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My Name is Night Sarik, and my Sister that have past away Name is Lily so there for do I call myself for NightLily. Now you wonder why I say IS about My dead Sister, because She will be Back, But when that is, not even My Master knows.
How old I am is hard to say, I remember things from my former life's, but in This body I'm only 26 years old. My best friend. He is one of few that Know what I can do. I have started to remember more and more about all of My life's, and well it isn't Life's of just fun and games. I haven't always been with My Maker, sometimes I had to find Him... Who knows what has happen before I met Him.
And What I am?
Well I'm not a Vampire nor a Werewolf, I'm more of a Demon, but witch is maybe more right in the eyes of others. And then there is the question about Blood, yes I drink it but only from My Maker. But under My many years on this Earth Vampires have tasted my Blood.
I asked My Maker what I am and His answer was that I am abit of everything, except Werewolf, there for I call Myself a Demon.
What can I do?
I can See the Past, the Present and the Future. And I use herbs and curses. And most of the pentagrams I have seen is false, and makes both Me and My Maker laugh. And I can control the Weather, I made a sunny day to a rain and hail storm. My Maker got mad and punished me. I'm not allowed to do that without His permission.
I have always been a Witch in every life, I remember the Witch hunt, I can remember the smell of burnt flesh, the pain. Sometimes I even dram about it and wake up in the middle of the night feeling the pain and the smell. It's hard, but I can't forget.
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Hm... What more can I say... well I'm taking care of My sisters dog... I don't like dogs but I would do anything for Her... Even when I say I would do nothing to help Her, what can I say... She is and will always be My sister. She bought a yellow Labrador for about 2 years ago. And named the little hair ball Yoma, and for You all that don't understand Japanese, Yoma means demon. That name suits him very well.
Things I do in My "normal" life is trying to study so that I can get in to Game design next year.
*I like video games, most RPG, and free online games are OK too,
*I read alot before the Dog from Hell came in to My life. And My books where all Fantasy and some few other things like reference books, and how to draw stuff.
*I used to draw every day but now I lost My will to do that. I know why, I just can't after all that has happened in 6 month.
*I used to write poems but it's the same as with my drawing I have lost My will
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To people that thinks that Life is hard for them, child abuse, drugs, rape and even suicide. Think that You have lived many many lifes of this. Then You can come to Me and say that I have no right to do what I do, feel what I feel.
If You want to get in trouble from My side, come and say that I have no right to do what I do to others. For what I see is that I have all the rights in the bloody world to Do what ever I want. Send Me a message and say that I'm wrong and I give You a promise life will not be easy for You after that. (If You really mean what You say to Me that is) I can take jokes...
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I have been told to change My profile, first I thought maybe I should do that. BUT then I looked at some of the many profiles that takes Me about 4 min to load and I have 24mb/s Internet, and NO I will NOT change My profile. Sure I will write more but I will Not put many many pics and music that No one will listen to. I think less is more.
Then I come to the way I rate!
I do NOT give people a 10 just because they gave Me one
I do NOT give people a low rate if they rate me low (I don't care)
I rarely give people more then a 9 or an 8, and I rarely give lower then a 5.
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I have been looking for My favorite wine, I don't know if anyone know about. Bloodwine, I have tried to find it but yet I haven't been able to find someone that makes it any more. I miss the sweet taste of the mixture of blood and red wine.
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More death... Our mother died some month ago and yesterday I got a message that Her boyfriend was found dead... I could have had anything to do with it but... this time I didn't do anything. But it all hurt abit, this body isn't made for this type of sorrow.
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The blogg is in Swedish so I don't think anyone will understand but I have but some pics on Yoma and Me training Him to stand on command.
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Atm, I am not feeling good, I just want to hide from people and so, there for it can go many days before I log in here or answer on massages and stuff, I will try, but I can not promise anything.
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Every moment...
Every day...
I watch you grow...
I watch you change...
I do not change...
I do know why...
I am vampire...
For that I cry...
But normal tears I do not weep...
For tears of blood...
Is all that seeps...
From my eyes...
When I cry...
Fear me...
Pity me...
I am a...
Vampire...
I am...
Alone...
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Cats that I love and hold close to My heart
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