I'm getting tired of dealing with older as "grown" folk who can't find their way out of damn paper bag. Rant over.
xo
nubnub
Greetings:
Unless we plan on meeting face to face with offline communication, do not send me any request to join any mentorships. Thank you.
nubia
What's the point of rating profiles? Yes I read the manual and still don't care. Do I get something free? Do I get a cookie? I find it a bit of a waste for me. It's just my view. Do what makes you wet or hard. I really don't care. I'm here to learn and grow. Keep the games for yourself. I'm still learning my way around this poorly laid out website and trying to figure out is this a cross between a nightmare of facebook or myspace...IJS
I am not to be played with. I have a gift. I was born on a red moon heavy in the sky. My roots come deeply from the south where moss hang like ghosts in the trees and eyes watch your every move.
Too many weak as motherfuckers want to step to me with their bullshit. I'm an empath and know the ways of the spirits. I'm not a vampyre because the shit is cute or fashionable or I want to run my way fucking through the coven or house. I'm a vampyre because this is a painful gift and a beautiful curse. I experience mental and emotional pain in some form every day. I take the hurt and give it away.
I feed spiritualyl, emotionally, and physically. I am blessed. People ask me if I follow the Black Veil or Strogi Vii. I am neither. For these readings and those beliefs of what man has created are not my ways, beliefs, walks, or how I think.
This is not to say that I disrespect any of the writings and teachings. I have read and listened. I am my own creation. I am vampyre, ghost, and spirit all in one. I am the one of many that hangs from the trees and my eyes are watching *you*.
Please understand that this isn't my lifestyle nor does my pussy get wet putting on a "show" for people. To know me is to understand. I seek only the truth. I'm brutally honest, don't take shit, and will put you in your "lord" or "lady" place if some choose to step to me with some bullshit.
I value deep respect, love, honor, and integrity. If you don't embody any of these regardless if you are Black Veil or Strogi Vii, then I bid you a respectful get the fuck lost.
Can someone please come and wake me up?
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What should I poke you with?
A sharp dirty knife!!
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Anyone who participates on a fetish website purely for the shock value or just because they think it's cool are blatant wannabes. Real fetishes don't have to research particular fetishes because they want to act "authentic". Real fetishes think and act and dress the way they do because that's what makes them comfortable; it's what they are. It is a natural attraction for them. They didn't see a photo or watch a movie and say "Yeah, that's how i want people to see me". If someone is drawn to a fetish website because that is a place where they are comfortable and can find people of like minds and interests, they are empowered, not diminished. The posers that join fetish sites diminish the reputation of the fetish site.
My Response
Last year I help found a kink group. I left the group for personal reasons, yet I returned to assist the new group owner and leader. Our kink group is very popular. We are on a fetish website and we have over 150 members. We throw parties and do event activities.
I have a profile separate from this profile. I do enjoy BDSM. I have been in two D/s relationships, I have play partners, and I have done some bondage. However, I do not mix the two socially. My kink family is not aware of who I am. They will not read anything on my kink profile about my vamyrism and the same goes for here.
There is nothing wrong with being kinky and being a vampyre, nothing at all. However, I don’t play dress up and I don’t play with makeup.
Yes, I do things that are aesthetically pleasing to who I am, without coming off as a fairytale, make believe, or movie theatrics. Too me that’s when what or who I become is diminished and it’s more about the fashion and makeup than walking in this life as a vampyre. I know that sounds judgmental, but it is.
True Story
He wanted me right then and there. He knows I'm shy and I don't like showing my body to him unless it's done so in a dark and confined space. Why are the fucking lights on? I hate it when he does this. Yet he is my Sire, my lover, brother, and the reason I'm here today. He wants his pussy presented to him in the same way he took me the first time. I hated it then but loved it when he took control of my mind then my body.
I do as he ask, because as his concubine refusing him access to his body will only cause punishment of the worst kind. His silence is deadly and he knows how to ignore me until I'm hysterical with tears and then laughs at me. He calls me his silly little girl, wipes away the tears and kisses my forehead. He breaks me down and builds me back up; which is why I hate him with so much love.
We have learned to be friends and quaint lovers, but the bond is deeper as he was my first taste. So to you Sire until there is another so brave to take me; I FUCKING HATE YOU WITH LOVE...
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