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I guess that many like me feels alone sometimes even when people is around. I have now been alone for about 2 weeks without any human contact at all. Sure I have talked to some but that isn't the same as sitting down with someone that you trust, that you love...



I have thought about taking my life, but Lilys father is coming to visit her. And she would kill me if I made her father sad.



Why can't I just die? My master dosen't want me to die, my sister would kill me, but I feel that they don't understand how hard it is for me to be good, to think of others before myself. I am almost dead inside, but I can't take the final step... they haven't seen it yet and I think that they only will know because of what I am writing here, now....



I really want to die...