I can't understand, what's going on in this world?
I can't understand what's going through your head?
I can't understand, why its had to end this way?
I can't understand why you would break our hearts?
I can't understand, whats going though my head.
I can't understand anything anymore.
I can't understand, why you couldn't see what this would do to me.
I can't understand what you were so scared of future.
I can't understand this pain because of everything that is happen.
i can't understand this love we felt. until that day you went away.
i can't understand why u had to die.
I can't understand why no one understand what u ment to me.
I can't understand. I just can't
crying eyes your dreams slipped away. a hurting feeling no one saw. heart aching for someone to help. but you never trunned to anyone. U were ur pain like a heavy cloak.
My heart is aching
my nerves are shot
my body is trembling
anger and fear
scared of all this bullshit
pulling you away
never know
what will happen next.
Trying my hardest
trying like everything dependng on it.
but i keep failing.
as a wife, as a step mother
help by no one
who hears my crys
dreams of you walking away
away forever
never know what tomorrow will bring
I wish this was different
i wish you could see everything that is happening to me
Why i'm changing
why i'm fading
why i feel like i am dying.
I wish you were here
i wish you could see my tears
i wish you could save me from this place.
I wish I could see your face
I wish my heat would stop beaking everytime i read your letters
I wish you could hold me at night
I wish you could hold me on this cold night
I wish you never left
I wish it was time for you to come home
I wish this stress would go away
i wish you could help me with all that is going on.
I wish you could keep these nightmares at bay.
I wish everything was the same
i wish you were here
i wish you could see me
I wishi didnt feel like i am dying inside.
I dont know how much more
of this i can take
My heart is screaming
my mind is driving me insane
everything still the same
except your not here
angery words
crying eyes
tempers falling
SCREAMS!
broken dreams
I dont know how much more
my baby can take
Hair pulling
eye scratching
stress!
fighting fighting
I can't get away
teeth grinding
dish throwing
neverous breakdown.
End of the week
All is calm
scary dreams
turns into teary nights
Sad long days
missing you in everyway
No reason why
you decided to give up and die
Looking around
It's so empty
Not seeing your face
Your locker is empty now
Your chair is still there.
I turn to lookat you
when i remember
I start to cry
Seeing our old friends and everything falls silent
we stand there looking as if the world came to an end.
Look around, everything is so sad.
What I wouldn't do to see your face walking down these halls
Happy days seem to be so far away
Everything haunting me
Could I have done something to save?
In the end, I just sigh and start to cry.
Oh, how we miss you so.
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