame
And there's no one to share to blame

COMMENTS

Earthgrinder
18:27 Jan 23 2020

🐾

BloodRoseX
06:59 Jan 24 2020

We are Sinners, babe. Bless us Father, for we are Sinners.

02:23 Jan 23 2020
Times Read: 811

I have dreamed as you have dreamed
Of the black river wounded by silence.
There is death in the tears I shed
At the banks eclipsed by lotus.
There is sadness in the lillies
Housing oblivions of dreams so fair.
A silent sunrise breeds no rays
Upon the melancholy of the waves.
And stones buried in the high grasses
Heave perfumes of forgotten days.
Like polished glass, the waters flow
With fell shadows like unto gore
Running below a surface
Garbed in the leaves that fall;
Cloaked in the mists that gather
From the cold of sapphire skies
In autumn’s kiss decayed.

COMMENTS

BloodRoseX
10:16 Jan 24 2020

Life, after all,is formed from filth. Lotus, lillies.... from filth. Just a word of caution from me to you: the readers do not like the truth being told. They will shut you up by threatening your life.

16:28 Jan 22 2020
Times Read: 827

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14:38 Jan 22 2020
Times Read: 833

veil of shadows cover over my eyes
as the ghost comes closer in disguise
chalice crashes dripping blood like wine
stalking silently behind curtain of lies
creature awaits in the darkness surprise
so ticks the grizzled hands of time
rip out my wings I don't to fly
wallowing in self pity let me die
I'm burning...hold the door...last in line

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BloodRoseX
07:01 Jan 24 2020

Life is overrated. I have gone through so much inner battles and survived ...but I know I'll lose the war.

14:19 Jan 22 2020
Times Read: 836

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12:01 Jan 22 2020
Times Read: 850

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00:56 Jan 22 2020
Times Read: 870

On the eve of All Hallows
The cusp of madness at the gallows
Remember to dismember
The plunderers and murderers

Lightning strikes and the full moon rises
Scientific atrocities and
Infernal madness strikes upon midnight
God will not bear witness to the damned
As I'm given life once again

And the stitches and itches
And all devils and witches
And madmen and rebels
Medical breakthroughs in sin
Against all mankind

Apocalyptic and cryptic
Yon the grave 'twixt vile triptychs
In madness so depraved
In pursuit of our sickness
Among all darkness

To hell with you and to hell with me
If I could just know love
I would make peace with everything

And when I wish
In dreams a chrysalis
Surrounds me in silent death
And blackest abyss

And I have seen the face of God
It's dead and gone beneath the fraud
The flight of ravens in the rain
Wrought in agony and bloodstained

She sees the thing she adores
It's not me but the ring she adorns
Betwitchment and malignant
You will know life as I know night

Celebrators shall bear witness as
Revelers dance to the macabre cairns
As I stalk the suite better left to death
Candles burn and vows whispered burn
I fucking choke the life from her

And the stitches and itches
And all devils and witches
And madmen and rebels
Medical breakthroughs in sin
Against all mankind

Apocalyptic and cryptic
Yon the grave 'twixt vile triptychs
In madness so depraved
In pursuit of our sickness
Among all darkness

To hell with you and to hell with me
If I could just know love
I would make peace with everything

And when I wish
In dreams a chrysalis
Surrounds me in silent death
And blackest abyss

And I have seen the face of God
It's dead and gone beneath the fraud
The flight of ravens in the rain
Wrought in agony and bloodstained

i have had revenge
and now she'll be mine
a love born from death
from death will come life

her beautiful scars
a map of torture
memories of flame
they haunt her daydreams

AND THEN SHE WAS GONE
SPIRITED AWAY BY A HYPOCRITE
BUT STILL I SEEK HER
IN THE BODIES OF THE TREACHEROUS MOB
BLUNGEONED AND HACKED
TO REST IN PIECES

And the stitches and itches
And all devils and witches
And madmen and rebels
Medical breakthroughs in sin
Against all mankind

Apocalyptic and cryptic
Yon the grave 'twixt vile triptychs
In madness so depraved
In pursuit of our sickness
Among all darkness

To hell with you and to hell with me
If I could just know love
I would make peace with everything

And when I wish
In dreams a chrysalis
Surrounds me in silent death
And blackest abyss

And I have seen the face of God
It's dead and gone beneath the fraud
The flight of ravens in the rain
Wrought in agony and bloodstained

I WILL HAVE MY REVENGE

COMMENTS

18:21 Jan 21 2020
Times Read: 915

Six hundred and sixty six necrophagous desecrators
Crawl like a phage to the page burning toward oblivion
To dance the macabre throes like writhing maggots before the flame
They suckle the grim sickle of the reaper six feet in the grave

Godless abominations reigning blood from lacerations
Blackened skies are eclipsing two gothic lovers' retreat
Where Lilith sought the heart of Jesus upon the altar
Decorated with desecrations of blood, bones and meat

i have come to the realization that the curse of love
is the beast of revelations

Adorned in constellations reserved only for the eyes of God
But He cannot see the grotesque truth for the forest of lies
That He wrought with the cruelest of intentions to hold power
Close to His breast possessed of incest that I detest and abhor

never been so close to perfection shrouded in decay
the nature of putrefaction

Thirteen million armageddons spread across the face of time
Beguiling the righteous who's fury burned the heart of will
Malice watched through her spyglass as Eve fellated and kissed
The tip of Lucifer's phallic monolith in the cold abyss

Witness the coming of Rome's bastard scions
To the fall of a man with delusions of grandeur
Break the walls of Zion and crown another voyeur
The anus of Mammon is awaiting your lips
To spread the beauty of wealth among the lepers
Pharaohs attest that it means nothing to clear ledgers
For it matters not to me if creation fails
Caligula's tomb shall be drenched in blood
And the Hell of the libertine's siphoned cum
From the murderous crows lamenting the rain
Secreted away on the wings of tragedy
We will walk with the slain to the flickering flame
And wash our hands in the basin of Bathory

And now we reach the point of no return
At the beginning of the end of everything
Here in the garden of the apocalypse
At the beginning of the end of everything

Or is it the end of the beginning?
principio ad finem
IT IS BEGINNING TO END
principio ad finem
IT IS BEGINNING....

...to end

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15:10 Jan 21 2020
Times Read: 955

I see your picture perfect face
Staring with such empty eyes
I HATE ALL THOSE FAKE SMILES
Offering only what you deny

I REACH OUT TO BE PUSHED AWAY
Laughed at and pissed off
AND FUCKED WITH BY HUMAN FILTH
nEvER meant tO Be aLiVE

i’m such an inconvenience

I cannot calm my tragedy
With so many nights of anarchy
Let us watch it go up in flames
And put a smile on that face

They say I am beyond the norm
When I laugh as I bleed you
I’VE SEEN THE WORST IN MAN
The throes of society, I eschew

PULL YOU CLOSER TO SEE DISGUST
Reflecting in eyes
FILLED WITH FEAR YOU CAN’T COMPREHEND
NeVEr meant To lEt YoU LiVE

tell me, why so serious?

I cannot calm my tragedy
With so many storms of anarchy
Let us watch it go up in flames
And put a smile on that fucking face

”I used to think that my life was a tragedy
But now I realize
It’s a fucking comedy.”

YOU CAN’T CARRY A TUNE
T O S A V E Y O U R L I F E

Crack a smile at my misery
With so many nights of anarchy
The joke’s on you go up in flames
And put a smile on that face

I CANNOT CALM MY TRAGEDY
WITH SO MANY STORMS OF ANARCHY
LET US WATCH IT GO UP IN FLAMES
AND PUT A SMILE ON THAT FUCKING FACE

”How about another joke?
What do you get when you cross a mentally ill loner with a SOCIETY THAT ABANDONS HIM AND TREATS HIM LIKE TRASH?
I'll tell you what you get!
YOU GET WHAT YOU FUCKING DESERVE!”

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