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Okay so in my story thingy I have started to construct a story. It's gonna be alil different for my poetry forbidden. A little darker. Alittle more inpersonal. I'm already falling inlove with the storyline. It keeps even me guessing. Please give me feed back. I don't know, maybe it's just me. But I find it awesome. I hope I'm not the only one!!

I just wanted to say to you hun, that no man is worth your pain. You are to great to be left high and dry. So I just have to say that no matter who makes you feel worthless, there is always ten people who can counter that and tell you different. It is impossible not to love you. You are so freaking funny and so talented in writing. Plus you treat people so well. I know in my heart that there will ever be a moment where you will be completley alone because no matter what, I'm always going ro have your back cupcake. Even when boys get mean.



I promised before, I promise again.

Your an amazing friend, and I love you hun. Just don't let anyone bring you to thinking otherwise...or I'll beat them up :) plus I'm gonna mail you your stuffedd kitty!! And Mr. Wiggles can keeps you company forevers! :))

and and and all the people on the street are gonna look at you funny when you get the mail and open up a box and are holding a stuffed kitty. :))

lolz. I hope I made you smile AGAIN.

love ya cupcake :D

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PoeticHeart
05:53 Nov 28 2010

The mailman is gonna call the psych ward cause I am gonna be holding Mr.wiggles rolling on the ground laughing.

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Muffin15
05:56 Nov 28 2010

yay!!! :))

as long as I get to be in the sponge room next to yours, it's perfectly okay that your committed XD

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I try, so hard to love my mom. I know I'm lucky to have one.. But right now, I am so tired of feeling lyk I'm an idiot, wrong all the damn time. Nothing I love but Vince matters to her. I love that she lyks him but that's the only good thing about me.I have a boyfriend who can't knock me up cuz he lives so far away. She basically thinks I'm a whore. Wouldn't she shit if she new I was actually raped at 14. Wouldn't her jaw drop if she new I'm poppin bottles every chance I get because anything is better then knowing you'll never be good enough for your mother to care about your dreams. I'm getting so close to just running away... I feel so empty tonight I wish I was cold, I wish I didn't care that my mother would love nothing more then to use me, just lyk anyone else in her life. All I need is a few more low blows....and I betcha anything I'll be hoppin out that window. Doesn't matter where I go, just as long as I'm away from this place were every dream I've grasped to tightly to is torn apart at the seems, then burnt in her image. Some think they have it bad, and "hate the mom" I an honestly tell you, I hate my mom. I regret ever believing one day she might turn around. I simply give up. I can't do it anymore. That's all for today...

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PoeticHeart
03:19 Nov 22 2010

Oh dear.



This made me wanna cry. I'm always here babe.

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I have desided the next party I'm invited to in kentucky I will be going and picking up Daniel and kara. :]]



Because well, they are the shit. nuff' said :D





thank you, that is all.

For all of you playing god and bashign the name of people who are gay/lesbian/bisexual: God created everyone in his image, I am so tired of people telling my gay friends that they are going to hell. God loves everyone (even gay ones) equally. I don't care what anyone says. If you want to bitch about it, and pull out random peices of bullshit evidence go right ahead. I can turn it right back on you!! God is suppose to be the one to deside who is, and isn't going to hell, so are you trying to make yourself out to be god? I don't think so. Stop your judging and running your mouth. If people would consintrate more on where they are going, instead of everyone else maybe gods love wouldnt be missed up and made out to be so shady. This bullshit is pissing me off. ugh. Just know that maybe you should look at your own hands before you go and comment about the person next to you, you might just be suprised!



And thats the rant of the fucking day.

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PoeticHeart
00:03 Nov 19 2010

Halleujiah!!!

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Muffin15
00:13 Nov 19 2010

Damn stright :]

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MyArmyLife
00:24 Nov 19 2010

Okay, 1. God is the one who said that homosexuality is a sin and that they WOULD go to hell for it and 2. no one here bashes gays or lesbians or bi sexuals. Hello! Look around! Half of us are what you're talking about!

If you're going to talk about god, read your bible. I'm not even Christian and even I know about the shit... Jeez.

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Muffin15
00:33 Nov 19 2010

1. Its my journal, I'm venting.

2. I never said it was anyone here, again VENTING

3. I understand that, doesn't give anyone the right to tell anyone they are going to hell.

4. Honestly, no offence..but noone asked you.



But hey, thanks for the input :]

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PoeticHeart
01:22 Nov 19 2010

(not directed at you Franki, this is to the other person)



Ah but see this is where you need to do your reading. It was MOSES who wrote the books of the Law, which was SAID to have been inspired by God(according to fundelmentalist doctrine), but see this is where the problem comes up. If the ten commandments were inspired by God AND the books of the Law were inspired by God, then why does the ten commandments instruct us not to commit murder, yet the Law tells us in lots of places to kill people (i.e stoning to death)?



Explain that for me.



The above reason is why I have a hard time believeing the Bible to be inspired by God, not that I dont believe in Him, I just dont believe the Bible is fact for fact accurate.



Sorry for this huge comment.

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MyArmyLife
23:06 Nov 19 2010

*shrugs* I don't know all those answers. Just because it says something different doesn't mean I can explain it. It's just the way it is. At least, that's what I'm told anyway. I don't believe in God either, so join the club.

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Sometimes people really dissapoint me. Honestly fake people need to grow up and realise no matter, how real you think your disgirse is, it's just plastic, and no matter how many times you burn it and melt it down, It will STILL be plastic. Scars can't change who or what you are... Plastic is plastic, fake and breakable.

nuff said.