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i have been on a few diffrent places and this one is by far the best the people and the place itself is great thank you everyone for the kind words and all the welcome and what nots

11:10 in the am of course

i have stood hear for the last two hours or so and watched the cops go through all my shit.

why that is a good question one that i asked them my self. it seems an old associate who i havent seen let alone talked too for many years got him self into some

dire strights and long tail short gave up someone.

NEWDEATHSENSATION2316 is not just some name i use lightly it is one i chose on the day of my rebirth.

the day michael died and i was born no longer do i let things control me. i chose this path just as i chose the other path i once walked. i can not help the fact he did not. i have not been inocent in all this not by anymeans.

i have however givin up the the field of "work" i or we once did. i see no point in him giving information on things he knows nothing about. as well as things thank the godess they can no longer do anything about.***********************befor i go on i am well aware of "karma" and the fact that all the "wrongs"

i'v done have a way of coming back three fold*************why is all i was wondering why would one try and dragg someone else down into the depth of their weakness?

i have had a very very tring year my ex wife left me when i went to rehab we where togather for 13 years

married for 9 and a half years.

i only get my two kids maybe every other weekend .

i am not too sure how much more i can take ???

as above so below

so mote it be

i have written the start of my fate now all i can do is watch as the last few chapters unfold befor

me.....

sleep it seem is mad at me these last couple of nights.

not too sure what i could have done to make her angery at me ???

i loath this thing called insomnia.

on the other hand sleep depravation and my art work seem to get along great hmmm i will use this to my advantage then .i will post any new art in my portfolio

so if you would like to see it stop by ..

duh i'm assuming anyone would read this oh well one can hope?!!.

MY BELIFES VARY LARGLY FROM MOST OTHERS.

SO I WILL TRY AND FIND THE WORD TO EXPLIAN THEM AS WELL AS I CAN.

1. FUCK EM IF THEY ARNT A GOOD FRIEND, MOST WILL JUST TAKE & TAKE ....

2. ALWAY KEEP ONE EYE ON YOUR ENIMES,AND TWO HANDS ON YOUR SWORD.

3.I DIDN'T CHOSSE THIS DARK PATH TO MAKE FRIENDS FUCK THE CLOSED MINDED AND IGNORATE I HAVE NO TIME TO EXPLAIN TO THOSE WHO DO NOT WISH TO TRULY LEARN..!!!

4.ALWAY YES ALWAY BE RESPECTFULL OF THINGS YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT LEARN AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THEN MAKE A DECISION. A HASTY MIND IS USALY THE DEAD KIND!!!

"AS ABOVE SO BELOW"

"NOTHING IS FOREVER JUST IMMORTAL"

father bitch, nephew shitter,aunt damnit.

what is in the air today the twilight hour is almost near.

time to wake up and shake off the chill.

throw on what ever you can find.

it will shortly be that sweetess hour.

the day is old the night is filled with a full moon.

all i want is to make you swoon.

bleed out and die soon!!!!!!!

TOO LONG I'V BEEN AWAKE.

THE SUN IS FIANELY GOING AWAY.

MAYBE WHEN SHE GETS HOME IN THE AM.

I'LL TRY THIS CURSED THING CALLED SLEEP!





WELL AT LEAST I WOUN'T SKIP THE BULLSHIT

STAY IN THE FLOW OR SWIM

FUCK IT

WHO CARES

I THOUGHT I DID AT ONE TIME BUT FUCK IT

I'V TAKEN THE HIT

NO MORE CARES FOR AT LEAST A SECOND

~itch itch ~

~sniffel sniffel~

one more spoon mother bitch son of a fucker.

i'v gotta go need to call uummmm a buddy about the new horse he just bought latter!!!!!!!

yet one more fucking day i'v made it through this is getting old. when is this ride gonna end? one mor round ?a million more ? stop this world destroy all that oppose the rise of the new world order!!!!

"AS ABOVE SO BELOW"

the pagan fires burn through the night blackness my whore,i bleed the light i know my time is coming soon.

miles of bone lay on the ground in remembrance of warmth would you shit on me?

i am the new corpse paling beneath the shade tree.

you can't give me what i need.

picking at scabs with ambition to bleed .

the war machine moves forward lifeless.

we feed larvae with the blood of our martyrs.

we burn the flames of the funeral carnival.

i am death waking up in a coffin.

i eat the eyes and pray to see the emptiness inside of me.

i eat the brain and pray to know the anarchy of fallen angles.

i want to be the enemy,the hero is dead.

i put the newest hole in his head,bleed for me.

we were born dead falling chunks of flesh.

ejaculating sickness,shit lord,scum god swallow me whole.

i am death waking up in a coffin ,you'r new corpse is beauty dying on the inside.

I'V SAT HERE IN THE DARK ALL DAY AND THOUGHT WHAT THE HELL IS THIS TORMENT EVER GOING TO STOP THEN I SAID FUCK IT I NO LONGER CARE I STOPED DOING THAT A LONG TIME AGO OH WELL TIME FOR ANOTHER HIT THEN I'LL BE ALRIGHT AGIAN