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Today in Studyhall I finished elcipse. I cried the last two chapters, but it was good :). I get to start Breaking dawn today ^-^ woot!

I get to go to flordia next year about threee weeks after graduation. A graduation gift from the vocal department? hehe ^-^ im excited. :)

soo today i was put in restricted studyhall for the quarter. it's not so bad... I'll be able to finish the twilight series before christmas. ^-^ hehe



my mom yelled at me for being lazy. she told me that if i didnt get a hold of the stupid teachers about the missing assignments, she'd do it herself... -.-



I want to move out on to my own. I know that will never happen, till I go to college... that's if i get in. -.- ill be lucky to average c's this semester. *sighs*



I want to move out of this stupid town and never look back... but that's not going to happen either... I have too many friends here that I care a lot about, I just can't forget them...



Life would be soo much easier if you lived here in huron. I have to say I hate your dad for moving you to a little town,to where i can't even see you cause it's too far away to walk... all i have to say is that I miss you terribly, and i wish you lived here.

Thank you Dillers for letting me borrow your books. ^-^ I greatly appreciate it. :) I wonder how long it would've taken me to realize that i would go insane not reading new moon. loll

Again I thank you. Thank you for trusting me with your books. XD I apericate it. ^-^

I finished New moon lastnight. I think i read it too fast cause i didnt really understand it... and i was kind of disappointed at the end... but other than that, it was good. :) Now I have to wait to get Eclipse cause mom told me to wait to go get it from Dylan. *sigh* ugh! it's just cold out and raining... that's all really... i could've handled the rain... -.- but no... i have to wait.

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PostInsanity
22:18 Oct 22 2008

If you keep reading the books this fast you'll finish the series before I do. =p

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MyBleedingReaction
22:55 Oct 23 2008

hehe

I just started Eclipse. 30 pages into it. :) I'm going to take my time reading it this time. :)

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Dylan borrowed me his new moon book, cause i was having reading withdrawls, and I enjoy it. :) I read a lot today, I want to finish the book tonight, but i wont have anything to read tomorrow. Maybe I should wait. hmm. I have 103 pages till I finish New Moon.

I get to go to Flordia next year for a vocal trip. ^-^ I'm quite excited. :) It's a week long, and lots of activities throughout the week. I'm excited for it. My mom said I could go, I need to do all the fundraising i can do. :) yayy! :) wish me luckkk :)

Soo today I finished reading twilight. It's an amazing book. I can't wait to read the books to follow. (:

kayy well I still like you. I dont think I could get over the fact that we dated, and then just broke up three weeks later. :( it sucked... I'm still single from that. :P hehe.

I secretly think the flame is still there between us, someone just needs to blow on it and make it bigger. My feelings for you are over the sky. and I'm afraid to tell you this because I dont know how you'll react to it... maybe it's a bad idea to say this in my journal... I dont know if you read it or not... = but I'm going to leave this entry in here for you to read it. :) If you do, please don't hate me. I'm afraid to get my heart broken again cause I cant tell my feelings.

when you tell me you love I can't help but actually think you do love me and mean it, like we were meant to be or something. When I tell you I love you, I mean it. Some day I hope we can get back together and put the pieces back together that were thrown onto the ground when we broke up... :( I love you. ♥

Sie ist Schwanger. Alles ändert sich jetzt...Ich verpasse das alte Sie, der weggehende von Ihnen, und mehr Lieben. Sie waren weniger um Leben ... besorgt, und jetzt sind Sie alle darin und alles Absorbiertes in der Schwangerschaft vertieft... Ich weiß, dass es das erste Mal Mutter-Bammel ist, aber es ist aufgelegt, dass ich Sie ... langsam verliere aber mich gerade erinnere, dass ich Sie noch liebe, und ich immer. Egal was zwischen uns geschieht.:)

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CaptainxChaos
02:38 Oct 15 2008

Wow. I can actually read some of that! lol

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Ariel got my letter today. ^-^ wooo!!! (:

Soo I started reading twilight yesterday. So far it's pretty good book. I'm only on chapter six, but I like it already. :)

soo I just finished reading Jeffree Star's blog on his myspace about five minutes ago. It was about gay rights and marriage. He strongly believes that gay marriage should be legal. I agree with him strongly, even though I'm not gay, I think it should be legal also. :) If two people of the same gender want to get married, then let them, dont deny their rights to get married because they're gay. My views on sexuality is someone has to be out and proud instead of being in and closed out of this world.... I wish I could vote this presidental election because I would vote for same sex marriage to be legal.

This year I am a senior in high school, and I wanted to start a gsa, gay straight alliance, in our school. I have asked my principal about three times about it, and all three times he has told me to think about it and get back to him. Well the last couple times I've tried, he hasn't responded, and now I'm just thinking of giving up... I secretly think he's a homophobe because if it was some other kind of club, he'd accept it in a snap of his fingers. Our school is wayy too homophobic also... Supposely one of my friends is a gothic faggot that does acid. -.- I sooo wanted to fucking punch that kid in the face for saying that... but that's okay... cause he actually admitted that he's afraid of homosexuals... so he's a homophobe also. -.- which pisses me off because there's nothing wrong with homosexuals and people of other sexualities. They are people too, and no matter what their sexuality is... they're human too. They're just not straight. If the whole world was straight, it would be quite boring... = Now there are people of different sexualities, the world isnt so boring.... but it's homophobic.... -.- Sooo yeahh I support people of different sexualities. :) It's love no matter what their sexuality is. (:

mom ordered my senior pictures, and the bill was $520.03. :| originally it was 580, but they took the $60 sitting fee off. :| i should be getting them in like 7 weeks. :)

today... has been freaking horrible. -.- i dont feel like explaining. but here it goes. my computer died. i was in the help desk for an hour. sam's depressed and being a damn baby. my teachers hate me. im a horrible person cause i dont tell sam what we're doing for lunch. my brother hit his head on the computer, almost needed stitches. and to top it off i got called fat and a bitch. wooo! goo me! -.-

soo today my friend got my letter, but it was ripped open. he didnt get the bracelet, and asked nicely when i send something other than paper, to send it in a bubble wrapped envelope.... -.- grr. heyy at least he got the letter. :)

according to my friend's brother's best friend Jeramy Dylan is a gothic faggot that does acid. and im supposely gay and im a freak. woo go freak!



and this all started when he asked me what vr was. :) and then we got into a heated discussion about it. and i ended up punching him in the arm twice...

damn monster ate my camera cord, but spit up my mom's. -.- grrr. on the contrary i got lots of videos from this weekend. ^-^

i had a good day today. ^-^ it was fun. i even got to take a nap. :| and that rarely happens, but i was pissed,so it did happen. :) yayy!

my senior pictures came in today. ^-^ im going to try to put them on myspace, idk though... :)

woo! today is our vocal concert. :) we're getting choir robes. ^-^

Today was relatively good. :) I told teresa that one day when i have the car and money, ill take her out for lunch. she thought was kind of crazy, but she said okay. :) yayy!!

now i have six pen pals. but only 3 that will actually stay in touch with me. :) thats okayy with me. :)

I have cleared my journal. (: now the entry number doesnt look weird. i had 195 entries in my personal entries. :) it was time to clear it. :)