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ok, got another commercial gripe...

Those Brinks - aka Broadview - commercials. Especially the one where the mother and daughter are outside and a burglar is stalking them. Then they go in for lunch and the burglar sees them putting the alarm on. He breaks in the door and the mother and daughter run upstairs... Have they not ever watched a scary movie? You NEVER go upstairs... UGH! Stupid burglar he could have gone in the house when they were outside and he could have hid in a closet, and stupid burglarized.... *chuckles* sorry...

I was just watching this device on a commercial called Jupiter Jack. It looks like cool if you want to look like you are a few french fries short of a happy meal. I say that because it looks like you are talking to yourself. Kind of like blue tooth devices, if its in your right ear the person on your left will think you are clinically insane and call the cops... That would be too funny (don't get me wrong, it is safer, but when you are talking to someone, even if they are sitting next to you, you are not giving 100% behind the wheel).. Why are people so stuck on cell phones? It's really pathetic, you can live without always having to talk to someone. It's like a little inanimate object got most people whipped... Oh well, I am sure someone who falls into the above category will bitch about this, but oh well... It's true and you know it.. Argue about this one, last time there was a bad storm the lights went out and did the blinking red thing, i stopped no one was coming, i start going and this damn bitch who was talking on her cell phone just kept going through the intersection at about 50... If I didn't slam on my brakes that would have been bad to say the least. I love people who say that won't happen to them cause they pay attention... Right.. That's what they all say...

I went to see Where the Wild Things Are and The Vampire's Assistant. I was very disappointed in WtWTA. I was kinda hoping it would be like a Labyrinth type of movie... That little kid needed to be smacked around a bit.. LOL... If I knew how it was going to be, I never would have gone to see it.

Now, Vampire Assistant was excellent. I never read the book, so I can't gripe (though I just bought it). I really enjoyed it... It is open for a next movie.. I hope they do create another one, but I am not sure since the theater wasn't full so I am worried they won't get enough of money to do a second one... I went to Borders, and got Fade Out by Rachel Caine and Cirque du Freak 1, 2, 3, 4, 6... (of course they never have FULL sets out on the shelf, so as soon as I hit SUBMIT ENTRY, I will go to borders.com and buy the 5th one) That's all for now... *waves*

the tears threaten to fall from my eyes

i have to be strong, only the weak cry.

Everyone leaves, no one ever stays.

The hurt SHOULD lessen day after day.

It never does, I walk around in a haze.

The sadness engulfs my very soul

Easier to be alone, no one at all.

At times like this it hurts so much

generally i like the quiet, and such

but I am just scared. Scared to die alone

Scared to let my heart be shone.

Conflicted and scared, can't trust none.

One after another, I quit; I'm done.

I want to trust, I want to be loved and to love,

but the fear out wins in droves.

I am a pathetic waste of space

I wish I was normal, not a mental case.

I wish I could love without driving them away

I am afraid of being left alone, though i like it that way.

So many contradictions, wish I could stop thinking

Everyday I go on, the hope continues sinking.

There are days I want nothing but the end

Lately more often then not, I wish I were dead.

10/23/09 (c) lissateka



Not my best, but I just had to write something. I am hurting majorly. Good thing I am not suicidal. I have been conditioned for some time, and I am used to this feeling of emptiness and hurting, but tonight it's worse then usual so I needed to relieve a bit of pent up angst and hopefully ease up my headache which in both cases it's really not working this time....

Tonight was the last night I had to give my dog injections... I am very happy about that. Pit Bulls are very hardy dogs... Every injection she was wagging her tail, didn't try to pull away or flinch or anything! She is the best dog in the universe, even the vet likes dealing with her... She is fully over her pneumonia and is doing amazingly well... Everything is copacetic.. YAY

If anyone here goes to Brookfield Zoo, DON'T. Not for a few months at least. I went there yesterday and everything was closed! The bears weren't out, the elephants, hippos, rhinos were closed off, no zebras, the orangutan was gone, no zebras, the giraffes were in this small ass enclosure... The kicker was they charged the same price! grrrrrrrr.. That really sucked... :( Oh well, probably won't go for at least a year :(

Ok, even though a prick on here rated me a 1, I am still in a good mood....



I found the program to convert wmv movies to a DVD. I have had these movies on my computer for months, and now I can finally put them on a DVD



WOOHOO