one step at a time, I'm leaving you behind. A mirror of our past, is now, only broken glass. I just watch, as you scramble to piece it together, I just wait till they falls through fingers. It's lyk facing the wind, trying to catch feathers.
I, just wanna be happy. But happys not with you. To many days, have been thrown away. And now I just can't smile when I think of you.
I, don't wanna be lonely. But here the silence, it's screaming out pain, and my heart, it no longer knows you. Each time that you walk away, your memory fades. And it becomes a little easier to live without you every day.
I can't stand broken bridges. I really can't, and if you know me you know that. I say things I don't mean, push people away way to fast in order to protect myself, and lay still and watch myself get hurt every single time. I've been lyk this most of my life. And even though some people think they caused it, or that it's there fault, it's not. I want to apologise to anyone I've ever hurt ever.Anyone I've forgotten along the way, Any friend who I slashed with harsh words. Any crush whos heart I pushed aside for years, for anyone I've gotten competitive with and left you broken, and any ex who thinks we're still ment to be. We're not, I promise you that. I know what my heart needs, and I'm done playing around in dream land. I've got in touch with reality and I can see how things are suppost to be. And with that I want to let all of you know, I'm sorry for what I've done. I hope you forgive me. Because no matter what I say, do, try to pretend I feel ... I miss you when your gone. Because I know there's something special about each and every person I've ever been close to, and that's why I love you. Because your special. And I just needed everyone to know how much you mean to me. Wheater we're talking or not.
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Frankie,
Ive known you for awhile, and Ive even adobted you as my own, because I love the person you are, me and you are similar in the same sence and I respect you for the way you are. I love you ms.muffin and nothing you do or say could ever change that, I know we dont talk alot anymore, but just know that you'll always be my daughter :)
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