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I can't figure out if i miss him or the idea of him. and what's worse is it's not my x fiance or the current but the one before who cheated and left me in the dust, I'm smarter than to beg back into his life mainly because i can't beg and refuse in life. Sometimes I realize that just because I'm ready to settle down doesn't mean that i should be ready to settle down with the first option. and that even though i'll wait i'll find someone