Finally doing better on metal gear online. I now have about 500 kills, 600 deaths and 400 of my kills were head shots. I found a gun with minimal recoil so the bullets actually go where i point them. hahaha So far i've been able to kill up to 4 consecutive people before being killed.
I still can't get the CQC (Close Quarters Combat) down though. I got one guy in a hold and was trying to knock him out but i think i ended up raping him instead. hahaha I was experimenting with the buttons and i kept pushing the guy to the floor and picking him back up, did this like 5 times, then i laid him on the ground and actually got on top of him. Then picked him up again and finally slammed him on the ground and shot him because what i was doing just wasn't working and making the whole room feel awkward.
I did have one great CQC encounter though. This soldier had one of my teammates pined down. I snuck behind him, got him in a hold and my teammate shot him in the head. Yay teamwork!
I mastered the stealth element of the game though. I'm actually able to sneak all the way into enemy lines and kill their snipers from behind. Them i'm able to hold the area down to ensure no more snipers can use that position for a while. It's turned the tide of battle on multiple occasions.
This one time it was like a movie. hahaha I was making my way to the enemy's sniper position, using these destroyed buildings for cover. A few enemy soldiers started running out into the open and i hid in the shadows. A squad of my team started shooting at the enemies and while they were all fighting i got on the ground and started rolling across the streets until i got to the alley way. Then i got up and made my way along the wall. Two soldiers from my team were sneaking as well but got seen and were killed. The second body fell through a window into a building though ahd when the enemy soldiers started scanning the area i played dead near the first corps so they didn't notice me. When they left i got up and made my way to the roof of the sniper building where i used a CQC hold on the first sniper and pushed him off the roof. Then i used a tranquilizer on the econd and proceeded to stab him in the face. Then i set a claymore landmine at the entrance so the next enemy to come up got hit and was sent flying off the building. hahaha i finally died after killing 5 soldiers and running out of ammo.
I've also single-handedly stopped enemy squads from advancing because they weren't sure where the shots were comng from. It's like, all of a sudden the poin tman is shot in the head and the flank man is shot in the head and the remaining two soldier take cover.
This one soldier and i did a coordinated defense of this one street. He was firing from the window and when he had to reload i took his place and kept the soldiers pinned down, managed to kill the two who were rushing forward. Then when i had to reload he took the position and did the same thing. The rest of our team stormed in and secured the area and the soldier i was we saluted each other before going our separate ways. hahaha
This other time one of the enemy soldiers got one of ours in a CQC hold and was using the body as a shield while he moved to cover. I shot the gun in the head from a reef top on the far side of the level. i was like the guardian angel for my team during that level. Saved the asses of my teammates multiple times during that fight.
And i'm finally started to get kill counts higher than my death rate which is awesome!!!
I love that freakin cardboard box. hahaha It's helped me sneak into places so many times. And it's helped me get the drop on unsuspecting enemy soldiers as well.
I'm trying to model my character after the PMC soldiers in the real game because i really like how they look. So far it's no where near what they look like but i'm working on it. I gotta buy the cloths with "reward points" so it's gonna take forever. hahaha It will be worth it though since no one looks like them online i'll have a really unique character.
That's one more game i can add to my collection of beaten games! I've now mastered the whole Silent Hill series! I actually enjoyed myself more with the 1st one then i thought i would. You can make Harry run into walls so when i got frustrated i made him beat his head against a wall for a few minuets. hahaha
I started off the game running around the town trying to get used to the controls and adapt to the shitty graphics. During this time the flying monsters amused themselves by periodically flying circles around me and bitch slapping me. One of them even hit me in the back of the head, circled the block and did it again. hahaha I did finally figure out how to dodge them though - by running in all directions like i'm drunk! The monster gets so confused it just kinda hovers there looking at me like "are you...ok...?"
The dog monsters were both easy to kill and easy to dodge so i just kinda did circles around them and went on my way.
I was happy as hell to get to the school though. School means enclosed areas where i can actually kill things without them flying around me doing figure-eights. I found myself sprinting like a mad man to the school's entrance, which is the complete opposite of what i do in real life. Unfortunately though the monsters inside the school weren't much better than the ones outside. I swear they are knife wielding midgets! They're like half your size and when they get close to you they jab a sharp knife into your shin. Harry even screams and you gotta shake it off before it kills you. I learned that the best thing to do with these things is to keep them at arms length - with a crowbar! More like a length of pipe but whatever.
Thankfully i remembered exactly what to do in the school so everything moved like clockwork. It was like - go here, pick this up, push the buttons in this order, no need to read the hint i already know what to do, run here, kill this, jump over here and we are done!" Finished the whole part in like 20 minuets. Then it was off to more running around the town! Finally got to a hospital with something that actually, slightly freaked me out. There is an elevator with buttons for the basement, 1st, 2nd and 3rd floors. All doors on the 2nd and 3rd are broken though so there's no access. When you're on the 3rd floor and you re-enter the elevator there is suddenly a button for a 4th floor, but the hospital only has 3 floors. Like all silent hill games the hospital is full of demented nurses and doctors who are just as stab happy as the midgets only these guys are normal size. This one time i was being passed around by a ground of nurses. One would stab he, Harry would push her off and then the one behind me would stab me and the cycle would repeat. I eventually had enough, said fuck it and pulled out my shotgun. From then on it was like monster pest control.
All the guns in this game are recoil-less. Wish they were really that way. and somehow a sawed off shotgun holds 6 shells and fires rapid fire. hahaha
Some of the riddles in this game try to confuse people. hahaha they are laughably easy but some details are misleading. Like there was one riddle that kept making Alice in Wonderland references but Alice in Wonderland had absolutely no part in solving the riddle. The riddle itself was a color matching puzzle. The riddle could have been solved just as easily had you never even heard of Alice and her drug habits. hahaha
I mose have royally fucked up something in the game because i got the absolute worst ending you could get. Literally everyone dies. Kawfman gets mauled, Cybil gets about 20 slug rounds to the chest and about 100 puncture wounds from my knife, in my defense it was self defense. You know, how is it that she can survive my entire store of shotgun shells but a single pistol whip from her can kill Harry if he's not at full health? Daliha gets electrocuted and/or set on fire, Alessa gets about 50 pistol rounds to the face and Harry apparently was already dead.
Oh, another thing i don't quite understand. How in the hell did they bring Dahlia back in the 3rd game after she is crispy fried by the Silent Hill God? Did the makers of the game just pretend she stepped out of the way? Even on the good ending she is hit with enough electricity to set her on fire yet in the 3rd game she shows up without even a burn to try to resurrect the same damn god that already tried to kill her! Clearly that god just wants to be left the hell alone, that's why he kills her yet again in the 3rd game, should have learned your lesson the first time bitch. hahaha
I downloaded the original Silent Hill game and while playing it i realized something. As the graphics get worse the difficulty gets harder! Way fucking harder! I died not even 10 minuets into the game by some flying...thingy. It was doing circled around me and occasionally bitch slapped me while i was trying to get a shot at it. The thing was just toying with me and it killed me, and it was only the second monster i found. hahaha I guess the game has more of an emphasis on avoiding combat, kinda like what the remake was trying to do because trying to fight these fuckers is hazardous to your health. hahaha
The graphics aren't too horrible either. I mean you can see the pixels resting on each other and everything looks kinda grainy like you're playing the game through a filter but i can tel what everything is. The bad graphics actually makes the blood looks more disgusting too. When you see a corps it kinda leaves it up to your imagination when you're trying to determine if the bloody object next to the corps is it's organs hanging out or a hunk of flesh. hahaha
The speech is as choppy as i remember it though...ugh...It's not horrible but fuck is it stiff. hahaha
It still has the feeling of a deserted town though which is nice, i just hope my future silent hill dreams aren't gonna be in a poor quality town or i'm gonna sue.
Finally beat Metal Gear 4, again. This journal is just gonna be a disorganized review of the game, not that anyone gives a shit but i'm hyped up so i don't give a damn. hahaha
Ok, let's see my overall score...or the credits could keep going......and going, holy crap. How many people did they have on the freakin payroll? Music's good though. Not the opening credit song but the one after. If i could i'd shoot he girl who's singing the first one. all she's doing is repeating the same verse over and over and over and over...*shudders*. Are the credits finally over......no......oh now they're onto the music portion.....i haven't even heard half of these songs. finally!!!!!!
ok, my final game stats are.....
Total play time - 20 hours, 8 minuets, 36 seconds
Deaths - 3,
Alert phases - 15....
Kills - 220
Flashbacks watched - 180
Weapons procured - 40
Healing items used - 20
and no special items used
Earned title of - Eagle!
To be fair 5 of those alerts were during the first boss fight when the damn soldiers were roaming around the place. I wanted to have fun with the CQC so i kept taking them hostage and shooting their friends. hahaha The rest of the alerts were from rookie mistakes every so often. For the most part though i got through the game without being detected.
1 death was from the final boss, the other was from...oh, the beginning. Got scene right from the start and just let myself die out of shame. hahaha
The 3rd one was actually funny. I was tailing this guy on the 3rd act and was crawling along in the street while the guy was walking on the sidewalk. Then a truck comes around the corner and is driving full speed right at me, i had just enough time to look up and say "holy shit!" before getting run over. hahaha
I love this game, i love this series! hahaha It's what got me into video games back with the PSX and is what i used to begin my writing. Every single one of these games is like an action movie mixed in with a sneaking game. Absolutely perfect! Probably gonna play the game again once i finish this journal. hahaha
I was telling my friend Jon about the stuff i did earlier. I taught him about how to sneak in real life and in video games so we sorta compete with each other. On the 3rd act you're supposed to tail these rebel spies through a city on quarantine. Jon always switched from Snake's civilian cloths to the sneaking suite because of how easy it made sneaking but because i was curious i stayed in the civilian cloths for as long as i could, which was until the patrol trucks started coming. I even got through the level without killing anyone thanks to a tranq pistol. There were a few moments though that i was scared shitless. hahaha Like when i had to sneak right behind a squad of PMC soldiers or when the helicopter was unloading PMC commandos and i had to move around the area's cover while praying no one saw and shot the guy i was tailing. hahaha I manage to do it though, now i just gotta hope i can pull it off again when jon watches because that's the only way he'll believe me. hahaha
The last act was kinda fun. The first time i played it, over jon's house he got stuck at the beginning of that part. He kept getting seen and couldn't get the watertight door open thanks to the enemies shooting him. hahaha I snuck through the whole area and got the door open in under 2 minuets and he just looks at me and says "I hate you." hahaha Dd that again on my own file, only had to kill one soldier because she got a little too curious.
My favorite part of this game was the first act. I always love using what i know about sneaking while in a war zone so i love playing through an area where that is the intended goal. I know you can very easily just gun your way through and i know most unskilled players do that but it takes the fun out of it. I did kill a lot of PMC troops but i managed to get through there without being detected so to them it just looked like a rebel got off a lucky shot...several hundred times. hahaha
Think i'll have another go at the online so i can stop rambling and get back to the action. hahaha
Damn the ps3 is awesome! It has video games from the ps1 for download. I actually found Wild Arms 2 in the list, it's the only wild arms game i haven't beaten because the disc broke on me and now i have another chance! hahaha I might get syphenfilter 3 as well because if i remember right, i had fun with that game. hahaha maybe tomb raider 3 too....i can't remember which games i enjoyed and which ones i utterly despised so i'm kinda gambling with my money. hahaha I loved wild arms so i'm glad as hell to be able to play the second again, even if the graphics suck ass. for being an old game wild arms takes forever to freakin download.
metal gear is the only game where every single cut-scene is long enough to put my computer on Stand By. hahaha
my dad is weird. hahaha my dad came into the room while i was playing metal gear and saw the fight scene between Raiden and Vamp and for some reason was disgusted. Felt the need to remind me that it was "only a game" to which i replied "no shit." Of course someone's not really gonna come back to life after being shot in the head and impaled but it doesn't stop it from being cool to watch. Still can't believe that after all these years they still think i don't know the difference between video games and real life. I know i think differently but c'mon i'm not retarded.
I don't know why it's doing this but the battery pack for my laptop keeps making this clicking noise. Been doing it all day. I unplugged it, aired it out, let it sit in a cool spot but the thing overheats and "clicks" no matter what i do. I think it's a power short somehow bu i hate no idea how to fix it. To be honest i don't know if it's harmless or not either. I'm assuming it's bad but aside from the noise being annoying nothing's happened. Hope the damn thing doesn't catch fire or anything because it is HOT!!!
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You can either get subwoofer feet. which are these littel rubber feet that sit on the bottom of home audio subwoofers, to help keep it lifted off the surface you are currently working on...or you can go out and get the fan plates they have for laptops. its a flat sheet of 1-3 fans depending on your price range. it helps with the over heating. but that is a common problem that i have found...especially dealing with toshiba laptops. just a few helpful hints *wink*
Finally got Metal Gear 4, which completes my Metal Gear collection! I now own every single damn one of those games!
Surprisingly though I haven't even touched the single player, been trying to play online. Trying and failing. It's insanely hard for new players to grasp and most people are so high up in level and as given me a massive headache but i'm enjoying myself, some how. hahaha I haven't gotten many kills at all. In total i've killed 21 and died 147 times. hahaha People are so fucking quick on the draw it's insane. It's like as soon as you see someone, no matter how far away they are they shoot you in the head before you can even aim your weapon. Still haven't figured out how in the hell that's possible but it's what's been happening. hahaha
The kills that i did get were awesome though! For instance i was stalking this one guy through a building, he got up to the 3rd floor and started aiming out the window, I got up behind him, put him in a hold, slammed him to the ground and stabbed him in the face. hahaha
Another time i was playing dead around a clump of bodies and an enemy soldier came running past and i stabbed him as he came by.
I've died so fucking much though, whenever someone is out of knife range they more or less kill me. There was one round where i finally started doing good but then i got called out ot eat dinner and i lost all my momentum.
I am good at the stealth aspect though i can get from one end of the map to the other without being detected by friends or enemies, it's going in for the kill that's the fucking hard part.
The thing is i don't see why it's so hard for me. Even though it's a different type of game, the controls handle a little like that of Call of Duty, and I dominate Call of Duty/
I am also forever gonna be stuck at level 0. hahaha You actually lose points per death so any kills that i do get are quickly overshadowed by my -# from deaths. It's like: Kills: + 6 Deaths: -25. hahaha
I just haven't found my ideal skill set yet. It would be CQC but for the most part i can't get close enough to use the Close Quarters Combat. hahaha
It is a lot of fun though, just fucking annoying at the same time. hahaha
And it kills time while i wait for my girl to get home. So that's an added plus!
*I'm actually, finally getting better! I figured out what the key is for me. Piano! hahaha There's a song with a piano for most of it and it's doing wonders for my concentration. I've finally got to level 1!!!
I did another cool kill too. You have a cardboard box as one of your items, you use it to hide in around similar boxes in the level automatically. What i did was broke a box and used mine where the original was. An enemy sniper ran past me and took position right behind me, aiming off this building. I got out of the box and shot him point blank in the head. hahaha it was funny as hell! He saw me get out of the box and his character's turned to try and shot me but it wasn't fast enough. hahaha
ok, i know i'm a little behind the times here but i finally got a PS3, and it has unrestricted internet access!!! Which offically makes it better than the 360. Typing this now from the ps3 which is cool as freakin shit! only i don't have a spell check. hahaha wonder what this browser is anyway? It's kinda cool to serf the web on my new TV too and everything loads a hell of a lot quicker on here than on the laptop which is kinda sad. Still gonna use the xbox for my main gaming since i've already done so much work on it but the ps3 is here for MGS 4 and the supposadly hard Ninja Gaiden or how ever it's spelled. My friend Jon says it's the hardest game he's ever played but i think i'll be able to beat it in a day or two. But i digress....the ps3 kicks freakin ass!!! Now all they gotta do is make dead rising 2 for ps3 and i'll be in heaven.
This is just something kinda funny i did yesterday. Dad was on the pc, on facebook to be precise and he was so into it that he didn't hear/see me come into the room and stand right behind the chair. I waited there for a little while and when he was finally done, he got up from the chair from the right to leave the room and i sat down in the chair from the left and he didn't even notice. He went out into the living room where he thought i was to tell me he was done on the pc and when he didn't see me he started looking all over the house for me, confused. hahaha
This would be hilarious if Google actually did this!
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1925037
this is kinda late in saying it but my name's finally, finally cleared from that anonymous message bullshit from a while back. So, a big FUCK YOU to all those so quick to label me the ass hole you'd all like to see me as.
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I'm really sorry for that. The one person I thought I could trust had me blind to the fact that you're really a great guy.
Teach me to listen to others so mindlessly.
i hate how the people here keep trying to shove food down my damn throat. It's like not eating a 5 course meal with every meal you have is a mortal sin! Fucking Italians and their bottomless stomachs and/or mega furnace of a metabolism. Yes i am Italian and i do ave the furnace of a metabolism but i am hardly ever hungry. And when i tell my grandpa that i'm not in the mood for a freakin' mile long sub or endless mountain of peperoni rolls i may as well be speaking French because here comes the food anyway!
Today is just one of those days where i am not hungry at all. It could possibly be because i ate half a pizza before going to bed at around 5am but my grandpa is treating me like i'm anorexic. That's the one that starves right? I don't remember.
Today my breakfast consisted of a glass of milk and the crust of one of the slices of pizza from earlier this morning. My grandpa's on the other hand consisted of about 5 eggs, 12 sausage.....things i think 6 strips of bacon and 2 toasts. He saw what little i had to eat and more or less demanded i ear some of his food, to which i politely declined and said i don't feel hungry today. But for some reason "I don't feel hungry today" translates to "i don't want to eat your cooking" in Italian so i unintentionally offended the poor guy. So to make up for that i asked him to make us all a big dinner tonight for when my sister comes over. I think i was still speaking in French though because he started insisting on taking me to McDonalds.
Now, while MdConalds food is addicting and i would normally eat it even if i wasn't hungry. I didn't and still don't feel like sitting in the smelly building listen to misguided old people try and talk about governmental issues they know nothing about or get in a discussion on Creationism, just so i can slightly enjoy some rather addicting second hand food.
He tried to get me to go to McDonalds 5 freakin times today and then after the 5th time i refused to go, he goes to my dad and makes another futile attempt at whispering about how something's "wrong" with me because i'm not eating. So then dad comes in and it's like a freakin interrogation, going as far into my demented personal life as he's willing to go without calling a psychologist only for the outcome to be that i'm just not freakin hungry!
finally found a good team on left 4 dead 2. For every round i've played online so far it's always every man for himself. No one coordinates, and they only work together when they absolutely have to. This team however was smart, worked together and above all, made me leader of the group 1/4 of the way into the level.
There's really no way i can say this without sounding arrogant but not making me leader a.k.a. point man is also a sure fire way to get the team killed. Not that i try to sabotage the team if i'm not point man or anything but i am very very good at tracking the boomers, jockeys and can drop a charger long before he gets to me with ease. And since a lot of action comes either in front or behind the team, me being in the middle does no good. I usually play the role of both point and flank man since when i stop moving to turn around, everyone else stops so i can normally catch a boss zombie sneaking up on us before he does anything.
For the whole first portion of the level, inside a hotel building the guy playing Coach was point man. He didn't do a bad job. Made sure he didn't get too far ahead and always came to aid when someone needed it but he constantly used melee weapons and a crowbar vs a boomer has to be the worst mistake you could make.
Our first big fuck up though was on the ledges of the hotel. The girl playing Ellis fell and was hanging on the ledge. Coach and the girl who's name i will not even attempt to spell both ran for him, bumped into each other and ended up hanging off the side of the damn building with him. And then the game's AI decided to add insult to injury and spawn a hunter that was moments from pouncing on me. But what the game didn't count on was i had a magnum and very good aim. So, hunter jumps, hunter gets shot in the head and hunter falls off the side of the building and is never seen again. Then i picked Coach up and stepped into a window so he could do his job and pick the other two up.
For the rest of that section i was following right to the side of Coach. When ever a boomer would pop out i'd shoot it before he could, i killed the charger before it got him and i even doubled back to save Elli's sorry ass when for some odd reason ran into the fire on the burning 1st floor.
We got into the safe room and after i geared myself up i waited for Coach to open the door out, but he was waiting for me to open the door so we just stood there for a few minuets before i realized i got a promotion. hahaha
From there it was smooth sailing until some jackass, don't know who decided to up the difficulty to Expert and if it wasn't for a can of boomer bile i picked up near the start we'd all of died at one point. After that the difficulty was put back ot Advanced where it freakin belonged.
One awesome moment i had. We were moving through this building and kept hearing the boomer's sickening gurgling noises which i can actually imitate really well. hahaha It sounded like he was right around the corner but after scanning the building we couldn't find him so everyone else just went outside and started killing the shit loads of zombies on the street. I exited the building last this time and kept my eye on the rooftop. Sure enough, after about 30 seconds of zombie killing the boomer peered his head over the edge of the building and got an assault rifle burst to the face. The team turned around just in time to see his lower half fall to the ground. hahaha
Everything was kinda mainstream until the finale of the act in which we had to fuel a sports car in a mall. There is a golden rule in any left 4 dead finale, at least one person MUST carry a pipe bomb. and since everyone seemed to ignore them every time we passed, i took one near the middle of the campaign. So, we all went as a group around the mall, gathering gas tanks and tossing them to the car so we could fuel it in one quick go. I got a hold of a sniper rifle and was giving cover support to everyone below, nearly saving the girl's life from a tank and a hunter at once. hahaha i'd of shit myself if i was her. Finally when Ellis brought the last gas can to the car w all started fueling it. the girl and i were defending the car while Coach and Ellis were taking turns putting the fuel in. And because the Game's AI is a bitch a charger and a smoker decided to spawn, sending Coach and I to separate sides of the room just as Ellis poured the last of the gas into the car, making the zombies go on a rampage and sending more than 10 shit loads into the room. hahaha The girl actually did kick ass and killed both monsters but because Coach and I got fucked up, it looked like one or both of us were gonna go down and die so the other two could escape. But i had my trust pipe bomb. I threw it, all the zombies went chasing after the pretty flashing light and BOOM. Coach and I walked to the car and all 4 of us drove our asses out of there. hahaha
It was fun!
i love messing with people's heads. hahaha so much fun! Easy as hell with people like my grandpa but still satisfying non the less.
So, for the past few weeks, my dad's been hinting around getting me a new printer for Christmas but hasn't really gone into it.
Today my grandpa said to me at the kitchen table "All you need is a printer now and you're golden!" to which i replied "I'm already getting one." "How?" "Christmas, obviously." "I don't know, they're expensive, might have to wait for a couple months first." "I know i'm getting it, I saw dad bringing it in the day he bought it." Which i really didn't but he didn't know that. So after a few seconds he just shrugs and says "I'll be damned. Do you want to just open it now then?" "Nah i'll wait, otherwise i'll only have the ps3 to open Christmas day."
He gets up and walks into my dad's room and makes a futile attempt to whisper. "Matt found out e's getting a new printer for Christmas." "How? Did you tell him?" "No, he said he saw you bringing it in when you bought it." "It's still in my van! I didn't take it out since i bought it!"
I burst out laughing in the hallway and dad laughed and called me an ass hole, which is true. hahaha
It's not really complex manipulation but it's still funny as hell.
replaced the piece o' shit TV i had in my room with a nice, nice, modern TV. hahaha The one i've been using was from the late 1980s, having audio and video cables was considered a special feature in that time. The image was kinda fuzzy, damn thing distored words but it i've had a lot of memories on that TV. Had it since i was little. But the new one has a great image! Can't wait to kill things in high definition! hahaha
Got to spend some quality time with my Kristen yesterday, which was the best part of the day! It was kinda an annoying day before that.
Grandpa and dad got in an argument about absolutely nothing and grandpa ended up making a scene and storming out of the house. Before that dad was enjoying teasing me with the PS3 that i can't have till the 25th.
Anyway,
Kristen and I were up till around....4 last night. Then she quote "drifted off to night night land". That has to be the cutest thing I've ever heard! hahaha I was teasing her about cheesecake for a little while too, that was fun! hahaha
She is really starting to get more outgoing with me, which is great! Still a little nervous but she's making an effort!
Such a great girl!
I know no one on here gives a damn but that's not stopping me from barging about her! hahaha
I'm thinking about getting her a collar at some point, maybe for her birthday and seeing what she does. We're not in a BDSM relationship yet but I'm slowly pushing for it. Although i think the collar will be more than a bit subtle. hahaha
In truth i'm not expecting her to wear it right away. We haven't been together for all that long, just under two months and I know I'm rushing just about everything. But she hasn't complained or protested me rushing things so far so, maybe she enjoys it. Her and I think alike, she's just way more passive so she probably wants things to go at my pace, just has yet to admit it. hahaha
She's happy though which is great! And I'm happy which is great! So who really cares about the pace as long as we're both happy. Every relationship's different after all.
And since i don't really have anything else to say, i'm gonna go kill things till she wakes up. hahaha
I'm bored so i'm writing to pass the time and take a break from flag hunting on the first Assassins Creed.
Spent the last 3 hours getting the flags in the first section of the Kingdom and the 33 in the poor district of Damascus. When i get back on i'll have fun doing the bit of story for this section of the city and get pumped up....then go back to do the rest of the Kingdom and the first section of Acre......yay.....
Great game but god do i hate the small stuff like this. No offense to OCD people but honestly, the only way to find everything in the game is to do a cell by cell search of the city, systematic grid scanning of every rooftop, alley and corner and the only people I would think to do that are OCD people. That's not a bad thing but wow is it annoying for the rest of us!
I'm using a map to find the flags. Yes it's cheap but i did everything else on my own so i don't give a damn. The only game i did do a systematic search was Prototype and although i am a patient mother fucker, i am not patient enough to do that for every freakin' game. hahaha
I was watching a few videos of the game and while the combat is easy, the sneaking can be kinda difficult. Sure you can use the Blend thing and walk past every soldier there is but it's not always appropriate to the situation. I hardly ever use it, even in areas with heavy patrols. Like this base for example on the way to Damascus, there's a few shit loads of guards patrolling in and around the base, with a flag right in the middle. While on the video the girl - who was actually entertaining to listen to because she talked to herself while playing - used blend to go up, snag the flag and slip out. What i did was follow close behind a patrol of 2 until then went around a corner, then went around the opposite corner and darted behind another patrol of 2 as they turned toward the center. I moved my way around the tents around back and tailed one lone patrol who was walking up the middle. I got the flag, jumped down and hid behind the tents while literally every guard went into the middle of the base, no idea why, never saw that happen before. Anyway, then i used the tents for cover and went to the next flag a little ways away.
The girl also killed people she didn't need to. While killing is fun, i'll admit, it makes things too easy. On games like this i try to kill as few people as possible, and not get seen obviously. I got good at it by playing games like Metal Gear and Splinter Cell where you get penalized score wise by killing people. Pain in the fucking ass at first but now it's my sneaking method of choice. And it's good training for real life applications too. Like when i want to play a joke on my dad but can't have anyone seeing me do it, i'm sure as hell not gonna kill people..... in my own home at least.....to pull off the joke.
going away from video games now....
That reminds me of when i used to get up onto the walls. I have really strong fucking legs, mainly from the way i sit and i can hold myself up almost effortlessly. I used to get a book, climb up onto the wall and either position myself in the corner of a room or in the space above a hallway, which is way fucking easier let me tell you, and just read until someone noticed. hahaha It was always so much fun.
I took my dad's hat a few times too when he'd pass under. He likes to wear hats at home for some reason. Anyway, he walked into my room to tell me...something, i forget what exactly, but as he walked under the door i swiped his hat. his was so damn confused. hahaha
Something else i used to do for when i was really freaking bored, i taught my dog how to play die and seek. He cheated though, bastard would sniff me out. hahaha
I love this fucking browser. Wish someone told me sooner that Firefox has spell check, not gonna have a single misspelled word in this whole journal!
Everything looks better too, sharper, or brighter, or something.
I'm not sure if it's the fact that my pc's been cleared of all those fucking viruses or the browser but everything seems faster too. Maybe a little of both?
Tomorrow's my birthday. Hope i'll get to spend some quality time with Kristen but with how busy she is i doubt it. I know i won't technically be alone for my birthday but if her and i don't get to spend some time together, it'll still feel like it. I always hated the birthday;s i spent alone. Supposed to be a happy day but those never were. I know i put way too much emphasis on being in a relationship but that's the kinda person i am. Hopeless romantic, hahaha. The bad points suck but the good points....damn the good points are awesome!
It sucks though, my personality, the introverted, shy, weird, arrogant, not strong...what else....eh, i'll stop the list there. Anyway, that personality isthe exact opposite of what most girl look for, so the thing i want most out of like is also the hardest fucking thing for me to get. hahaha
I'm glad i got Kristen, also glad she's practicably the exact way i am. hahaha What are the odds right? Especially on a site like this, never thought i;d actually meet someone like that on here. hahaha No offense to you peoples but....i don't know where i was going with that actually....
what on earch could my grandpa be shredding at...1am? man needs a bed time...
anyway....
holy shit it's 1 am....well this did pass time, so great! I'll probably add more, provided i'm still awake, after my next flag run...*shudders* i hate flags....
It sucks how you wait so damn long for a vacation like this, then when it starts you realize you have absolutely nothing to do! Of course i'd never tell my parents that or they'd put me to work around the house and i'd just rather be bored than wash that damn van out again. Want to play a game but i'm suddenly indecisive.
ugh...i can't be evil at all......
I had a perfect, PERFECT opportunity to get revenge on someone and i couldn't do it. Damn it, damn it, damn it, damn it! I long for these chances and when they finally come i turn them down. Every sing time i'm able to ruin someone who wrongs me i can't do it.... ffffuuuuuccccccckkkkkkk........hahaha I'm proud of and angry at myself. damn conflicting emotions.
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"Evil - it's a gift." :)
maybe it's your way of leting yourself know karma will take care of it. I personally love to get back at people, but I always think of the best things to say later. *shrugs* it's just how it works I guess.
Don't normally think my dreams are all that interesting to write about but this one actually scared me! hahaha
It was a zombie apocolyps one and these zombies were fucking fast!!! I spent most of my time hiding instead of fighting like i normally do in these kinds of dreams. It ended in the local mall, zombies were comming in from all sides, the crowd of people i was with were scattering in all directions and i was trying to keep up with my dad and grandpa but that didn't work too well. If i have a continuation i'm probably gonna die within the first 10 seconds. hahaha
Holy fuck though, never been so scared in my life. hahaha
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i know! zombie dreams can be so horrifying, but my dreams unless random; they are always scary.
you know what game i miss? Far Cry. The instincts/predator one. Loved that damn game. I didn't own it but rented it a few years ago.
I love the whole being "hunted" thing. In movies and games....and imagination, that's always been so cool! It's your knowledge and skill versus a skilled hunter or hunters who are better equiped and know the area. Grant it the game wasn't all about stealth, the begining parts were but once you got the super powers it was more of an action game. I played it on the hardest difficulty right from the get go though so i still needed that stealth element to stay alive and damn was it fun!
I loved the begining before you got all the super powers. No health regeneration, super speed or claws, just yours skill and your knife. Fucking snipers though...hated them.
I gotta order that game sometime, i didn't beat it fully yet. I think it's 2 games in one, i beat the first one and was i guess 1/8 done the second before i had to turn it in.
I love the level editor thing it had too. I used to make such cool looking places. My favorite was a floating temple i had about 500 meters off the ground. It was set up so it was one team of wel armed soldiers versus a team of predators in a destroyed, crumbling temple. You fall, you die. And i had a detailed forest below too so the fall looked realistic.
I used that game to train my friend "BLADE" aka Jon in stealth tactics. I Made an ok copy of the forest from Metal Gear 3, made a swampy base, made a mine, an oil rigg. Damn it was so fun!
Gonna get that game again for damn sure.
Anyone ever been to that site? It's a funny site i used to go to when i was...10..11..just got the sudden urge to check it out again, feels weird. hahaha
*wow...it's not so kid friendly anymore. hahaha Not too bad but didn't expect the new stuff. glad i got back on here. hahaha
I really freakin hate the wierless controller thing. Yeah you get to play your games from the bathroom or while getting a drink but damn it's annoying.
For one, someone like me who gets sidetracked easily, i'll put it down and then forget where in the hell i put it and since there's no cord to trace i gotta hunt around for it.
Then, there's the thing about it dying on you. You gotta replace batteries like..every week, at least for an avid gamer like myself, and your whole xbox gaming revolves around AA batteries.
If you get one of the rechargable charger things, it only lasts so long. They start to lose their charge faster and faster until it gets to the point where the fully charged pack only lasts an hour.
Honestly i'd prefer a controller with a cord, like the PS2's controllers.
You can't misplace it because it's attached to the freakin console.
It doesn't die on you after a while and the cord really doesn't get in the way.
Plus when you're using the damn bathroom you should be focusing more on your aim than sniping someone anyway.
just had one of my silent hill dreams when i took a short nap. I died before it got good though. hahaha You know those roach things from the movie? Put those in a maze and you've got what killed me. hahaha In my defense i didn't know it was a maze before it was too late to back out of it. I was running through there thinking "I am so fucked..." Up until that part it was fun though! My mind loves falling though i swear because the drema started with my matress opening downward and sending me falling into a black abyss. After a few minuets of flailing around i finally calmed down and said "I .... guess my nap's over."
got to talk to kristen for all of 5 seconds. hahaha It was worth the wait though, well worth the wait. Hopefully now that her semester is over we'll have more time to talk. Till then i'll keep sitting here waiting, it's what i'm good at. hahaha And as long as there's games to play and people to talk to to pass the time waiting goes by kinda quick.
I hope she gets a cell for christmas, that would be awsome!
My oblivian cd broke today, somehow got cut while inside the xbox. This is the second oblivian cd to do that, something with the coding or something. I managed to get the game working with disk cleaner but that's not likely to work for very long. better enjoy the game while i cna i guess.
you know what would be awsome? If, while getting mugged you somehow manage to overpower the one mugging you, then rob him. hahaha
It's like "give me your money!" BAM "Give me YOUR money bitch!" hahaha that would be priceless!
I was thinking back to my last year of highschool. Such good memories. hahaha
My teachers from past years forced me to take honors classes for everything since everyone knew I was sleeping through regular ed classes with an A average and a 4.0 GPA. I had honors english 4, economics, science..what was that science class...oh! chemistry and psychology. the elective classes weren't important, just time wasters. hahaha
I remember my psychology teacher saying before our first test "Those who sleep generally score 20 points lower than those who study". And since i just love to proove people wrong, I slept during the whole class and the review. I looked up from time to time and the teacher always gave me this disappointed look. Finally when we got our grades back from the test he was reluctant to sya mine. hahaha I walked up to his desk, he paused for like 5 seconds and mumbled "100...". Then when i got back to my seat and put my head on the desk i was listening to the students around me who i know studied saying they were happy they got a 70 or a C and were saying how had that test was.
Next test 100! I WIN!!!
Next, 100! I WIN!!!
That's how it went all the way to the final, then he wouldn't let me sleep when we went over it. So i put the paper up in front of my face and went to sleep that way. hahaha He knew what was going on and came over to my deks a few times, tapping on it to get me up but as soon as he'd walk back to the front of the room i'd be sleeping again. Then, when we got our final exam grades in, 100. I WIN!!!
Same thing happened in honors economics. I slept throughthe whole class and ended up with a 103 A.
Same with the first semester of english. Despite the teacher having a "no sleeping" rule, I was the only one shet let sleep. hahaha I did't get an A in the second semester because of my family kinda falling apart, my grades in all classes went down a letter grade or two but everyone knew why so it really didn't affect me.
The only class i just could not graps was trigonomatry. The rest of my brain is at genius level but my math portion hasn't developed at all. hahaha Gotta suck at something right?
My killers have always been math and spelling. hahaha i think the second one is easy to notice.
So far i have yet to sleep in college though, instead i've been playing computer games and getting As on nearly everything. hahaha
Even got a 100 A on my video game violence presentation which took me all of 5 minuets to put together.
I love being smart. I know i'm not the smarte Ast person out there but i am still damn good! And I'm sorry but i love braging about it too! hahaha
ok, well that didn't take long. My dad did some cable splicing and fixed the battery on his old, old laptop so i have internet! At least for the night which is a hell of a lot better than nothing. My pc is in the shop, hopefully they can just remove the shitloads of viruses instead of wipping the pc but either way i'll be getting it back by tuesday or wednesday. Looks like my good luck is back!!!
my fucking pc fried, 100% useless. typing this from my english class but this is the last day here so...shit. hahaha Feel naked without my laptop. Still got xbox 360 but can't get on the actual internet. I don't recommend anyone using that link to the ncis episodes that i posted here a while back because that's where i got the virus from. Got in a war with a virus and it kicked my ass. hahaha
I'll be MIA for a while, unless by a stroke of good luck a replacement laptop falls from the sky or dad's somehow works. which would be kick ass.
if anyone wants to talk or has an xbox 360 my id is ocelot0222222 and my windows messanger email is ocelot0222@hotmail.com. I'll honestly be suprised if i hear from ayone other than Kristen but whatever. hahaha I better hear from her though at some point. hahaha Or else. Or else what? ... no idea but i'll think fo something funny. hahaha I'm in a suprisigly good mood dspite this BS with my laptop.
Pissy thing is i lost my RPG game data. the demo's saved on various emails of mine for ackup but i lost everything i did this week which kinda sucks.
This pc is a biutch to type on, half the keys are stuck....
Well..i gotta go..sure as hell don't wanna leave technology but class is over. hahaha
See everyone around.
Love you Kristen!
wish me luck on getting that piece O' shit laptop fixed!
I had to uninstall my old internet browser and got firefox instead because of a virus and it has spell check!!! Which means no more misspelled fucking words!!!
As soon as i saw that i'm like SOLD!!!!
there was another global warming presentation today in english....this time it was a pro global warming presentation too. I wish this was a debate class because i could have destroyed her!!!
ok...just so i can blow off some steam...let the anti global warming rant begin!...again!
1 - the ice caps are melting! No they're not! We're losing some of the ice shelf up north yes, but the southern pole has actually increased to almost double of what was lost in the north.
2 - the poler bears are dying! again....no they're not. The poler bear poopulation has actually increased since the 1970s. Just because a good photographer poses a poler bear on a thin sheet of ice and says they're dying off, doesn't mean they're dying off. Photography isn't a science! Yes there is science behind the actual photography but a photograph isn't scientific data.
3 - Global temperature is rising! ..... ok, is it true that when it is summer on one side of the earth that it is winder in the other? Is taking the tempreture in one section of the earth the same as taking it on another? It's not stable! The earth's weher is constantly, constantly changing and just because it is a little warmer doesn't meen it is perminatly going to be warmer! It's called an average and things tends to go a little above and below the average.
4 - Carbon dioxide has increased by 30% in the past decade. Sounds bad right? How big is 30% though? ok, let's make this simple. 30% of 1,000 is 300 right? 30% of 100 is 30. What is 30% of 1? 0.3. What about, 30% of 0.01? When people say it's risen 30% do they tell you hat that number actually is and what it was? Or do they let you imagin it in your head as a 30% of 100 type of increase? so, in one decade it's risen about 30%. CO levels in he early 90s were about....200 parts per million. so 200/1,000,000. And what does a 30% increase of that look like? It looks like this - 260/1,000,000. Oh no, how terrible!
5 - This is more on the tempreture increase. People use the sapling stations on the western side of the world as justification, but what about the eastern sampling stations? Well, there are hardly any of those. There were prior to the fall of the USSR but after their collaps, do you think there'd be anyone to pay to support a sampling station in the east? If you can find a graph to measure the tempreture prior to and after 1990, it will show the tempreture as low and somewhat stable but after the early 1990s, it spikes. People use this to justify the need to cut COS emissions and crap liek that but the reason for the spikes is because the only sampling stations that were opperational after the fall of the USSR, were on the western side of the world where everything is industrialized. Of course it's gonna be hotter in a city than it would be in the countryside!
These global warming idiots kill me, not literally although they're wlecome to try but i can't understand how people can be so ignorant! People are so quick to fear yet they do not reason. They'd rather get scared and find something to blame than to try to find out what exactly is going on. And they believe the people in power!!! They've lied to us before! Why wouldn't they do it now? Well, they haven't bluntly lied to us per sya but they've bent the facts, arranged words in such a way that even though they say one thing, an opposite reaction occurs.
These global warming fanatics are the same people who would want to ban dihydrogen monoxide. Although that would make bottled water illegal so that might be interesting. hahaha Without looking it up, does anyone actually reading this know what dihydrogen monoxide is? If not, read this petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/h2o/petition.html
For anyone who does know what it is..feel free to laugh at the ones who don't, i sure as hell do.
These are also the same people who think nuclear power is dangerous...oh boy that's a whole nother argument there.
I really wish stupid people weren't allowed to breed.
Aced my final history test today in english. Took it online sice i had nothing better to do. This is how awsome I am. hahaha I never read the chapter and did the whole test off of my assumptions. I didn't get a 100 but an A is an A, it's not like i'm trying to impress anyone with a perfect score. But, getting an A without any effort on my part what so ever is always nice.
The grade for my english presentation will be posted tonight so i'll be updating that when i get it. not like anyone gives a shit but whatever. hahaha
You know what the awsome thing is about sleep depravation? You can literally sleep anywhere! The world is your bed and damn is it comfy!
I was thinking back to times where i've randomly just fell asleep on the floor. hahaha I'd just be walking along and then lay down and sleep anywhere from 30 minuets to aa few hours.
Finally beat the new assassins creed. Overall a bad ass game, just a little disappointed with the storyline in this one. The parts with Desmond were awsome but the flow of the rest of it seemed kinda clunky. In the first one things flowed incredably well, I can't really explain it but in this one the events just seemed to kinda happen at random. And although there was a last boss fight, it wasn't anywhere near as interesting as the last boss in the first game.
I freakin love the conspiracy in this game though! Holy hell...the game managed to link together every major world event and slightly altered famous religous paintings pictures to fit the conspiracy. When i say slightly altered, I mean it, it's just a slight, slight change to the original paintings and in the real paintings what was altered could actually be there if you didn't know better. They even put in a 2012 referance! How freaking cool is that!?
I'm kinda suprised at myself too. I figured out the "Truth" part of the conspiracy about 1/4 of the way through finding all the glyphs. I started to doubt my theory a little toward the end but when it played all the way through i was like "holy shit i was right! ... I'm good!"
The fighting was still as easy as the first one though. I never died from combat, the only times i died was when i jumped off a leap of faith and there was no hay at the bottom. hahaha Leap of directionaly misguided faith i suppose. hahaha
Now all i gotta do is collect all the feathers..oh joy..and do the rest of the race and assassination missions.
I finally got great at the stealth aspect too...and then there was no longer a real challange in the game, still fun to play but not like Metal Gear sneaking.
Now I can't wait for the 3rd one....wish it was out now. hahaha that'd be awsome!
Probably gonna play the 1st one over winder break and then play the second one again right after so it'll be kinda like a movie, a long, long fucking movie.
Overall - fucking awsome game!
ok...where the fuck do i even start with this?
http://www.vhemt.org/
Thank you science class for showing me just how fucked up some people are. I literally feel like my IQ went down just by reading what is on this site....I should sue!
I'm still a genius so no worries. hahaha
ok..what the hell? On the way ot school today my grandpa asked me this question, no freakin idea why.
We were driving to school and he just blurts out
"Matt, what color is your urin?" and I'm just sitting there like ".....what?" Then he asks again "What color is your urin?" "Why do you want to know?" "Just answer the question." "...yellow....?" This confused the ever loving crap out of me. hahaha No idea why he asked, he didn't go any further with it so i'm just sitting there for the rest of the car ride thinking about urin colors. hahaha
My dad, grandpa and I were talking about the thing with Tiger woods, he cheated on his wife with 8 different woman. What in the hell happened to loyalty? Is it really that hard to stay faithful to someone?
I have a deep and burning hatred for people who're disloyal in relationships, if I had my way they'd be shot and/or castrated.
If you want to sleep around, don't get into a major relationship, it's not very hard to understand.
Dad made a low blow though saying I was loyal to Jessie and look where that got me, which is true. I had plenty of opperotunaties to cheat, more than i'd ever think i had but I always turned them down because of my morals and I don't regreat doing it even after what all jessie put me through. One piss poor relationship isn't reason to throw my morals away.
I wish relationships ment today what they ment in the old days. Where people dated for marrage and not just for sex or because they're bored. It makes me sick to be honest. I'm sure people were disloyal in the old days as well but not to the degree it is today. Now it's accepted in society and is even funny for onlookers, and i hate it.
I'm deathly loyal to the one I'm with and that will never change.
I'm proud to have my morals, and I'm proud to be with someone who shares them with me. I've said it before and I'll say it again, Kristen and I are twins!
I just hope for other people's sake that infedelity becomes unaccepted again, a lot less people wiould be hurt then.
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I figure if you are going to cheat, break up or leave the person you are with first. They were discussing on the radio this morning that Tiger reupped the Prenup agreement and she now gets 5 million more - I hope she leaves him, if she doesn't not only will she lose the respect of other women everywhere, but she will lose her self respect.
On a lighter note, that is probably why she was trying to beat the crap out of him when he got into "the car wreck"...He probably deserved what he got.
you know what annoys the crap out of me? Questions on tests that are so simple that it makes you unsure of the answer. I'm taking a practice math final test and one of the questions is about a bar graph of age. the graph shows that 10 people are 18. Then the question asks how many people are 18 years old. I'm sitting here thinking is it really that fucking easy? So then i'm re-reading hte graph to make sure i didn't misinterprate it which i hardly ever do, then i'm re reading the questions and i'm just confused as to why the hell it's even on the test. it'd be different if i had to work for the answer, then i'd be 100% sure i got it but things that are so fucking eays end up confusing me because i feel liek i missed something. hahaha
my presentation went very well. Got to make a few jokes, show my pictures, although they were unorganized as fuck thanks to the flash drive's OS. Only semi-bad thing was the video i showed. I forgot how much the guy cussed in 1 minuet. It went fine at first and then 30 seconds in "fuck fuck fuck fucking mother fucker!" and i'm just standing there like...oh yeah.....forgot about that part...
Only 2 people in that whole damn class played metal gear. Those poor poor souls. I need to educate these people on Hideo Kojima's awsomeness!
Now that my presentation's done i'm just waiting to go home. my ride's not gonna be here till 3 30 though. Wish my house was in walking distance, it would be if it wasn't for that damned highway.
1 presentation down, 1 to go tomorow and then I'm done aside from the math and science finals!
I love this, I'm acing college with about 10% effort. I'm still able to apply my productivly lazy learning style and do great with it! Damn I'm awsome! and full of myself but everyone knows that by now. hahaha and for all who don't liek that about me - fuck you! It's worked great all my life and will continue to work great!
Tomorow's gonna be an eventful day in english.
I turn in my english paper and i give my english presentation on the violent video games, and am currently in the process ot taking some very nice pictures in game. hahaha
Can't wait till i turn that paper in. I put out 10% effort and an A is guaranteed.
I gotta actually put forth a lot of effort for that damned presentation though since it involves talking to people, lots of people.
on a side note....stewie from family guy scares me.....
Got Assassins Creed 2 today and haven't been doing as good as I'd of liked. The game is kick ass but i'm not used ot the controls anymore so I've been making rookie mistakes left and right. I'm starting to get used to things though and almost pulled off a great stealth attack on a group of guards but the game's story actually fucked me up right at the very last second.
It's in these catacombs underneath a church, a group of guards is patroling in this room and there's a guar standing outside who said he'd run if he heard anything. I watched their patrol routes for a sec and the plan was to drop down behind some rubble, wait for one of the patrols to seperate and get him in the back, then flank around the perimiter of the room so as to be out of sight of the other guards and kill the guard outside so he obviously can't run. Then I was going to go back into the room and take out the other two together after I made sure the runner couldn't alert the guards in the area a few rooms over.
So, the first part of my plan worked, i took out the guard when he seperated and used the rubble for cover as I worked my way around the room. Then, as I turn the corner and was moments away from stabbing the runner, it goes to a cinematic scene where he takes off running. My character is literally 2 feet from him but it wouldn't let me stab him. And it is impossible to catch him until he gets to the reinforcements, he's just always a tiny bit faster than you are and it's like a movie thing, right where you're actually able to kill him, the door slides shut and blocks your path. I'm 90% sure it's impossible to do that part stealthly but damn I was so close!
I'm back in the game though, as far as the flow so i can do it again, just kinda pisses me off that the plan messed up because of the game.
Still ,bad ass freakin game!
There's this online program at my college called My Math Lab, and the math class before mine uses it a lot, the professor is constantly talking about it but she has this lisp when saying it so it sounds like she's saying Meth lab instead. Makes me laugh so hard inside when i hear "Go into my meth lab" and "see me after class and we'll work on the meth lab together". Nothing against the professor, she is good at her job but damn it is so funny to hear!
Here's some funny quotes from various shows and video games. Yes I really am this bored....
"My friend has a trophy wife but apparently it wasn't first place" -Steven Wright
"I'm living on a way-way, dead-end street....I don't know how I ever got there." -Steven Wright
"Bite my crunchy brown ass" -Gingerbread man from TimeSpliters Future Perfect
"Got any spare brains buddy?" -Zombie from the same game.
"Who in the hell parked in ma space? That's like callin' 1-800 COLLECT AN ASS WOOPIN and no, that ain't no toll free call!" -Stinkmeaner from the Boondocks
"You betta have insurance, ass woopin insurance, and you about to pay a deductable!" -Stinkmeaner from the Boondocks
"I'm about to go in break, you motha fuckin terrorists kill me" -crazy black lady from the boondocks, everything until i say otherwise is from the boondocks....
"Soul Plane 2, the blackjacking"
"This is a hijacking, everyone remain in your seats, we have a bomb on the plane, everyone remain..." All the passangers jump the terrorist and the other two terrorists in the back slink down in their seats.
"Everyone, it's Thrusday, so it's time for our Monday staff meeting"
ok this is just too much to type so here's a video, the whole fucking thing will have you laughing. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDVAdjVAjWg
The Boondocks is racist humor just as a warning. No I am not a racist but the stuff is still funny as hell, just don't take it seriously.
This is the image I'm gonna hopefully use for my game. No I didn't draw it, just did some basic picture manipulation and arranged the battle pictures of the main characters and main enemy on the distorted background but it still looks cool.
It's kinda funny how dark it all looks compaired to how the landscape was originaly. It was like a grass land, the tree was still dead but it didn't look burnt and creepy, i like it thsi way better though.
If anyone has an idea for a better place for the title of the game let me know, I couldn't find a spot I liked so I just stuck it in the corner. hahaha
I just got done talking to a friend before he went to his next class. He's got this group presintation that the group's had about a month and a half to do. And, as i expected, everyone but him goofed off and they're hardly ready to present. He's the only one ready.
If i were him I'd request to work by myself like I do with everything. You might have more work to do but at least you can make sure it turns out exactly the way you want it. Relying on other people for your own preformance is just stupid. There are very few situations where I'd even consider cooperating with another person on anything.
Those are
1 - relationships, obviously
2 - when the person clearly knows more than I do about whatever it is.
Other than that I either work alone or take over the project and tell the other members to get the hell out of my way, or to get me a soda, depending on what day it is. hahaha
Self reliance is a wonderful thing.
Starting to work on my game again, kinda like jumping into a tornado head first. hahaha Gotta get the momentom back so i can get the right mind set to work on this.
Doesn't help matters that somehow the coding fucked itself up from the time i last worked on it. This shit isn't even complex yet the coding messes it self up on a regular basis! And there's so many, many, many things that coudl go wrong and every time i gotta hunt through 4,000+ files to find and hopefully fix it.
So, what's wrong now? Something with th health bar coding is messing up the game's basic movement functions. How did that happen? I have no fucking idea. They're not even related bits of code so how in the hell they even got to interact in the first place is beyond me.
Yay for computer induced migranes!
Had an interesting dream last night, completley random. Wasn't the usual zombie apocolyps or silent hill fantasy, although either of those would have been cool!
Instead I was at home watching the news, which is something I should really do more often, and it said that the US finally made the switch from the traditional measurment system to Metric like the rest of the world uses. And people were actually protesting it. Showed a huge freakin crowd in Washington protesting the switch,which I was just laughing about. You switch to something that requiers a little more thought and people want to bitch. There was even some kinda religous protest about it but I forget what kinda messed up point they made, it was BS though I know that. So after watching this for a good 20 minuets i finally blurted out "someone really just needs to shoot these people". Then, I think I got this from Kristen's dream, the US National Guard shows up and opens fire on the people protesting. I just kinda sat back in my chair thinking "Didn't think Obama had it in him." Then...I woke up. hahaha
I found it interesting. I wonder why we haven't really switched to the meric system, kinda stupid really. The rest of the world uses it for a reason - it works! And it's a hell of a lot more accurate than what we use although the name escapes me so i just call it tradional.
And because this next part isn't worth making another journal about.....
We had drive by lightning last night. Which is why i actually got to bed early. No power = no internet. hahaha
You could hear this heavy storm on the other side of town for a long while last night. Then all of a sudden around 0020 the storm shoots over our section of the town, shoots one amazingly accurate lightning strike and takes out the power on our street, then the storm shoots back over to the other side of town and continued raining. hahaha Power was up and running around 0200 though, iknow this because dad came in asking why the wifi was off to which i replied "why are you using my pc at 2am?" I turned off the power after the lightning hit to avoide a short since the equipment in my room is sensative as hell, including the wifi adaptor thing.
I was reading through the list and descriptions of zombies on the deadfrontier game and noticed this. In the game there are both naked male and female zombies, you can't see anything because of the angle of the camera - thankfully - but you can tell they have no cloths. Anyway, for the naked male description it says they were either caught in the shower, sleeping in the nude or in taking up a ho in their services when the outbreak hit. For the naked female zombies, they're just hookers. Because we all know that woman don't baith or sleep in the nude, the only time they're ever naked is on the streets. hahaha
heavy storms with a chance for tornados and flooding...sounds like fun!
Waiting for my Kristen to get on and studying for a test tomorow a tiny, tiny bit. Today is her weekend so hopefully she'll find 5, 10 minuets to say hi. Can't wait till she gets a cell phone! Would buy her one but i sadly don't got the money. Yet, probably gonna od that soon though if things go right. Won't that be a nice suprise for her? hahaha
Think I'm gonna push myself to play more oblivian, alreayd started anothe profile so i may as well finish it and that will kill time while i wait for my girl! Which is always nice!
Was there not an ncis episode this week or is my site just taking its sweet time to upload it. hahahaha. forgot all about it last night sadly, hope it gets uploaded soon!
ouch, failed my first english quiz. hahaha got a 24/100. I loath and despise MLA format and would very much like to shoot the SOB who devised it. How's that for a dictatorship? if i fail, i shoot ya. hahaha
Shouldn't hurt my grad too bad, especially since i know i'm acing that final peper, just a slight moral killer.
Another ghost/mentaly insane encounter tonight. Went out to the kitchen to get more stale oatmeal cookies - the taste kinda grows on you after a while - and as i was getting the jar down from the fridge the garage door in the living room slides open all ereey like. I turn and just look out into the garage, nothing there of course. Then the door slides open even wider, all the wya open now. I just stood there for a few seconds and then did an almost perfect imatation of the spanish maid from family guy. You know the girl who does the weird "Nooo...nooo" thing then walked into my room. hahaha Nearly cried laughing about it. I should go back out there and shut that door come to think of it, otherwise i'll probably get yelled at for leaving it open all night. Wish me luck!
*ok, i'm good.
For anyone who hasn't seen the spanish maid thing you gotta watch this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tgbQV_oLFY&feature=PlayList&p=13607D14A7975C14&index=72&playnext=3&playnext_from=PL
*ok now when i'm walking through the house it sounds like someone's walking behind me. Think i pissed it off?
finally found an adacemic journal supporting video games. Did i ever mention I love smart people?
Violent Video Games Do Not Create School Shooters
Table of Contents: Further Readings
Henry Jenkins is the director of the Comparative Media Studies Program at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology.
Henry Jenkins is the director of the Comparative Media Studies Program at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology.
Video games do not make otherwise normal young people into school shooters. Despite the fact that most American kids play video games, violent juvenile crime is at a thirty-year low. Claims that violent video games lead to aggressive behavior misinterpret the evidence. Indeed, no research has shown that violent video games are the primary factor in school violence. Violence is part of human culture and is present in all the arts. When adults overreact to violent video games, they stigmatize kids who already feel isolated and fail to address the real causes of school violence.
A large gap exists between the public's perception of video games and what the research actually shows. The following is an attempt to separate fact from fiction.
Looking at the Evidence
The availability of video games has led to an epidemic of youth violence. According to federal crime statistics, the rate of juvenile violent crime in the United States is at a 30-year low. Researchers find that people serving time for violent crimes typically consume less media before committing their crimes than the average person in the general population. It's true that young offenders who have committed school shootings in America have also been game players. But young people in general are more likely to be gamers—90 percent of boys and 40 percent of girls play. The overwhelming majority of kids who play do not commit antisocial acts. According to a 2001 U.S. Surgeon General's report, the strongest risk factors for school shootings centered on mental stability and the quality of home life, not media exposure. The moral panic over violent video games is doubly harmful. It has led adult authorities to be more suspicious and hostile to many kids who already feel cut off from the system. It also misdirects energy away from eliminating the actual causes of youth violence and allows problems to continue to fester.
Scientific evidence links violent game play with youth aggression. Claims like this are based on the work of researchers who represent one relatively narrow school of research, " media effects." This research includes some 300 studies of media violence. But most of those studies are inconclusive and many have been criticized on methodological grounds. In these studies, media images are removed from any narrative context. Subjects are asked to engage with content that they would not normally consume and may not understand. Finally, the laboratory context is radically different from the environments where games would normally be played. Most studies found a correlation, not a causal relationship, which means the research could simply show that aggressive people like aggressive entertainment. That's why the vague term "links" is used here. If there is a consensus emerging around this research, it is that violent video games may be one risk factor—when coupled with other more immediate, real-world influences—which can contribute to anti-social behavior. But no research has found that video games are a primary factor or that violent video game play could turn an otherwise normal person into a killer.
Who Is Playing?
Children are the primary market for video games. While most American kids do play video games, the center of the video game market has shifted older as the first generation of gamers continues to play into adulthood. Already 62 percent of the console market and 66 percent of the PC [personal computing] market is age 18 or older. The game industry caters to adult tastes. Meanwhile, a sizable number of parents ignore game ratings because they assume that games are for kids. One quarter of children ages 11 to 16 identify an M-Rated (Mature Content) game as among their favorites. Clearly, more should be done to restrict advertising and marketing that targets young consumers with mature content, and to educate parents about the media choices they are facing. But parents need to share some of the responsibility for making decisions about what is appropriate for their children. The news on this front is not all bad. The Federal Trade Commission has found that 83 percent of game purchases for underage consumers are made by parents or by parents and children together.
Almost no girls play computer games. Historically, the video game market has been predominantly male. However, the percentage of women playing games has steadily increased over the past decade. Women now slightly outnumber men playing Web-based games. Spurred by the belief that games were an important gateway into other kinds of digital literacy, efforts were made in the mid-90s to build games that appealed to girls. More recent games such as The Sims were huge crossover successes that attracted many women who had never played games before. Given the historic imbalance in the game market (and among people working inside the game industry), the presence of sexist stereotyping in games is hardly surprising. Yet it's also important to note that female game characters are often portrayed as powerful and independent. In his book Killing Monsters, Gerard Jones argues that young girls often build upon these representations of strong women warriors as a means of building up their self-confidence in confronting challenges in their everyday lives.
The Military Uses of Games
Because games are used to train soldiers to kill, they have the same impact on the kids who play them. Former military psychologist and moral reformer David Grossman argues that because the military uses games in training (including, he claims, training soldiers to shoot and kill), the generation of young people who play such games are similarly being brutalized and conditioned to be aggressive in their everyday social interactions.
Grossman's model only works if:
•we remove training and education from a meaningful cultural context.
•we assume learners have no conscious goals and that they show no resistance to what they are being taught.
•we assume that they unwittingly apply what they learn in a fantasy environment to real world spaces.
The military uses games as part of a specific curriculum, with clearly defined goals, in a context where students actively want to learn and have a need for the information being transmitted. There are consequences for not mastering those skills. That being said, a growing body of research does suggest that games can enhance learning. In his recent book, What Video Games Have to Teach Us About Learning and Literacy, James Gee describes game players as active problem solvers who do not see mistakes as errors, but as opportunities for improvement. Players search for newer, better solutions to problems and challenges, he says. And they are encouraged to constantly form and test hypotheses. This research points to a fundamentally different model of how and what players learn from games.
A Form of Expression
Video games are not a meaningful form of expression. On April 19, 2002, U.S. District Judge Stephen N. Limbaugh Sr. ruled that video games do not convey ideas and thus enjoy no constitutional protection. As evidence, Saint Louis County presented the judge with videotaped excerpts from four games, all within a narrow range of genres, and all the subject of previous controversy. Overturning a similar decision in Indianapolis, Federal Court of Appeals Judge Richard Posner noted: "Violence has always been and remains a central interest of humankind and a recurrent, even obsessive theme of culture both high and low. It engages the interest of children from an early age, as anyone familiar with the classic fairy tales collected by Grimm, Andersen, and Perrault are aware." Posner adds, "To shield children right up to the age of 18 from exposure to violent descriptions and images would not only be quixotic, but deforming; it would leave them unequipped to cope with the world as we know it." Many early games were little more than shooting galleries where players were encouraged to blast everything that moved. Many current games are designed to be ethical testing grounds. They allow players to navigate an expansive and open-ended world, make their own choices and witness their consequences. The Sims designer Will Wright argues that games are perhaps the only medium that allows us to experience guilt over the actions of fictional characters. In a movie, one can always pull back and condemn the character or the artist when they cross certain social boundaries. But in playing a game, we choose what happens to the characters. In the right circumstances, we can be encouraged to examine our own values by seeing how we behave within virtual space.
The Effect of Playing
Video game play is socially isolating. Much video game play is social. Almost 60 percent of frequent gamers play with friends. Thirty-three percent play with siblings and 25 percent play with spouses or parents. Even games designed for single players are often played socially, with one person giving advice to another holding a joystick. A growing number of games are designed for multiple players—for either cooperative play in the same space or online play with distributed players. Sociologist Talmadge Wright has logged many hours observing online communities interact with and react to violent video games, concluding that meta-gaming (conversation about game content) provides a context for thinking about rules and rule-breaking. In this way there are really two games taking place simultaneously: one, the explicit conflict and combat on the screen; the other, the implicit cooperation and comradeship between the players. Two players may be fighting to death on screen and growing closer as friends off screen. Social expectations are reaffirmed through the social contract governing play, even as they are symbolically cast aside within the transgressive fantasies represented onscreen.
Video game play is desensitizing. Classic studies of play behavior among primates suggest that apes make basic distinctions between play fighting and actual combat. In some circumstances, they seem to take pleasure wrestling and tousling with each other. In others, they might rip each other apart in mortal combat. Game designer and play theorist Eric Zimmerman describes the ways we understand play as distinctive from reality as entering the "magic circle." The same action—say, sweeping a floor—may take on different meanings in play (as in playing house) than in reality (housework). Play allows kids to express feelings and impulses that have to be carefully held in check in their real-world interactions. Media reformers argue that playing violent video games can cause a lack of empathy for real-world victims. Yet, a child who responds to a video game the same way he or she responds to a real-world tragedy could be showing symptoms of being severely emotionally disturbed. Here's where the media effects research, which often uses punching rubber dolls as a marker of real-world aggression, becomes problematic. The kid who is punching a toy designed for this purpose is still within the "magic circle" of play and understands her actions on those terms. Such research shows us only that violent play leads to more violent play.
i'm forced to read the transcript for one of Hillary Clinton's anti-video game speaches for my paper. This is why i wanna go into politics, to publicly destroy her in debate. Just reading this is making me wanna scratch my eyes out. She's so damn dumb it's not even worth laughing at....
*Oh yay, Jack Thompson...which is worse...which is worse....Did i even mention that I hate stupid people? Because i hate stupid people...
*Why is it that there are hardly any articles in favor of vidoe games? I should write one. hahaha
has anyone noticed that once the clock hits 6pm it goes into overdrive? You look away from the screen for a minuet and all of a sudden it's 7. Then I won't be suprised if after i'm done typing this it's 8.
COMMENTS
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SapphireRayn
02:50 Jan 01 2010
UGH! Cords everywhere! That would drive me nuts!
Ocelot
03:24 Jan 01 2010
it was worse before the picture. There's a crap load of cords shoved behind the TV stand. Shoved neatly of course. hahaha
MyWorldYourDream
16:56 Jan 20 2010
Hey! I've got the same black office set in my room! :D